Tuesday, May 21, 2013

2 of my window critters =D



I need to catch the birdies, but I have gotten lucky catching these 2 so far =)

Love,

Me

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

I claim that verse on my life. The thing I want more than anything in this world is Love. God is making sure I know what it is.

Every single part of that verse He deals with me on sometime or another.

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Right now God is taking me through a couple more. The lucky 2 I get to deal with this season are self-seeking and easily angered.

I at one time wouldn't of pegged me for self-seeking, but I am being shown a lot of areas where I am very self-seeking. I watched JM about the very same thing and I watched the same episode a couple, few times.

I will go back and watch it a few more until I "get" it.

I love her "what about me?" segment she does and God has made sure that the right people are in my life to practice with. Oh boy did He ever!

I love how God keeps your eyes closed to things, until He wants you to deal with them, then it's like BLAM!

Oh and the easily angered..........Good grief.

Thank God for His never ending grace and forgiveness because my mouth alone would've been enough to get me nice and smited this month.

I am so grateful that I am forgiven. JM says that God already knows what comes out of your mouth before you said it. He knew what He was getting when He chose me.

He already knew =D

For that I am thankful.

I'm a work in progress and will be til the day I leave this earth.

The verses I have needed over the past couple of weeks and knew them without looking them up...I had to look the numbers up, but knew the verses =D (Go me!)

God disciplines those He loves Hebrews 12:6

You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye. Matthew 7:5

Don't repay evil for evil. Don't retaliate with insults when people insult you. Instead, pay them back with a blessing. That is what God has called you to do, and he will bless you for it. 1 Peter 3:9

These have been HARDDDDDDDDDDD For me, but I KNEW Them =)

I think I'm finally moving up from a baby Christian to a child =) LOL

Love,

Me

Thursday, May 09, 2013

I've kinda

lost my blogging rhythm as of late. Haven't been getting on the computer too much =)

My window still has busy things going by it =). My skink and yes I laid claims to the skink, well he stopped to sunbathe right outside my window!! I was so excited to see him for an extended period of time.

My yard is coming to life again and it's so nice! I don't think much more could make me happier unless I found a way to mow the grass myself, so I wouldn't have to fret over it every single week.

I have a bunch of black eyed susans coming up that my boyfriend planted last year and I think I'm most excited about seeing those again. Those are really one of my favorites. I remember driving down the highway once and saw them on the side of the road and I had to come home and research til I found out what they were!

My big night blooming jasmine is stressing me out a bit because she's so big and I have no idea what to do with her this winter. I would love it, if I could plant her in the ground and not have to worry about bringing her back in. My house is so small and she is a huge beastly thing.

I guess I'll love her again when she smells good.

Not much else to write cept spring is springing.

Love,

Me 8)

Monday, April 29, 2013

My Window

I moved my computer by my window and there is nothing outside there to look out except an old ugly fence that's about 2 feet from my nose. There's a concrete ledge out there and a bunch of dead ivy. I like to sit with my window open and look out and I found myself disappointed because it's so ugly.

God has given me quite a show with this window. It started with a family of skinks that go by, back and forth all day. I enjoyed watching them so much!! So, next comes a chipmunk that goes back and forth all day!!


I was so tickled with my skinks and my chipmunk, but today I saw a bright red male cardinal!! He stopped looked in and me and hopped along the ledge!!

I am a critter lover for sure and my ugly view and proven to be quite a nature trail!!

I'm so excited I hope more things run by, well cept a rat or mice, but I'm good with the other things!!

Silly things make me so happy!!

I'm over-joyed with my skink, my chipmunk and my card!!

=)

Love,

Me

Thursday, April 18, 2013

So.....For the first time in years and years

I'm in LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE with a material possession..........A CAR!!!!!

I got a new car in 2011...Was so excited, my first new car. I have had nothing but trouble with it ever since. Today I took it back for the 6th time and they gave me a loaner car.........

It's a Chevy Cruze and OMG..........I want this car so bad!! I'm not a drooly person over cars and what nots, but I want this car!

It rides smooth, it's a beautiful blue color!

So weird being bonkers over a car, it's so not my style, but I absolutely LOVE this car!

I'm going to enjoy it for the weekend live it up for a bit and then give it back to them and get my always breaking down car back. Been mulling over asking them if they can give me a deal on an equal trade since they sold me a lemon. My car blue books about 9.500, so something equal value. Wish they would give me the loaner, but that's 5,000 more than my car.

Okay off my car wanting soap box, wish I had somewhere to go so I could drive it!!

Gotta take my mom to the Doctor in the morning, so I can Cruze =D

Have a great Thursday!!

Love,

me

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Yup, Yup, Yup


“We're going to have to let truth scream louder to our souls than the lies that have infected us.” -Beth Moore.

Amen.

Love,

Me

Monday, April 15, 2013

Free



Free, just as free......free as we'll ever be

I listen to this song and it brings tears to my eyes.

I wasn't lucky enough to have a big wedding, a big fancy dress.....Nothing.  I hear this song and I want to get married to it.  On a big pasture of grass by a lake.

Yea, I still dream about weddings, I think most girls do.

Things are what they are.

So, no big updates as of late.  Still doing excellent on my diet, everyone's healthy.

My heart is sad and my spirit is broken, but God can fix those.

He amazes me every day with what He does.

So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.   John 8:36

Free..Free...Free.....Free as I'll ever be.

I'm not addicted to drugs, alcohol, gambling......I'm addicted to approval which I'm never, ever going to get.

Never, ever, ever in a million years going to get it.

God is setting me free =D I will be free indeed, I will be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, freeeeeeee as I'll ever be.

Spring has sprung, everythings coming to life and where I once felt dead inside is coming back to life.

No one can make my heart feel like God does.  I feel it again when it had been void.

Free.

Free.

Free.

Free.

Free.

Free.

Love,

Me