Happy New Year From Me :)

Been such a long time

Hope everyone had a great Holiday and Merry Christmas! Mine was wonderful but Oh so hectic. Not to add we are all SICK :o( Savannah started out with a cold and runny nose, coughing and fever, then we got it. I thought Savannahs was over but last night she got in bed with us and was screaming and screaming and did I mention screaming. I got up and took her to the Dr. this morning and my baby has an ear infection :o(. She is on Medicine and hopefully it will knock it out. My mom is sick, we are all sick all around, so stay away from us LOL

But aside from the sickness the holidays were nice. Tomorrow it's back to babysitting and I have to get my house cleaned up for painting. I think this coming up weekend we are going to do the bathroom. We shall see!

Okay I gotta run, my baby girl wants to play Cinderella dance studio so we shall see how that works! I have my pics up at webshots I will post the addy in a bit!!

Merry CHRISTmas!!!

I won't be blogging til after Christmas, then you better get ready for a ton of pics!
have a wonderful, wonderful Holiday Season!!!!!!

XO XO XO

Sharing some pics

Friday Friday FRIDAY

Mannnnnnnn It could not have come fast enough! Watching kids all week is exhausting. Things are going better with my neices. The baby is getting used to being here now and only cries when her mom first leaves. They were all freaking wild today. I hate this cold weather stuff and them not being able to play outside. They require lots of energy releasing and i am not sure how to do it. I don't wanna fool with taking them all out, thats 4 carseats and 4 kids 4 and under. Id be a glutten for punishment for sure

Today was payday that was nice. I was sitting here thinking I could enjoy my weekend and relax, buttttttttt My aunt called and needs her house cleaned, then I have to clean my moms and then my uncles. I can't wait til Christmas so I can take a break.
I was sitting in my rocking chair today with 4 kids running around screaming, I was so exhausted, I feel right asleep. I never do that. So UGH! Kyle wants to go Christmas shopping, I don't wanna go, but I guess I gotta. Okay gotta run

hidey ho!

Been awhile yet again, I am so not into computing right now. Hopefully, I'll get back into it soon. Been at the Drs with my son all day, found out he has Celiacs disease also ACKKKKKKKKKKKKK! That is like a nightmare. Having an 11 year old that can't have pizza, bread, burgers etc. But on a good note, maybe that explains alot of his behavior problems and fits. The Dr said on the diet he may be able to come off all his meds. I hope and pray.

My migraine finally went away yesterday. Whenever the migraine leaves, i get shaky and feel out of sorts for awhile and I was glad when that came on Tuesday. So for now its gone. Hopefully gone for another 3 mos. They are seasonal. Hope everyone is doing well, thanks for all the support you guys give me.

My buddy Melzie welzie sent me a box today, with the freaking cutest ornament ever, it was from the christmas story and it was the box that the leg lamp came in and you open the box and it has a leg lamp in it and you can plug the leg lamp into the lights and it lights up and the box says "its a major award" She also sent me anice card and A Christmas Story Tshirt. Shes my sugar pie! I love all you guys you are awesome!!

I am gonna get something off to all of you soon, Jackie I need your new addy, ican't find the envelope!! Sarah I need yours too!
Hugs N Love

Cindy's Birthday Today!!

at Life Goes On
Happy Birthday Cindy Lou Whoo!!!

Hey all

Sorry I haven't been blogging much. we don't have a computer desk, so I Have my computer on some lil table til we get a desk. We had to get rid of our big one because it wouldnt fit in the basement @@.

I have been super down in the dumps. I have moved every year, probably for the past 10 years of my life. Well, i wouldnt say every year, but prob every 18 mos. Sometimes a few times in the same year. This is the first time ever, I have cried and cried and cried because I hate it so much.

It's so overwhelming all the stuff the inspector missed and every time I turn around something else breaks or somethings installed wrong. I'm sad. We haven't a couch, so theres no place to sit really thats comfy, we are sleeping on a futon and its quite small so Savannah and Opie have to sleep with us. Savannah doesn't really like it here either. She's scared of her room.

It's cold here all the time. The windows are old and its freezing. Everywhere I go I am cold. Everything is so old, we can't find replacement stuff. We have a bunch more to paint, everything that needs to be painted has layers of wallpaper under the paint and I just don't feel like doing it. Nor do we have the money for some of the stuff that needs to be done now. We went and priced outdoor carpet today because their hot tub rusted the carpet out there and it was 400 bucks. It's crazy. Sure it doesn't need to be done now, but it does need to be done eventually.

It makes me sad. The windows are cracked in juans room. We didn't know any of this and its stuff our inspector shouldve caught. All the wiring was done wrong, all the plugs cracked. My dad has been replacing all the stuff but still, it's a pain. He just had cataract surgery and will be out of commission for awhile.

I miss my old house. I cried alot tonight cause I miss it so badly. This place just doesn't feel like home at all. I know it will one day.

I started babysitting my neices and thats not going well. I know the first week is always tough. The baby the first day (13 mos) cried from 8:30 til about 4 on the first day. The second day 8:30 til 2 then got a lil better. Wednesday was my off day. Thursday was better because snow kept my boys home and they carried her the whole day. Friday was better because I was so exhausted I carried her around all day. If I carry her she doesn't cry, but that's not a habit i wanna start. They haven't ever stayed with anyone other than grandma so its a challenge.

I have to go over there tomorrow to take their pics for some photo cards. Today I Have had a migraine from hell. All the crying relieved it quite a bit.

My hubby took me shopping bought me some clothes and a warm nightgown for this igloo. Then made me a nice dinner baked chicken, rice and zuchini. It was good. We've been playing rummy every night, it keeps me from being so down. Hope everyone is enjoying themselves and sorry Im so down, Ill snap out of it soon if someone sends me a porter paint man to do all this painting LOL!

Sarah Thank you so much for my card and my calendar, I love love love it! You guys are so sweet!

He's Makin A List

Christmas is ..........

Inching up upon us. I can't believe it is almost here. I have been doing a lil shopping here n there the past few days. Stuff adds up quite quickly.

We can't do too much this year with the house n all, but man even the little bit is alot. My dryer, UGH the hose that goes outside keeps coming detached. Its attached at the ceiling so it's not like you can just plop it back on. We have tried clamps, heat tape everything. It's just not working. Soooooooooo.......... I will have to find some way to get it fixed again. My laundry is falling behind.

We've all got colds here. :( Other than that nothing happening. My house is completely finished as far as putting stuff away is concerned. No more work other than if more stuff breaks, until after Christmas.

Okay, hope everyone is having a good day. Gonna try to get back on my blog rounds soon

Been such a long long time!!!!!!!!!!!

Feels like It's been forever! I don't have alot of time to write because the computer is pretty much off limits til i get this house straight.

Its like taking a gazillion boxes and unpacking 30, it doesn't even make a dent in it. I have run out of places to put stuff!!!!!

Jackie you are so sweet! I was having such a hard day and yet again you sent me another card, You are truly a sweetheart and as soon as I get a chance, you watch your mailbox! I haven't stopped by your blog lately. I hope to read that your kitty is all better!

Okay, I gotta run and I promise pics very soon!!!!

Some guys Have all the luck

Some guys have all the pain, some guys get all the breaks,some guys do nothing but complain. Whoa oh whoa whoa ohhhhhhhhhhhh. LOL

My finger I got a hang nail. I start cryin cause it hurts and I know what that pain means. Kyle says "oh it'll be okay" Hours later BLAMMOOOOOOOOOOOOO cellulitis.
People wonder why i use so much hand sanitizer.............IT DOESN'T freakin work.
So to the ER yesterday morning and I got the next round of antibiotics. Some nice Kflex. Got some Acidophilus.

Got a headache. Of all weeks to get this crap. Moving week.

OH well. Thanksgiving was purty good, I was whinney and cranky and by the time the 2nd round of antibiotics hit my stomach hurt. :o( So I didn't eat much. But my nice mommy sent me some left overs which I will put to good use today. Hope everyone had a great holiday!

Happy Friday!!

Happy Turkey Day Tomorrow!!

Have a wonderful Turkey Day!!!!

I'll be back after I move, wish us luck!!

Hugs to all!

Long, sleepy tuesday

I am tired of cleaning, tired of scrubbing, tired of picking contact paper off of cabinets. I have one small cabinet left, that is unpicked, i covered it with soft grip liner and it will have to wait til I can get the cracks on my fingertips healed!

I have been terrible about visiting blogs lately. I am gonna go visit right now before I disappear for a couple weeks!

Monday Monday

I can't believe Thanksgiving week is upon us. Holy heck! It's my last monday in this house. The boys last week of school. All bittersweet I suppose.

Today was so hectic. I woke up got the kids ready and took Juan to school and went shopping with my momma. She got me all sorts of neato goodies and some shelf liner for my cabinets! Then to the mall for some bath and body works, then to Applebees for lunch :P Yummy. After that Juan had to have his appt for his meds and I had to run pick him up from school, then run my mom home, then run downtown, where as always she was late. @@. Then we had to rush home get anthony, then rush to get maddie home, then rush to eddies, to get gas, to the post office and finally home. I am about beat. I was going to go to the new house tonight. No way. I took a shower got my jammies on and gonna sit my arse down!

I can't remember what i watch on Monday nights............Hmm Gotta think about it. I may just sleep!! I went to bed with my hair soaking wet and got up looking like kramer from Seinfeld, my hair was way high!

Okay kyle is painting so its a long day and night for me.

Have a Happy Monday evening!

A Turkey

Sat on a backyard fence and he sang this sad, sad tune
"Thanksgiving Day is coming,
Gobble, gobble,. gobble, gobble,
And I know I'll be eaten soon."
"Gobble, gobble, gobble, gobble
Gobble, gobble, gobble, gobble,
How I'd like to run away.
Gobble, gobble, gobble, gobble,
gobble, gobble, gobble gobble,
Oh, I don't like Thanksgiving Day!"


I do :))))))))))))))))) I want some dern turkey!
I don't feel like chicken tonight, Like chicken tonight
Well, the house is going. The boys did all the leaves 15 bags later, big bags later I might add, it looks awesome! Kyles dad did some leaves, my brother did some leaves. Kyle started painting. I peeled yet more contact paper. My dog is a geek. Thats about all i can offer LOL :) okay I gotta go, gotta go, gotta go gotta go gotta go right now............. Detrol :P
Have a Happy and Blessed Sunday all!

Saturday!

Kyles been working at the new house for 2 nights, last night I had a choice of whether or not to go. I chose not to go. I just didn't feel like it. Kyles mom scrubbed the whole kitchen over there, washing down cabinets, bleaching counters, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and YAY :o)

I stayed here and packed and cleaned and got stuff ready for the open house on Sunday. I have no laundry, I have moved on to washing blankets so we can have everything clean when we move. That itself takes a load off, not having to move dirty laundry. I am not a fan of it.

Everyone is waking up and I have to get everyone ready. The boys have to wake up and do exercises to strengthen their arms for leave raking. LOL we have a ton of leaves.

I will take pics, I won't post the before pics til i can post the after ones. My dad got the new baseboards and quarter round, and I get to paint those today i suppose!

Have a great Saturday!

It's Friday :o)

The week is officially over :o) YAY
Today I am going to be super busy, i have to get this house cleaned up and ready to go for open house. Grammy is coming to help me accomplish that!
Kyle will be at the other house, he is on vacation for awhile coming up here soon
Love it or hate it, I'll let you know LOL
I have all my clean laundry on my kitchen table, Do I put it away only to pack it this week, or do i get 5 separate boxes and pack everyones clothes?
I dunno what to doooooooooooooo
Oh well, it will come to me I suppose!
I got all my bloggin done today, I stopped by and saw everyone that I had alink to, so if I missed ya I am sorry.
Dr Deb I noticed you haven't had a new post so Have a great weekend!!
Okay I gotta get the boy to school he wants to go for some reason LOL and I wanna take him for some reason!
Happy weekend all, be safe and be well and be wise and be insured LOL :P

Okay my wall paper hatred has moved to

Contact paper. Layer after Layer of contact paper. OMG, I don't like contact paper. Today was crappy. I have made a list of stuff that has to be done before we move in and its long. LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG List and the realtor at this house is holding an open house from 2-4 on sunday. Plus i have to clean houses and babysit.
I am so frazzled I didn't sleep last night. Really frazzled.
I have very bad ADD and I have to make lists or I get very confused and my mind does 20 things at once and there is so much I Have 4 lists currently going and I Have totally gotten off task. I will start something, move to something else without finishing.
I am supposed to take the first thing on the list complete it totally check it off but with so much, i just am stressed and my anxiety is up ack!
Jackie I got the card today :) I am gonna hang the card with the pink ribbon in my boys room! LOL You are so funny and so sweet! thank you so very very much!
you are a true sweetie!

Haven't posted any pics for awhile

Theres the inside of my dogs mouth, for your viewing! He has a cavity on the lower biscupid, but it is a picture :) My blog is boring lately so i figured I'd give you a few things to do today........Fill in the blank if you would like to dictate my day

Today I am going over to the new ________________. I hope while I am over there to _________________. After that I guess I'll come home and _____________. I'm Tired! last night after watching _______________. I went to bed late. I needed to go to bed __________________.

Okay, thats all fill in the blanks if you are bored :o) or you could just put Poop in all the blanks.

Okay another activity

R T K J P O O P
T Y E S I Y O H
R E D Y O U T O
E R T D O R A A
P E B B L E S T
F R E D H O M E

Okay find some words. I really gotta go I got stuff to do and I hope I have entertained you enough for today :P Jackie I still haven't gotten my card Sniffy Sniffy, I hope it comes today :o) I miss you all and will be doing my blog route tonight YAY :P
Have a Happy Happy Thursday!

Been a home owner 24 hrs YA HOO!

Today has been hectic, last night was hectic. I swear, I am terrified of thunderstorms, yesterday I think was a bunch of media hype, they were telling of this huge tornado outbreak...Yadda, Yadda, Yadda. Yesterday was juans birthday and closing day, we had plans. Well, i went to my moms at 3, they said the storms would be here and be so bad between 4-6 can we hear a BULL CRAP! they get prolonging them and prolonging them. They were bad......OUT To the freaking west of us and the North of us and as soon as they got here (close to 10) they fizzled out and it was just rain. UGH, that will teach me. Had I continued on with my original plans it would've been a super outbreak.

I had a ton of plans today but other ones popped up so my plans are on hold for today. I am just exhausted. Anywhoo, hope everyone is doing well.....Happy Wednesday and brrrrrr baby its cold outside :o)

My baby is 11 today

We close, We close

At 10 am we close, we close la la la la la............ Okay, that's the goodn news. The bad news, Thunderstorms, tornadoes and all that jazz. I am scared out of my freaking gourd and praying now that after 10, we will own the house, that a tornado does not come and damage it, in any way!

I have been up off n on because I am so scared of these storms! :o( My aunt Sue said I could come over after getting Juan and use her basement if need be. I have a key, so we'll see..........Hey that was a whole freakin poem, YAY me!

I have a cold or else its from all the dust and stuff at the other house we stirred up. Either way, i hope it parts soon :o)

Okay, I gotta go and wish me luck and be thinking of me at 10 am, part of my anxiety is feeling trapped and I will be trapped under a mound of paperwork for about an hour and a half, so prayyyyyyyyyy!

Thanks and HAPPY TUESDAY!!

Wallpaper, it's not my friend

I do not like wallpaper anymore. It makes me crazy! I will have to post the pictures of this so you can get the idea of what we had to do. OMG, my fingers are throbbing, my arms hurt and I am tired! I have been going to bed so early it's not even funny. At the new house, I think I wrote in my earlier post about the dark green and yellow packers room. Okay, we looked at the paint and tested it and it would bubble if we put any paint over it. So no big deal just peel the latex off right..............Well, we pull the border off, theres border underneath, Okay no big deal, we take the paint off and get to the primer, juan said "theres reindeers under here" I think to myself that can't be right, no one would wall paper in reindeer! It wasn't reindeer it was cherries that he thought was rudolphs nose I suppose LOL, well we then had to strip off that wallpaper and then we get to a layer of primer and figure we are okay, then we discover bored at the top, then we take that off then another layer of wallpaper. We finally reached the wall!! YAHOO!! we took the baseboards off to paint the new ones and just put them up.

My dad replaced all the plugs and switches YAY, Savannahs room is about gutted LOL we are gonna get started and put new fans, new closets everything! Anthonys room had wallpaper and border, but just paint underneath. So we have to primer that room and paint it. He needs a new front side window for now and his closet and bedroom door need to be replaced. Juans room was the easiest by far. The border came off, the chair rail came down, new plugs put in. He needs a new window, new closet door and a new bedroom door. Then after Christmas HO HO HO we'll do the bathroom. It's so dark in there both with the lighting and the paint, and I am all about light and airy, so we'll do that, then move to the middle floor to get that done. We'll get it all accomplished! Today, I am staying home, home on the rangeeeeeeeeeeeee and cleaning this house :o)Packing some things too and buying a lil paint n stuffy stuff! Ill post pics of what we did :)

Have a great day everyone!

Sunday

Wahhhhhhhhhh, it's sunday morning, I'm tired :o( We went over to the new house yesterday and did a ton of work. I did something to my neck and it was bugging me a lil yesterday then in the afternoon it went away. Til i slid on a childrens vaccum and hurt it again. Last night it hurt really badly.

I got up early and laid in the tub some more, it feels better than last night but still hurts.

I have to go and clean at my moms then we have to go to the new house.
I'm sad because anxiety is kicking my butt. I feel about as useless as a slug. I can do work but anxiety is kicking me down and I am tired. Of course it always shows up when I don't need it. All the changes that are getting ready to occur it will get worse.

I hate moving. You'd think after moving once a year for probably 13 years I'd be used to it. I'm not. I hate the changes. I really really do. Keep me in your prayers and have a great Sunday!!

Saturday

Good morning! I have been up since 5:30! I have been going to bed super early and I couldn't figure out why all of the sudden I have been able to sleep.........Kyle started taking Flonase and he isn't snoring and I am sleeping like a baby :)

Awesome, I'll get him a barrel for Christmas!

I watched The Rescue Nanny last night. I kinda am starting to like the show, it makes my family seem so calm and normal :o)

I need to do my blog visiting, I have been so busy I haven't had a chance!
So off to read some blogs and hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!

YAY its friday!

Been helping my aunt out and taking care of babykins, so I haven't been on much! But............ we close on Tuesday :) TUESDAY :) YAY!
Holly, heck no babysitting doesnt give me any baby fever, it cured any if little itch i had LOL!
Jackie you are such a doll always with your funny emails.
I will be disappearing for a couple weeks after this week because it takes awhile to get DSL all hooked up and stuffy stuff like that!
Hope you guys are well.
maddie never did show up @@ her mom called and said she was on vacation. A lil information that wouldve been useful to me LAST WEEK!
God is Good. Thank you God
Have a wonderful weekend all!

Hey

I'm okay a few have written worrying about me. I am fine. My cousin got into some big messy trouble, I have been trying to help my aunt out which involves me babysitting a newborn. Not much time for anything. Tomorrow he won't be here so hopefully i can blog again
Love to all!

Sunday Sunday Clouday

Up at 5am with super bad thunderstorms. Tornado watches, thunderstorm warnings, tornado warnings across the river. I had to check the calendar, it is november right? It was almost 80 degrees yesterday. Crazy,crazy weather.
The lightning scared me, badly!

Today, I have to cram about a million things in. Kyle is going to work and I have to do my work with 3 kids. This should be adventurous and annoying. I spent yesterday afternoon, went to my uncles, then cleaned my aunts. Today I have to clean my moms, run and tidy up at my aunts and then go to a birthday party, in my new area of town and I haven't a clue how to get there.

I just wanna stay home and sleep. But such is not possible. I gotta go I guess. Get started. Hope everyone has a great sunday!

Saturday :)

I usually don't post much on Saturday but I figured what the hell!
I feel better from yesterday much. But my anxiety is terrible today. The closer it gets to closing day, the more nervous I get.
Noooooooooooo I wanna sit here in my lil house with all my boxes and build me a fort!
I lost my choo choo train of thought So Ill have to come back later if I remember!
Have a Great Saturday all!!!
Happy Birthday Aunt Carol!!

Wednesday Wednesday Wednesday

Busy busy busy i have been!
But now everything is done!
I was sick on Monday n Tuesday
Today I feel a lil better just tired.
I have cleaned non stop. This house went up for sale today :( Kinda sad!
We close on the 15th YAY
thats about it!
Have a great evening Yall!

Some spooky pics!!

Well, they are back and they lived!! The first 2 pics are pics that Kyle took and I photoshopped them to colored pencil. They are actual pics, nothing changed but i made them look like artwork. The top one, if you look at the top of the tower, there is something purple Or blue there. Looks like a lightbulb. What's weird is there is no electricity to this place at all. No where around it. Its on a top of a hill! I included the real pics of these 2 also and zoomed in on the purple/blue thing so you can see it. Might be a ghost!! Keep in mind, they don't set this stuff up, this stuff is really one of the most haunted places in the world.

On the one below check out all the orbs, there was no moon out there at all it was very cloudy. So the big circle ??

Below are the real pics




The above pic is the body chutes
Pay close attention to the pics below



Okay, heres the story...........On the 3rd floor there is a ghost boy named Timmy/Timothy he's 8 or 9 died from tuberculosis up there. They say he always roamed the halls playing and skipping, so the ghost hunters brought him some balls up to play with. Well, they told kyle and the group to take pics down the hall its very active down there and cameras catch stuff that people miss. Look at the ball, kyle didnt even know he had a picture of that, til he got home and....look it doesn't even look like it's touching the ground.............. WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Halloween Followed with an audible AHHHHHHHHHHH

My mom and Kyle are up at Waverly as I type, what's weird is the radio broadcasting LIVE is all staticky and you can barely hear them! My moms cell phone rang and she said it was the same staticky stuff and what's even weirder other than getting a call that early is there was a missed call while she was on the phone from an unknown number too! the first one she said was too............

ACKKKKKKK The radio broadcasters said on their walkthrough they saw Ralph the old grounds keeper!! AHHHHHHHHHH (its a ghost) They said the 3rd and 4th floors are more active than ever. Kyle and mom are like number 74 and 75 so they haven't gone through yet! They said, it's really spooky out there and on the radio they said peoples batteries get zapped and stuff and MY CAMERA ISN'T working right !!!!!!!!!! Please Shadow People Don't mess up the camera it is my life line!!

I can't wait to freaking see the pictures! I hope hope hope it works!!!

ACKKKKKKKKKK Its so scary!! Ill update after they go through!!

A lil spooky for Halloween Weekend

The picture above is really close to my house, this is the old Tuberculosis hospital called Waverly. Well...........a lot of people died there. Its spooky, very, very spooky.

Kyle and My mom at 5 am on Monday morning (Halloween) have gotten tickets to an exclusive walkthrough with the Louisville Ghost Hunters Society and a local radio station. EEK there is no electricity in this place and it is one of the 10 top Haunted spots in the world.

On the radio they were saying something happens every year. Last year George Lindsey was completely knocked down. ACKKKKKKKKKKK No way in hell would I go but they are looking forward to it. Its so dark at 5 am and they get to walk down the body chutes and go to the draining room and see the train tracks where they took the bodies away. Legend has it that room 502 is extremely haunted, A nurse had gotten pregnant by a Dr. and that was very looked down upon in those days, so in room 502 she hung herself. Another day a nurse was doing something in that particular room and was mysteriously shoved off the balcony and plunged to her death. FREAKY. As you can imagine, it closed.
Here are some links if you wanna go read up on it. Kyle is taking my camera and EEKKKKKKKKK i will for surely post any scary pics!!!

Waverly Hills Sanitorium

Waverly Hills

Tuesday already

I can't believe, that this week is flying already. Yesterday me and Angel went to Target and did a lil shopping and saw the birds LOL :o)
You throw some food on the ground and pigeons swarm you. It's pretty spooky LOL.

I think I am going to go walking today. The hiking felt good when all was said and done and I have no energy, so I think I'll take a nice long walk today.

I really don't have much to write, nothing has been going on. I have been so busy!

So I'll leave you with have a great Tuesday and if anything interesting happens I'll be sure to post :)

Rip Van Dianna

Being in that country air and all that hiking did me in. Yesterday, Savannah woke us up at about 7, I got up, took my medicine and loaded up the pics. Then...Took a nap. I got up, ate lunch, checked my email and then laid back in my bed and took another nap. I woke up, Kyle went to the store and made dinner, we sat down to watch Vegas Vacation, I watched most of it but fell asleep at the end. Then got up checked my mail and then went to bed for the night and slept!!!

I have never in my life done that. The air was so clean out there you could feel it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Nice :) I miss it.

My poor old puppy dog was so glad to see us, if we even picked up our shoes yesterday he got all shaky boy. He missed us. Thanks again to my wonderful friend Angel for letting Mr. Big dog out!

Okay, I gotta run
I gotta see if I can go back to sleep.
Taking all these siestas is awesome!
Have a very, very Happy Monday!

My trip pictures

Trip to Bowling Green

Happy Friday

Remember the puppy doggie, that was thrown off the back of the truck and Kyle and Auntie Am drove him to a shelter in Lexington KY? Well, some good news, he was adopted out, bad news, their kennel caught fire and they had 8 dogs die. So very, very heartbreaking :(

I'm tired, I couldn't fall asleep last night, thanks to my friend anxiety. Kyle called and said something needed to be approved and I started bawling and I mean bawling. Just when I think we are almost finished one more thing has to be done. We still don't have an exact date yet and I just can't stand the not knowing. It's becoming very hard on me to make important decisions regarding myself and my children, not having a date where I know anything. Anthonys grandma owns a rental company, has a 24 ft truck for me for free, BUT....... I have to reserve it. They will not give us a freaking date. I can't reserve it. If i talk anymore about it I will cry.............so moving on to next subject....

The Hills are alive, with the sound of musiccccccccccccccc
My daughter has been watching this movie, I have been watching this movie. I Love it. My favorite part is where they are having the party and they are Maria is dancing with the children and Captain von trap comes out and cuts in and they are dancing and their eyes meet. Awwwwwwwwww Love :)))) I love that she loves musicals. Her favorite part of course is the Puppet show :) Okay, I am off for the weekend. We are leaving for ummmmmmmmm ummmmmmmm Bowling green Ky, nashville. somewheres like that. Good Old Angel is taking care of my puppy doggie for me :)))))))
God bless her!
Have a great weekend all, i am going to try to visit blogs before leaving!

Thursday

I can't believe this week is ending already! Seems like it just started. Since it hasn't been wonderful, I'll just thank the Lord that it's ending quickly!

The weather is supposed to get cooler from here on out, I am excited, but also know in about a week or two it will be warm again.

I had to get up early again to put Anthony's contacts in. It has been almost 3 weeks, they should know how to put them in by now. Frustrating to say the least. Juan's I can get in on the first try but Anthony's so scared that I am gonna poke him in the eye it takes a good 15 min. At 6 a.m. when i am sleepy, contacts do not = fun.

I am going to clean today, like throwing stuff away clean. I say this, type this, it is affirmative, I MUST Finish today.

House stuff @@ what can ya say. It's almost finished, paperwork after paperwork and paperwork. Sign this paper because you signed that paper. We almost own the house :) just a couple few more days.

Gotta paint, paint, paint. Kyle painted the boys room all day on Saturday, still smells mega fumey!
Okay Gotta go gotta go gotta go right now :)
Have a great Thursday!

Wednesday Afternoon

I so had intentions of getting all this stuff done today. While completing some of it, i totally conked out for a nap. Oh well! Getting up early to put the boys contacts in has worn me out!

Hope everyone is having a great Wednesday!!

Just bippety, boppity, booed in to say Hallo!

Have a great Mid week!

An apple a day..........

I Hate Anxiety

Someone get me a T-shirt.
I have been graciously given 2 tickets to see Rascal Flatts on Thursday
I want to go
But really think I can not go :( I can not be in a space with that many people.
I have never in my life been to a concert, so I don't know what to expect.
I love Rascal Flatts, I love love loveeeeeeeeeeeee Them.
Can I scream? Anyone make me that Tshirt yet? I'll let you know how it goes.

Yesterday, I wrote Savannah was sick, we get to the Dr, she has blisters on her throat, coughing, fever. So they give her antibiotics. She didn't get up the whole day yesterday. I say things like "I wish she would just sit still for a few hours" I get my wish and want the wish to go away, I want her back to the way she always is, Happy, dancing and full of life. She didn't have a fever all night without the Tylenol or Motrin, so I am hoping that the 2 doses of the antibiotic did it's job.

I told Maddies mom, She didn't say a word, went on to the next topic, kinda like "Is she serious, or just kidding" So I really don't know how it went. But I did tell her. I asked her when she would be back and she told me she'd call me last night, which she didn't do. Go figure on that one.

I guess after taking Juan to school, I am going to come home and pack some more. I am running out of stuff to pack, but guess i could pack some of vannies toys. Less stuff she can drag out and make a mess. She doesn't play back there anyway unless Maddie is here and I am sure her mom is going to screw me over again, even though I gave her plenty of notice to find a new sitter. She doesn't hold the same respect for me. Not many do. Oh well. Good luck to her finding someone who can babysit that much, for 15 hours a day then on weekends. Doubtful!

Okay, I gotta run and get my boy up to get ready for school after a 4 day weekend
Brou ha ha!!

Happy Monday!!

Well, the carpet repair guy just left and after 100 bucks and 1 hour my carpet looks brand new!! i can't believe how easy it was to fix!!! I was quite impressed!

Okay, back porch spider has left. Front porch spider is proving useful, he is eating any and all wasps and yellow jackets that come his way. I fear wasps and yellow jackets more than him, so he is quite useful! I hardly see any and if they are looking to make a nest around my porch, they'll get eaten!
So as long as he stays on his turf outside I'm alright!

Kyle got me some crappy boxes from kroger. They are post cereal boxes and they suck. Theres a big hole that doesnt meet the flaps and unless you tape the poop out of them your stuff will fall out. But, I will make due with what I have.

Savannah, who was still suffering the wrath of Maddies germs, was getting better. Today she woke up with a fever of 101 and really not moving, so at 2:10 dr. appt for her. Maddie is back from Disney, I have to tell her mom today about moving. I am scared but, I gotta do what I gotta do!

Moving is about 3 or 4 weeks from now! Exciting and EEKing!

Have a great day all!

My 5th line from 23rd post LOL

I was just curious so went back and did it and heres mine

Okay and Cookie monster not eating cookies any more??? Just have to roll my eyes and shake my head.

Thats in response to cookie monster now eating veggies LOL

Movin!

Sunday, Chow, Chow, Chow, Chow, Chow

Oh wait thats supposed to be January, but that's okay too. Been a long boring weekend. Which is great opposed to the long busy weekends. I really haven't done much at all. Nothing. Yesterday kyle painted the boys bedroom, I did laundry and got it all finished and did dishes.
The Carpet guy comes tomorrow to repair the snags.

Maddie is supposed to return tomorrow but no phone call @@ thats all I can say to that.

I gotta get ready to eat dinner and go to my uncle Eddies. I don't wanna do that either. I wanna just cozy up in my bed and sleep.

The temp is going back up to mid 80s summer just won't leave and I am very very tired of it. It has overstayed its welcome.

Have a great week all!

Shhhhhhhhh Im comin out looking around

I don't care if the Trolley Moth knows what I am up too :) So I am back to writing I suppose. I had a nice break, but missed blogging!
I have had a week long headache again :(
Went to chiro yet again yesterday, hopefully its going away!
You know I haven't a clue what I did this week!
I had dr appts. My iron is back low again and my iron stores are still low.
More iron, it kills my stomach.
Moving is fast approaching.
Okay thats about it. We are off to Nashville soon YAY :)
Love
Me :)

Happy Monday!

Lisa I couldn't respond to your comment so I thought I'd post it here what type my camera is....... heres a link,Sony CD Mavica 500 I love my camera but I am trading it in soon for a Cannon Digital rebel. mine only has 5 and sometimes a lil higher mega pixel but the cannon has 7 oooooooo Ill be scared of me! I love my camera though!

Been soooooo busy. Yesterday I had to go to my aunt sues and clean the whole day. I am so beat. After i left there I had to go my uncle eddys and clean and I think I am officially cleaned out. I am still packing my house and trying to get my kids to eat up all the food so i dont have to move it. Its a pain moving food. So we go to the store for milk and bread and the rest they gotta eat LOL
Poor kids

Okay I gotta run i have a million things to do and not enough hours to do them all so i gotta get to work. Kyle is bringing home paper boxes, my favorite :) They have the lids and they are awesome for packing!

Happy Monday!

Happy Sunday!

We had a wonderful day yesterday!!! I am posting my top 5 favorite pics from yesterday! Have a great Sunday!!
Anthony walking the path

Juan with the Lorikeet

The mums

My Zoo Crew

Savannah

Saturday Annual zoo day!

Every year my family and I go to the zoo at Halloween! It's all decorated up and so lovely! We are getting ready to go and you know I will send pictures. I usually put them in my webshots album, so I'll post 1 or 2 and link you to the rest in webshots! Have a great Saturday all and Happy Birthday Nancy!

I'm such a bad mommy :)

as you guys know we have huge spiders, well juan thought he killed the one in the web on the back of the deck. Thats the one i have taken pics of. His web they knocked down and we haven't seen him in a couple of days. Before the spidey disappeared, my brother had taught the boys how to throw moths into their webs and watch them eat. So they threw front porch spider and back porch spider each a moth or moff as savannah calls them.

Juan has been getting in alot of trouble lately and being a real stink pot, so I was sitting in my bathroom and see my cell phone on the side of the tub. I grab it dial *67 and call my kitchen phone. Juan answers and I say "this is the back porch spider, feed me a moff, Ill be waitin beside the pink playhouse" Then I hung up the phone. I had a real scary ingrid colt sounding voice LOL I hear his footsteps go back to the back door and hear the blinds move as hes looking out back.

LOLLLLLLLLso i had to stay in the bathroom 20 min so i could come out not laughing. I come out and he said "was that you" and I played it off really well and he kept saying "that had to be you, that had to be you" so i tell him to take out the trash and the pink playhouse is directly outside the door LMAOOOOoo and so he gathers the trash and moves the spider barricade (we keep towels under the cracks so no spiders get in, but they are always hiding under the towel) When he moves the spider barricade, sees there is none and steps out by the pink play house, I let out a blood curdling scream that could be heard for blocks and he about dropped a load in his trousers LMAOOOOOOOOOThen I called him back on the phone and told him it was me LMAOOOOOOOO He said I scared him the freakin death LMAOOOOOOOOOO the funny thing is a leaf blew past when i screamed and from the corner of his eye he thought it was a spidey LMAOOOOOOOO

The ring of fireeeeeeee

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Savannah at the reception

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Wed, wed, wednesday

Not much going on today, really frustrated with maddies mom again, telling me shes coming, me rushing home and then her calling later to say "oh i forgot to tell you, shes not coming today"
This is the 3rd day this week she has done this to me on top of the weeks of saying she'd be here then not bringing her. Next week shes taking her family to Florida which is fine, but that means no pay for me again so in 2 mos i have lost 400 dollars in pay. I am irritated as irritated can get.

Movin on...... I went to Lowes this morning and got me some Tubs and bubble wrap. I packed up alot of my breakables and a few snow globes that i have and packed up some of the boys room and freecycled some stuff! Freecycle is a nice asset to a community. You want something gone, instead of throwing it away you list it and someone comes and take it! it's almost as awesome as petes pond!! LOL

Okay I gotta run, i still haven't lifted a finger to clean today, just packing and packing and more packing!

Have a great wed, wed, wednesday all!

Tuesday :)

Well, it's hot tuesday! I am ready for the fall, but evidentally it's not ready for us yet! Maybe this week sometime! I have got to have all my blood work done on Thursday, lil nervous. I hope and pray that my iron level is up , hopin and prayin.

Yesterday and last night I didn't feel real well, I am hoping i am not getting Maddies stomach stuff. Today she comes over runny nose and coughing and hoarse. UGH I can't even go into that stuff because it will put me in a tissy.

I have been attempting cleaning today, I just can not get it done. I did the grocery shopping, got them all put away, Got chimmy changas started in the crock pot for the day, Put laundry away and wiped down the counters. OH and I Cleaned out the fridge. I can't get past that though. I just don't feel like cleaning. After i do it all weekend, its the last thing i wanna do through the week.

I slept so good, I Had a good cry out before bed, that lasted about 45 min. I put on my relaxation CD and had on headphones so i couldnt hear anyone or anything. I started relaxing and BLAM stuff creeps back up. No wonder I don't relax, whenever I do painful stuff creeps up on me. Well last night I visualized the big moon and lots of stars and then I started thinking about my mamaw. I just could not stop crying. I miss her so very badly. I miss her gum, her birthday cards, her quarters, her soft soft hands, her for cryin out louds, her mallow cookies and her bananas. I just miss her. :( It's been so long since I have seen her and I just miss her.

Well............ Before i start boo hooin again, I gotta go get my butt up and find someplace to put all this stuff. The more stuff I throw away, the more stuff i end up with. Where's the logic in that?

Have a great and goodbye Ruby Tuesday, who could hang a name on you? When you change with every new day, still I'm gonna miss you............

Monday Mornin

I am up early this morning, like I was up at 6:15 am. Why......... You ask???? Because my boys got their contacts, but I have to put them in for them and we have a battle getting them in almost daily. WAHHHHHHHHHH The humanity of having to poke my fingers in their little eyes LOL !

This weekend, to put it nicely LOL was a nightmare. A good old fashioned nightmare. Ill spare you all the details but I just wanna stay home, one day! Just one!

We run and run and run and run and I just wanna stay home.

There is a cool place i go in cyberland, called Petes pond, maybe you have heard of it, maybe you haven't. Im gonna link there in a second, but its in africa and its a pond where you see all kinds of wildlife. Last night we saw an elephant drinking from there and a crocodile bobbing in the water. Its just awesome link below
Petes Pond

Okay I gotta run!
Happy Monday to all!

It's THURSDAY!! Inspection day!

I am shakin in my freakin boots, its Inspection day!!! Pray our house passes and nothing major is wrong! I'm skeeeeeeeeered!! Bored too LOL !!!!

I went to the place of all places today Target! I am in love with Target, I really really am, I could live there. I can be like that girl in that movie where the heart is, Novalee and she lives in the walmart! I could set up shop in Target!

Its cool here today, I am in love with that too!!

I Just feel good today :)

Laundry is almost done, Kitchen is spotless

I have not a thing to do this weekend, I Need to find something to do.

Okay, I gotta run and um um um um, take a bath i guess and just have a happy NON HOT day :)

Hope everyone has a wonderful Non hot day also!

Wednesday

Today so far for the most part has stunk.
What else can you write about that LOL
I want to be upset, but I figure why give it the power to ruin my whole day
Things will work out, they always do.

I just figure, I will win the powerball this weekend and that will make everything better.
Think that's the way to go!!

I went to Chiro and got adjusted! Heaven is all I can say!

My cold weather is gone, til tomorrow, then it comes back for 2 days then its hot again. You know I really think I could be a meteorologist. Its mostly guess work. I look at their extended forcast on a sunday, its all 71, 72 etc and I say to Kyle, they lie, by wednesday it will be like 84, 85 and sure enough that happened.
Expect the worst, hope for the best, thats all one can do!

Another spidey this morning and LOL it was under the laundry and kyle was scared to shake out the laundry TEE HEE!

I'm an admitted chicken, he won't admit hes a chicken! LOL

Have a great day!!!

To give you an idea of what's coming in my house. This is what's outside my door!

Ruby Tuesday!

Not really, but I needed a jazzy title!!! :P
I have been making progress here LOL
Cleaning is such hard work!!!
I had a meeting at Juans school all morning, so that ate up my whole morning!
I went in my bathroom and I had every intention of cleaning it, I had the flushable scrubber in my hand and out of the corner of my eye i saw my silky sateen sheets.
The bed looked Cold, so I had to go crawl in it to see if looks were deceiving me or if it was cold!
Not only was it cold it was comfortable, so I called Savannah back, turned on Dora and said I am just going to rest my eyes. LOL I was sawing freaking logs. I did clean the bathroom in my dreams so I do score partial points! I never take naps so I figured, its Ruby Tuesday, time to do stuff you never do, hence the nap!
I was so proud of myself that I had caught laundry all up
Well my boys cleaned their room and their bathroom and sigh, my hamper is all full again.
Not too much time to write today, i Have really been working away at making moving easiest as possible. Instead of trying to move with boxes, i want to move with Tubs, that way it can go in storage. Most of it we don't use anyway. I don't want any clutter at all.
Wish me luck. I have plans LOL
Have a great Ruby Tuesday!!!!

It's Monday!!!

Ack it's Monday! Its about a month and a half before the move, yesterday we got the closet painted and all the stuff moved back into the closet and we got the hall painted but this morning it doesnt look matched so kyle is going to have to go back and redo it. There is just too much freakin stuff to do and I really don't feel like doing any of it. I really really don't. Everytime I think I have a hold of the house, laundry multiplies, dishes multipy and its just a mess.

We have Coit coming into clean the carpets, mid october I am so scared that they will get dirty, I am gonna put tarps down or something to keep them from getting dirty. I have to have the carpet repair man come in also. I guess that will be in November or something. Tonight we have got to take the desk and move it back in the kitchen so we can get the floor all clear to be cleaned.

I guess I am not getting much accomplished sitting here, so I'll end now and get back to work!
Have a great Monday all!

Pool Closing Day :o(

We went for the last swim of the year today :(
My mom is closing her pool tomorrow. It was kind of weird swimming at the end of September, but then again having 90 degree weather at the end of September itself is pretty odd.

I have been watching movies for 3 days now. I have 2 computers set up side by side and one has a DVD player in it and I have watched......... Fever pitch, the upside of anger, Grease, Grease 2, Princess Diaries, Princess Diaries 2, the wedding singer and Ya Ya sisterhood.

It has been so nice! I never get to watch any tv so it was a really nice break.

The little girl I babysat showed up on Tuesday, with the deal that she was going to be here until Monday evening.

Nothing more said. Her mom drops her off at 6 am tuesday. Okay....... has her clothes all packed n ready and she is gone.

Fast forward the next day someone named scott calls, said he is picking maddie up on Friday for an overnight visit with him. I was like Okayyyyy no one told me this. So I guess he calls her mom and she calls me and says, Scott is picking her up for an overnight on friday. I was a little pissed at this point, because you give someone instructions you don't mess up a schedule they already planned and not tell them. Okay he picks her up Friday. I say byeeeee and he says we'll be back later. I had a feeling come over me that she wouldn't be back.

Her mom calls later that evening says that Maddie is going to this persons house and then to this persons house and then over to a nother persons house but isn't coming back here til tuesday.

I am sooo Mad its not even funny. I put aside a whole freaking weekend get all my stuff done early to accomodate her, Plan on the extra money she planned on paying me and without any notice she totally screws me again.

I can't move soon enough. More so than i was mad, I was hurt that someone would do that to me. It just makes me very sad.

My sugar!

Men in the shiny black van

I am waiting on them!! I wouldn't want to miss out on this opportunity to have my carpets cleaned, while I have NO COUCH! The men in the shiny black van (coit) are on their merry way to give me an estimate.

Yes more spiders :( I turned on the bathtub and one came running out of the drain the other day and I screamed so loud! Kyle laughed at me, he knew when he heard the shrill, that there was spider. Another big one came in the door so we put a towel barracade up with shoes. Other than that I AM SICK OF SPIDERS!

My uncle is on his way home as I type :) His heart cath went wonderfully, he had a pacemaker put in, all is as it should be :)

Last night was clean sheet night, I Love clean sheet night. The sheets seem colder and softer and smell of orange downy!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Happy first day of fall!! someone needs to give Mother nature a heads up that the calendar says fall because its 90 degrees out. I guess Ill thank my stars for 90 degree weather when another huge hurricane is heading to the gulf coast.

Okay, i gotta go, i think I see a shiny black van in my window!
Have a wonderful first day of fall and if you are in Ritas path, stay safe

Kyle n the Spider

Okay, here I was sitting on the floor, watching my big brother 6 finale. Okay, i have been waiting for tonight for awhile..............Okay, picture me sitting on the floor, ON THE FREAKIN FLOOR and I go to get just 1 tostido out of the bag, something moves out of the corner of my eye

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG it is the king daddy of all spiders. WAYYYYYYY Bigger almost twice as big as the picture i posted earlier OMGGGGG I was frozen in fear and so was kyle. We both stand there for a minute, thankful for a commercial break and we wonder what to do. Kyle won't admit it but he was just as scared as I. Okay, I have an idea, open up the door and let it crawl out the door.

ACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK We open the door and Another smaller spider runs in, about the size of the one in the picture...........okayyyyyyy now we have 2 spidersssssss ACKKKKKKKKK okay the boys and the dog are in on the action and opie starts shaking, COWARDICE DOG Hes supposed to protect. Anthony is freaking out, i am freaked out, Kyle while not admitting it is freaked out and Juan is freaked. I am shaking and panicking we have shoes in hand and shoes on feet.

Here is where it gets wild, I sneak off to go get my bottle of Method, no grapefruit cleaner this time because it burned my eyes, this time i choose the minty fresh bathroom cleaner. I stand there with my bottle in hand, nozzle activated to stream so it will go far, before i could spray the huge spider hopped on the little spider and OMG They were fightingggggg, man this gives me chills to relive and write. I grab my bottle trying to get the big spider off the little spider and spray them both and they break a part. NO SHIT The big freaking spider HISSED at us, YES HE FREAKING HISSED!!!! OMGGGGGG I have never in my life Heard a freaking spider hiss. So the littler one hobbles off the corner to die, and then the big hissing spider goes under Juans shoe, I tell kyle JUST JUMP ON THE DAMN SHOE! JUMP ON IT! wellllll he gets on anthonys shoes and Hops nicely onto the shoe and the freaking spider runs out and I am there with my trusty bottle of Method to douse him some more. He runs into the freaking closet NOOOOOOOO So kyle who is still paralyzed from fear has an epiphany of sorts "lets get the vaccuum"

So there he is , kyle vs hissing spider round 4, he carefully plugs in the vaccuum while the spider is hiding in the closet. He walks slowly to the closet, putting on shoes to ensure his feet aren't attacked by the arachnid.

Slowly he opens the closet, to ensure that the arachnid doesn't run out onto his shoes and up his legs. The vaccuum is turned on. Kyle slowly sucks up spider number 2 who met his fate by a bite from hissing spider and a couple of douses of Method Mint cleaner.

We notice hissing spider is comfortably wedged by our neon orange electrical cord. He sits there on our carpet, smelling all minty and fresh and giving kyle the Look, look, look, look, look, look, look, look of come and get me! he scoped kyle up and down with all 8 eyes and legs.

Kyle got scared to suck him up because he was afraid he would run up the pole, but the spider was taunting him, while smelling minty fresh. He inches closer with the vaccuum all the amps were sucking wildly, you could almost see the spiders hair being sucked up as if he were in a twister, but he didn't budge.

Kyle grew increasingly frustrated and finally out of the sky dropped an ounce of courage. It provided kyle with enough strength to inch closer to the hissing beast.

With a little flip on the wrist the hairy lil sucker was inside my vaccuum. Kyle sucked the carpet up to ensure that he was safetly inside. We then threw the vaccuum outside.

Kyle bravely took the vaccuum bag out, not being sure that the spider was truly dead. Only knowing he may be in there feasting on the minty spider he earlier killed. So will this saga continue. Will bad ass spider come looking for kyle?? I however will not be vaccuuming any time soon. I am scared to death.

both of my boys are zipped up in sleeping bags and are terrified and can't fall asleep. I am terrified and don't know if i can sleep :(((((((((( I HATE SPIDERS i truly truly do.

It can't be because its getting cold out, because its not getting cold out at all.
Wish me luck on spider killing 101.

Have a great spider free night and next time a spider incident happens, i will be sure to get it on video because its truly crazy!

YAY Big Brother Finale night!!

Well, a yay for now, later I will be sad it's over!

Last night was a crazy, crazy night. Kyle kept saying his chest was hurting and his arm was hurting and he just wasn't feeling well. Then at like 2:30 am he wakes up unable to breathe and runs to the bathroom to throw up, still not being able to breathe. It scared me to freakin death. I have no clue what it was but it scared me.

Then about 30 min later we get to sleep and then Opie bolts down the hall like chasing after something ACK

Then 30 more min later a bad thunderstorm woke me up

Then finally about an hour later Savannah gets in bed with us and just proceeds to kick me in the freakin head repeatedly. I was like SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO to it all.

Figures the night I Have my dreams about being at the beach, I'd get woken up 20 times. All my dreams about the beach, i always find tons of seashells and they are always glowing when i find them. In every dream they are neon glowy. Whats with that?

My uncle had a heart attack or heart incident on Sunday :( He actually died enroute to the hospital, but they were able to bring him back. Its not my nutty uncle, but its my uncle that I clean their house alot :( He had a pacemaker put in yesterday, so keep him in your prayers. His heart actually stopped. So scary :(

Have a wonderful, wonderful Tuesday!

Monday Monday Monday

For a Monday today wasn't too terribly bad!
A couple of you misunderstood what I wrote I suppose. She didn't leave her daughter here, she just didn't bring her and I didn't get paid.
She finally called, She is bringing her on Wednesday and she'll be staying til Monday while her mom goes out of town.

Okay a couch update, we still do not have one :( Long story but we aren't going to get one, til we can get the whole set we want because they discontinue them etc. etc. So no couch for us, til maybe February.

We have a glider, we can take turns sitting in that LOL

We got our approval letter on our house for the loan I am pretty sure I mentioned that BUTTTTTTTTTTT With the letter we get yet another list of stuff they need. How much stuff could one bank need? Its an endless list. If you ever buy a house be prepared to freaking keep everything, every paper, every bankstatement. I even have to get an affadavit saying I am who I say I am. ACK, its a headache.

We really aren't excited about moving anymore. The reality has set in about all the work we have to do and we just don't wanna do it. :( We shall see how it goes!! Well, i guess I am off to um, um, gimme a min. Ill think of something I gotta do, LOL I really do have something to do I just can't remember what. Ohhhhhhhhhhh laundry, how could i forget LOL
Have a great Monday!!!!

Once a lonely caterpillar

sat and cried to a sympathetic beetle by his side
I've Got nobody to hug
I'm such an ugly bug!

Then a spider and a dragonfly replied
If you're serious and want to win a bride
Come along with us, to the glorious annual ugly bug ball

Come on let's crawl (gotta crawl, gotta crawl)
To the ugly bug ball (to the ball, to the ball)
And a happy time we'll have there one and all at the ugly bug ball!

Okay evidentally this ball is taking place at my house, but no one informed me.
Thank God no cockroaches thus far has attended. I Saw and killed 2 more wood spiders today and this one was soooooo fast I didn't know what to do, so i thought back to yesterday and the scream threw the one off guard so i screamed and he stopped and I got my furry slipper and pouned him.

We've had 3 more Jasons come, if you don't know who Jason is....... RIP Jason
Some waterbugs and those lady bug imposters that look like ladybugs but they bite, i think they are beetles. EEK, okay I dunno what to do. The one bugs i can live with and the occasional moth but not the spiders. Bluch.

Not much been going on today, I cleaned the story of my life and killed a couple spiders and ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm thats about it! hope everyone is having a great day!

Til Tomorrow and GO Janie!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) I love that girl!!

The beastly spider on our porch

Spiders Spiders everywhere

And OMG I am freaking. I am shaking so bad right now, I HATE spiders, Hate them and they totally make me have anxiety attacks badly. Yesterday Savannah threw herself on the floor screaming and crying and a HUGE Wood spider went up her dress and was on her back EEK thank God for my son Juan cause he got it off of her and killed it. Today I do laundry and there is a HUGE wood spider under the towels i picked up. we are talking about 3 inches with leg span, thats a big spider.

Well his lil spider hiney was under the towels, i freeze with panic when i see them so i threw a shirt over him and kept jumping and jumping on it til i was sure he was dead, then i threw the shirt away. Okay another spider comes out of the blinds and I mist him with freaking grapefruit Method cleaner and while hes struggling for air i bend quickly to swat him when the mist of the grapefruit cleaner got in my eyes and they were burning. But i got him. Then I lifted another load of laundry and one of those huge Wood spiders was in the pile again. Thats the one i just found and I am shaking and about to cry :( I am terrified of spiders. I think i caught him off guard with my shrill scream for mercy and I wacked him so hard with a shoe, my fingers are still tingly.

Then I go get some clothes out of the boys bathroom and OMG another wood spider, what the hell going on, is my home like the Orgy place for wood spiders? My friend said its because its going to get cold out and they are looking for warmth. Ill fire up the grill and show them warmth.

My son ran out of bed the other day cause there was one in bed with him ACKKKKKKKK I can't take it. The laundry is almost finished so there will be no laundry for those 8 legged freaks to hide under. I am soooooooooo scared. I will have to take savannahs bed apart before i put her back in it and then vacuum beside the boys beds before they go to sleep. I got a pic of the wood spider on my porch, He was one of the ones at the spider orgy. Hes huge, ill post his pic later so you can see what I'm talkin about.

Have a great spider free day

Organization at its finest

My life is total chaos 75% of the time. I am always looking for this or for that and when i open the cabinets stuff falls out. I was walking in Kroger this morning when what do my wandering eyes do appear but TUBS! On clearance at that! they were regular 3.99 and clearanced out for 87 cents a piece. This is a sign for sure! They are about a foot and a half long a foot deep and a foot wide. The lids click shut, PERFECT! Okay, I buy 12 of these. I bring them home and start a project I label them all. We have Cords, Instruction manuals, Babybooks and cards, Art supplies, Perm rods and hair supplies, Pens and markers, you get the gist (j) well its awesome. So all day i have been cleaning out junk drawers and cabinets and putting them in each tub , when we move we have a laundry room with 3 rows of shelves, I will put the labeled side facing me and then when i want a power cord to something it will be in its box.

I can't tell you how nice it is already to just have crap cleared out. I have baskets everywhere with stuff in them, i am tired of losing my keys losing the cords to stuff. NO MORE! So thanks to Krogers for clearancing those tubs. If they have some more i may go pick up a few more to do the boys stuff. Okay hope everyone is having a great day!

so tired

Yesterday we had our party and i was on my feet almost all afternoon. From like 2:30 til 8:30 then some more when we got home. Savannah whom we thought would be all worn out from the dancing was up LATE and kept kicking me in the head all dang on night long. Kyle slept on the floor cause she kept kicking him. ACK then this morning after no sleep, i had to go pick up the boys, clean my moms, clean my aunt sues then go take care of my uncle and I cleaned 2 rooms there. I am sooooooo tired, i feel like i am gonna fall over from sleep deprivation.

The night before last savannah kicked me all night also. We keep trying to put her in her bed but she screams all night, so its either go deaf or no sleep. Sigh. Other than that everythings good. We got rid of our couch tonight, sold it to my aunt and we are going to buy a new one tomorrow. Wish us luck. Til tomorrow!

Been a long time, been a long time, been a long lonely, lonely time

Okay, now that i haven't watched the news for 3 days, i feel more like writing! Hope everyone is well.
I have been totally engulfed in Big Brother this summer, I will be glad when its over so I can get my life back!!!!!

Janelle HAS TO WIN!!! I am still hating the Nerd Herd and even more so after they bashed her last night. They are TERRIBLLLLLLLLEEEEE! Ivette has potential if she wasn't around crappy April and Maggie. Maggie is a controlling lil witch! ACK!

Okay onto real life.............lol there is nothing going on really. HMMM Let me think, It's still HOT and I am still not a fan of HOT. My finger still has a lump on it. It gets smaller then something happens and I Hit it and the lump comes back. Its going on 4 weeks now that i have had the lump, I reckon i should go have it looked at.

OHHHH I was having anxiety and depression really bad a couple few weeks ago and i couldnt figure out what was going on. This was pre Katrina days. I started back on my iron and after about 2 straight weeks of the double iron I feel 100% better. I need to take it because when it falls I always get like that. I go back for my Celiac check and my iron stores check on October 6 so wish me luck!
Take care and have a wonderful weekend!
GO JANIE!

Sorry for no writing

I just can't write. Words escape me.
I had a 2 hr breakdown over all the helpless animals, thats after a week breakdown over the people. Hearing the hungry dogs howl and UGh I just can't take it, I can't take it at all. i wanna put my hands over my ears and hide. Hide from it all.
I just can't take it.
Take care and hope to blog again soon

Another one for Johnny Rotten

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Happy Saturday!

I posted yesterday but from 2 comments i could see it wasn't being taken as i meant it LOL so i deleted it.
It wasn't meant to seem like that, its just a longggggggg story with an email and it was more or less directed towards one not everyone. So with that being said.....

HAPPY SATURDAY!

I don't feel like writing lately because i am so sad over the stuff in the south. So all i can say is have a happy saturday and make a donation somewhere if you can for all those poor people!

Could it really be Wednesday?

OMG is that right, its Wednesday already? Being glued to CNN and The Weather Channel, i have forgotten what day it is.

My sons Aunt Julie was in Hurricane Katrina. They are staying in a shelter but from what i Have heard, they have lost everything, so please keep them in your prayers. I just can't believe what i see on TV, I wanna help in some way but wouldn't know where to begin. I mean where do you start cleaning up? Where do they put all that water? So many questions, i don't think many people have the answers too. Just pray.

Today I am cleaning. Cleaning, cleaning. I have got to get my house in order. been back in my room scrubbing and cleaning and watching the occasional news. I am to the point now that I just feel sick about it. I guess reality is sinking in.

Keep praying!

Have a great day all and I will be by to visit blogs tonight!

I was tagged!

5 things I miss about my childhood....

1. The smurfs cartoon and all cartoons that were only on Saturdays, Not 24 hrs a day

2. Not having to pay bills

3. Playing barbies

4. Watching the Shirt Tales with pammy, rick, tyg and bogey!

5. Taking naps after school

I tag
Melzie
Angel
Lindsay
Carie
Lisa

Don't have time to write

but we are all fine. Just very very busy. Thanks for thinking of us and worrying about us! Lots of rain n wind thats about it!
Love
di

Cleaning Cleaning Cleaning

I have been in my bedroom all morning, cleaning and watching Hurricane Coverage. Praying for all who are in Katrinas wake.

Headache completely gone, that migraine session GONEEEEEE hopefully for another 3 mos til the seasons change again.

I am sleepy, its rainy out and dark and its the perfect day to crawl in bed and sleep and watch movies.

Now that my headache is gone though i can't do that, I gotta clean. I spent 90 min in my bathroom, scrubbing everything i could. Then cleaned out my room and got some more stuff together for Freecycle. Hopefully they will show up. I am just dejunking everything. I am sick and tired of junk.

The boys went to the fair yesterday and are extremely tired today. Juan didn't wanna get out of bed. Who can blame him with the rain outside. We went to chiro and then took him to school. I was supposed to go do a few things, but i i just didn't feel like it, I wanted to come home. I am gonna go finish cleaning and take a long shower before the storms come in a couple hours. Have a great Monday Monday!

The pictures are gone

We have to do a little work on this house to ensure we will get our deposit back. So we wanna make sure it looks extra nice.

We took all the pictures down and spackled. So sad without the pictures. So final that in 2 mos we will move. I remember when we first got the keys to this house, it was brand new and you could smell the lumber and the fresh paint. I had never lived in a house so nice and everything new. I remember carefully hanging every picture and thought we would be here for a long time.

Now sitting at the computer staring down the hall, its all empty. We were the first family to live in this house and now we will be leaving it. :(

We need more room, but i do love this house. Love the newness. our new house is a fixer upper, so we will be busy and doing so much work. Sigh.

But the pictures coming down are a realness that we "are" moving. So sad.

Headache is gone thank you to my chiro!

Have a great Sunday all!

:)

I'm over my mini meltdown for the most part :)

Frustration...............it peaks and then crumbles.

I went to chiro for my headache today, it relieved all that tension YAY :)

I got my cleaning done today at everyone elses house, so that means I can clean my own house this weekend and take care of ed and thats it :)

Hopefully my headache will go the rest of the way away. 9 days is a long time for a headache. Almost too long.

Been listening to music all day. I have a song for every kind of mood i am in and Music is very healing for me. :) I love it :)

I wish i could play an instrument. But...........Every Good Boy Does Fine is about all i know! LOL :P

Well, i gotta get ready to go to bed. I am sleepy and just wanna watch some movies and crash. Thanks for listening yesterday and have a great weekend to all and to alllllll.......... LOL I know I know, its not Christmas YET.. But to all a good night :)

My family Novella

Me n my family do occasional novellas. Well the past few have gotten lost so this time we did one on blogger. Its still cycling, we have 3 more people to write, then we will take our turn again and start voting people off. What a novella is, is a story was started and each person takes the story somewhere else and the fun part is going to read it and seeing where it ends up. Heres the one so far, you can book mark it and check it out to see where its going. Its so fun to do!

The Family Novella

AT AT ATCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Allergies, what more do i need to say LOL!

Thanks to everyone for the Birthday wishes!

Not much to write today because i have to cleannnnnn and get ready for Big brother tonight!

So thats all for today, have a great day everyone and thanks again for the wishes, i feel so loved!

Hugs to all!

My other computer :(

Well, I woke up this morning and kyle said the keyboard for my other puter wasnt working. Its a cordless one. I am on the other computer. I hated it because it had spyware crap on it but i think i have gotten rid of it all. That 180 solutions is a witch with a b!

Thanks for all the birthday wishes!! YAY!! I can truly say Go Dianna, Go Dianna It's your birthday ;)

Kyle made my chimmi changas last night and my gluten free cake, which was suprisingly good. Hell with 4 eggs and 2 sticks of butter, what could taste bad about that ya know? It was grease city here.

We took my mom out to see our new house last night and thats about it. I had to clean my moms early yesterday morning, then my aunts, then my uncles. So i was pretty tired. My migraine came back last night. No aura this time so that means the auras are over! Hopefully the headache will officially be gone today. My vision is clear now YAYYYY I can truly see clearly now!

Weather has been hot. We had a swimming party at my moms on saturday and it was so flippin hot. Then the rain came! it cooled off ALOT. They said a cold front came through but yesterday it was still 92, it was hot. Then this morning i wake up to 62 and it feels like i should be building an igloo or something.

Okay I don't have my favorite places over here on this computer so I can only visit your blog if you have commented in the last few days. So if i don't get around to you, i will as soon as we figure out what is going on over there. I have 2 computers side by side LOL. When we move i dunno what we are going to do. Ill have to separate them but dont know in what areas of the house i want puters in.

Have a great day all and God bless!!

Long Days. Sigh

The days have been so long and have gone by so quickly.

Had a migraine for about 3 days now, and the migraine isn't really the problem, its alot of pain, but its the auras that make me anxious and sad. I get blurry vision and then have a panic attack, my ears get all funky, I smell weird smells, my tastes leave. It's depressing. Very depressing.

I feel achey most of the time, Tired most of the time, Depressed alot.

Some people say stress can do all that. I am stressed and anxious approximately 75% of any given day. I am not a firm believer that it can run down your immune system and make you feel bad. Maybe it can, i just dont believe it. Constant pain is exhuasting.

The heat is exhausting as well. 105 heat indexes yesterday and today. UGH I am sick of heat! Monday is my bday and on my bday temps are supposed to be 81. Praise God! that is the best give i could ever receive! I before e except after c applies there! LOL

Okay I gotta go to bed. Since my vision is coming back, i will be vising blogs more.

I miss Kaysar already on Big Brother. :(((((((((((( Kaysar come back!!!!

ACK Spam in the comments

And i have no clue how to delete anything from comments. Anyone care to help a blog dummy out?

I had a very bad panic attack the other night. Now i know why. Full blown migraine today. The horror of it being on Big brother night!

Okay if someone could please help me with deleting comments Id be much oblidged!

UGH I hate headaches :( pray it goes quickly.

R.I.P Poor Jason

Okay, who is Jason I bet you are wondering. Sigh. Poor Jason. Jason is this green bug that my daughter has befriended. He was on the laundry room door all day yesterday and she would walk over and talk to him, ask him if he wanted lunch, tell him to take a nap etc. I mean all day, she would tell me he is green his eyes are black. She loved Jason.

Last night I heard her crying and walked out and she said Jason flew away, i think Anthony touched him and he flew away. She was crying "My friend is gone" "wheres Jason" crying real tears. It broke my heart. I told her that he had to go home at night and he'd be back in the morning. Tears still rolling she was sad, so we walked through the house hollering "Jasonnnnn" (she named him that) But we couldnt find Jason. So she finally accepted that Jason had gone home to his kids and would be back in the morning.

I get up this morning all groggy eyed and I spot Jason...........on the ceiling, in the clutches of a spider, The spider was wrapping his head in his web. Sigh. My son Juan got mad and said "No one hurts my sisters friend" and smooshed the spider with a shoe. I pull sticky Jason down and see his black eyes and his antenna through a tiny bit of web. I pull of what i could. Savannah has no clue that Jason has gone to the bug heaven in the sky. I let her hold him and she is carrying him around and petting him. Its like a bad episode of weekend at bernies. She wanted to take Jason to drop Juan off at school.

So we are carrying around a dead bug carcas. Sigh. She is over there petting him and telling him he is the nicest bug ever. So tonight when he goes home to see his kids, I guess hell have gotten lost. If only she hadn't cried the real tears :( She loves her bug Jason. How sweet is that?
Here are pics of her with poor Jason

R.I.P Poor lil buggy Jason

Happy Back to school day!

Today was back to school day. I am a lil sad :( I miss my boys :(
It has been pouring here for awhile I LOVE IT!! YAY YAY YAY!!

Anthonys party went well. Lots of people lots of cake and icecream!

Ummmmmmmm I am so addicted to big brother, its almost sickening. I get to watch feeds every now and then and OMG was awesome awesome awesome. Tonights show will be good. I just don't think they can fit in everything that happened into one show.

Go HOWIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didn't think that man had it in him YAY!

Ummmmmmmmm nothing else going on really. I think one of my other fingers is infected. Its not real big yet, and hoping it wont get that way. My thumb is all better but i have scar tissue in there now and in the mornings its stiff.

Okay you guys have a great Tuesday and i am gonna get back to reading blogs this morning

Happy Birthday Anthony!!

My oldest is 14 today :( Kinda glad, kinda sad.

Happy Birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!!

We are doing cake and icecream at 6:00, a few family n friends are coming over. Ill post a few pics of him blowing out his candles.

The heat is making me a stark raving lunatic LOL well not really but its making me MAD! Oh yesterday was like a day in hell. Hot n Humid, everywhere i went the air just wasn't cooling, my house wasn't cooling either.

I was trying to leave my moms house and they are doing construction on her main road and I was pulling out on a very busy intersection and my wheels got stuck in the rocks and were turning and turning and UGH A truck sped up (asshole) and i had to throw it in reverse in order to not be hit and i had no choice but to run into the woman behind me :( My van was dented pretty badly but hers wasnt hurt. Why do people speed up? People suck these days. They really really do. Its like meaness all around.

Then to top it all off all the meaness on big brother this year. UGH I watch the live feeds and i wont spoil it for you but tuesdays show is a real shocker. Sigh. The girl Jen on there, is Satan, i swear. Mean evil girl. She think America loves her LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Not much else going on, just been cleaning houses all weekend and whining about having to clean houses and then having to clean my own house for the party this afternoon and i dont want too.

OHHHHHH IT thunderstormed last night big YAYYYYYYYYYYY
Okay i gotta run and clean you guys have a wonderful sunday and i will get around to blog visiting again monday!!!

Blood pressure boiling ACK

My nerves are totally freakin shot. I mean SHOT!!

Gonna try to vent as nicely as I could.

I can't figure out for the life of me, why people call me to vent and then I just need someone to vent to and they act pissy towards me. Im sorry are you the only one that has problems? Are my problems any less important?

I am in such a foul mood, I am sick of people who lie, I am sick of people who are so "ME" centered they cant pull their heads out of their asses long enough to see that other people on this earth actually have problems too.

I feel alone :(

Sad today, plagued with nightmares lately. Ones that scare me. Then last night Brett came to visit me. He looked like himself, I heard his voice, nothing changed. He came to visit Anthony for his birthday he said but anthony wasnt there so he came to visit me. :( A nice break from the nightmares. I woke up immediatley and Rugrats were on and angelica was playing with a boy named Brett, thougth it was funny that i wake up at that moment. He looked good. :*( come visit me again soon :) Beats the hell out of the nightmares i live with. I woke up shaking and about to throw up the other night.

My kids are making me nuts. Savannah has screamed since about 11, screamed and cried. Dunno if shes getting sick or what. Anthony has complained. Juan keeps asking for people to come over and come in. WHo in the hell said people have to come over every day. Anthonys party is on sunday, i gotta get my house clean, but i have to clean 2 houses in the morning :( I hate cleaning.

Well i gotta go :(

My Eye My Eye

Freaking stupid allergies, my eyes are all screwed up still and burn like the dickens. I put my contacts in on top of burny eyes and feels like someone dumped a bottle of shampoo in there.

All the heat all the allergies, WINTER CAN COME NOW!!

Freakin buggers.

I decided to wake up early @@ and get some @@ me time.
Well.......... I mustve hit 20 wrong floor boards cause they are all up at 8:30 in there watching the Nightmare before Christmas. I didn't think my 3 year old would watch that.

SHE LOVES IT! i was shocked

Maybe she'll quit watching Annie and Mary poppins for awhile now. WOO WOO!

Katie Couric, I love her. When Peter Jennings died the other day, she was in tears talking to Tom Brokaw. She's such a real woman, showing real courage and strength. I think shes awesome! She's ranked right up there with Eileen Collins!

I freecycled some books yesterday and they left me a thank you card! That is sooooooooooo sweet!!!! What a kind Gesture!

Okay I guess I had better go. I am gonna attempt Chimmy changas (said like barbara streisand, in Meet the fockers) I am going to move them to a secure location. Its big brother night!!!!!!!!!!! They have to bring Kaysar back, the house is so boring and unsexy without him. Sigh.

Have a great Thursday to all!!
And in the spirit of the movie they are watching!
and to all a good night!!!!!!!!
I LOVE CHRISTMAS!

Is it Wednesday? feels like monday still

I feel like I am in groundhogs day. UGHHHHH!! The heat is wearing me down rather quickly.

I haven't been making my rounds to blogs like i should i am sorry. My allergies are acting up horribly and my eyes are foggy and its hard to read. But i am trying!

Today ACK ACK ACK, well lets rewind to last night. OKay we have a huge walk in closet. I took everything out of the closet cause one wall needs to be painted. THe closet is the portal to the nice insulated pit of hell in our ceiling. So everytime we get up there for something insulation and dust and what ever assortment of spiders happens to be up there falls down into my closet. THe tubs that are in there were covered with crap and being the dumbass i am brought them into my bedroom to paint the closet. I lay down in my bed and start hacking and coughing and coughing and having asthma problems. UGH so i think what the freaking hell. So i get the thin mattress off my daughters trundle bed and lay it on the living room floor. Felt like my fat ass was sleeping on a curb.

I got NO sleep and my allergies are still killing me. I am not sure when ragweed comes in, but id be willing to bet its here cause i feel like total shit.

So no sleep hardly and i get up and have to go to the store, wash all my blankets to make sure they are dust free.

Made me some Weight watchers soup. Be tired be tired be tired.

My sons birthday is on Sunday, i invited peoples over DUR why did i do that now i have to freakin clean.

I think i am gonna hose down my room and hibernate!

Okay i gotta go Laundry is calling and i gotta go figure out how to clean the tub lids so i can sleep in my nice cozy comfy bed!

Have a great wednesday all!!

Funny Or No Funny

Well, i had been cooking stuff for Chimmy Changas all day. Had chicken breasts in the crock pot with salsa slow cooking all day long. It was beginning to smell heavenly. Ohhhhhhh my mouth was watering.

I go in to do dishes, Anthony had taken his medicine but put it back up all funky and in slow motion, i opened the cabinent and watched the medicine and a glass heavy measuring cup fall. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO in slow motion, i watch it fall and Sigh break on the crock pot, knocking the lid off and glass going all over my precious chicken cutlets and chunky salsa.

Well, i super scrub my kitchen, to get the glass up. I put my rootbeer in the bottle in the freezer, while i clean up the glass. I scrub the counters and the sink and the floor a few times to ensure i get all the glass.

Savannah gets her foot cut and is bleeding everywhere, so i go back resweep and remop. I go to get my succulent, icy rootbeer from the freezer.

WHO IN THE HELL KNEW That the SOB would freaking explode. Add that to the crock pot with the glass, all over my clean counters and floor all over me. It just went crazy with yummy foam all over the place.

What next, a good big brother episode and the power goes out? Savannah screaming during it??

Its one of those days, I hope my BB watch goes smoothly.

What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess Im in.
All the glass went in my stew, theres nothing else i could dooooooo

What a sweet concoction that i was caught up in, i couldnt get enough
Cant stop the hunger for my love

What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess Im innnnnnnnnn

Eileen Collins ROCKS!!

How freaking awesome was that landing? Made me cry when NASA announced Discovery was home!
GO Eileen!!!!!!!!
Officially my hero!
Gotta go watch some more News!!!!
Awesome Awesome
Thank GOD!!

At the Beach on Tuesday

I had the BEST Dream! I was at the beach there were colored clams and crabs. but for some reason where the horizon was they had a privacy fence up to keep sharks out. Wasn't much beach, but then a movie screen appeared and we all watched Ferris bueller. I kept wanting to take pictures, but everyone was mad cause they were watching the movie. It was totally, totally weird. Made me wanna go to the beach. Sigh! One weird thing, is i kept looking for seashells, and there were No seashells. I kept looking and looking but none.

Okay a few minutes til the space shuttle lands. Im a little nervous, I have 12 minutes. Praying and praying and praying that they are safe.

I feel better than yesterday. Yesterday was pretty much a washup. Im over it.

Dang i am so glued to the Tv i dunno what to write LOL. Okay i am gonna go watch our astronauts come in safetly and then come back.

Too Many people

are dying lately. So sad this morning to see peter Jennings empty chair. So very sad. :( Death is all around. So very sad.

I feel like crap this morning. Savannah is screaming like crazy, whining like crazy.

Kyle spent most of the day yesterday gone. I cleaned. Im tired. My wrists are so sore. Who knows why.

Anymore i feel like shit every day. So what's one more.

I dont even feel like writing, i can't think of what to write and im tired.
I may post later. Have a great day all!

It's Sunday Sunday Sunday!

It's kyles birthday, he is going down to the country to see his grandma, I am supposed to clean houses today. I don't think i am. I just don't feel like getting into all the dust and muck.

My thumb is still a little sore. Anyone know how long it takes for the soreness to go away?

Heat is coming back mid week, enough to depress me, almost seriously depress me.

I can't take it.

Its been one of the worst summers in awhile.

Kyle is getting ready to leave so that means that savannah is probably going to scream holler and cry for awhile. I need to clean her room up and organize it. Its one of those things where I just don't know where to start. I really really don't. Ill have to think of something.

Okay I gotta go I suppose and get some work done around here. Moving day is getting closer and closer and i have to get organized for it.

I hate moving under chaos! Probably end of Nov is when well be moving so that means I have all of Aug, All of Sept and ALl of Oct, so that is good, but i need to get to work!!

Happy Sunday to all!
Happy birthday to Kyle!

Vote for Kaysar

A post for Lois

Lois I know one day this animal or one like it will make its way to your house! this is a pit bull who lost a fight with a porcupine. I feel really bad for the poor dog, but in the spirit of Frito decided to post these for you.

"I have a headache" said the girl

Went to the new Wal-Mart. Joy Rapture and all of that crap that goes with it. It was so big you couldn't find anything and therefore it made me anxious.

It was hot in there too and i wanted so desperatley to jump right on into the freezer and stay cold.

Kaysar went home.....BuT if you love me, you will go to Cbs home page and vote to re let him in the house. Cause he's the sexiest man i have ever seen and my summer would go much better knowing i could look at him all day long!

I taught my son a kinda sissy thing to do LOL, hes been having fits again, so hes grounded but i wanted to keep him busy. SO i bought him a latch hook rug kit. Its nice and boyish dog, but he has been quiet for an hour so YAHOO! maybe hell do it all day and really bless me.

Okay I gotta go. My head is pounding and i must go lay in the tub.

Have a great weekend all!

Thursday already?

One more day of pill taking already? YAY

Well, just when i thought i couldn't take anymore yesterday, the grandparents pull up and whisk my lil buggers into putt putt and batting cage land.

An Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh heard around the world! Savannah stayed home but she was pretty good :)

Laundry is going, cleaning is going. The heat is going. That is worth repeating, the heat is going.

Okay i was gonna write but sat down and forgot what i was going to write, so i will entertain you with a song

Im a lumberjack and Im okay, I work all night and i sleep all day.....
I eat my lunch.

Thats all i know. I guess, ill go for now and think about what i was going to post about and i am sure ill come here and get distracted and forget again and this could be an endless vicious cycle kinda like......

Big ben,,,,,,,,,Parliment................Big ben,,,,,,,,,, Parliment.......... LMAO i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that movie!

Okay Have a wonderful thursday All!!!