Funny Or No Funny

Well, i had been cooking stuff for Chimmy Changas all day. Had chicken breasts in the crock pot with salsa slow cooking all day long. It was beginning to smell heavenly. Ohhhhhhh my mouth was watering.

I go in to do dishes, Anthony had taken his medicine but put it back up all funky and in slow motion, i opened the cabinent and watched the medicine and a glass heavy measuring cup fall. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO in slow motion, i watch it fall and Sigh break on the crock pot, knocking the lid off and glass going all over my precious chicken cutlets and chunky salsa.

Well, i super scrub my kitchen, to get the glass up. I put my rootbeer in the bottle in the freezer, while i clean up the glass. I scrub the counters and the sink and the floor a few times to ensure i get all the glass.

Savannah gets her foot cut and is bleeding everywhere, so i go back resweep and remop. I go to get my succulent, icy rootbeer from the freezer.

WHO IN THE HELL KNEW That the SOB would freaking explode. Add that to the crock pot with the glass, all over my clean counters and floor all over me. It just went crazy with yummy foam all over the place.

What next, a good big brother episode and the power goes out? Savannah screaming during it??

Its one of those days, I hope my BB watch goes smoothly.

What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess Im in.
All the glass went in my stew, theres nothing else i could dooooooo

What a sweet concoction that i was caught up in, i couldnt get enough
Cant stop the hunger for my love

What a beautiful mess, what a beautiful mess Im innnnnnnnnn

Eileen Collins ROCKS!!

How freaking awesome was that landing? Made me cry when NASA announced Discovery was home!
GO Eileen!!!!!!!!
Officially my hero!
Gotta go watch some more News!!!!
Awesome Awesome
Thank GOD!!

At the Beach on Tuesday

I had the BEST Dream! I was at the beach there were colored clams and crabs. but for some reason where the horizon was they had a privacy fence up to keep sharks out. Wasn't much beach, but then a movie screen appeared and we all watched Ferris bueller. I kept wanting to take pictures, but everyone was mad cause they were watching the movie. It was totally, totally weird. Made me wanna go to the beach. Sigh! One weird thing, is i kept looking for seashells, and there were No seashells. I kept looking and looking but none.

Okay a few minutes til the space shuttle lands. Im a little nervous, I have 12 minutes. Praying and praying and praying that they are safe.

I feel better than yesterday. Yesterday was pretty much a washup. Im over it.

Dang i am so glued to the Tv i dunno what to write LOL. Okay i am gonna go watch our astronauts come in safetly and then come back.

Too Many people

are dying lately. So sad this morning to see peter Jennings empty chair. So very sad. :( Death is all around. So very sad.

I feel like crap this morning. Savannah is screaming like crazy, whining like crazy.

Kyle spent most of the day yesterday gone. I cleaned. Im tired. My wrists are so sore. Who knows why.

Anymore i feel like shit every day. So what's one more.

I dont even feel like writing, i can't think of what to write and im tired.
I may post later. Have a great day all!

It's Sunday Sunday Sunday!

It's kyles birthday, he is going down to the country to see his grandma, I am supposed to clean houses today. I don't think i am. I just don't feel like getting into all the dust and muck.

My thumb is still a little sore. Anyone know how long it takes for the soreness to go away?

Heat is coming back mid week, enough to depress me, almost seriously depress me.

I can't take it.

Its been one of the worst summers in awhile.

Kyle is getting ready to leave so that means that savannah is probably going to scream holler and cry for awhile. I need to clean her room up and organize it. Its one of those things where I just don't know where to start. I really really don't. Ill have to think of something.

Okay I gotta go I suppose and get some work done around here. Moving day is getting closer and closer and i have to get organized for it.

I hate moving under chaos! Probably end of Nov is when well be moving so that means I have all of Aug, All of Sept and ALl of Oct, so that is good, but i need to get to work!!

Happy Sunday to all!
Happy birthday to Kyle!

Vote for Kaysar

A post for Lois

Lois I know one day this animal or one like it will make its way to your house! this is a pit bull who lost a fight with a porcupine. I feel really bad for the poor dog, but in the spirit of Frito decided to post these for you.

"I have a headache" said the girl

Went to the new Wal-Mart. Joy Rapture and all of that crap that goes with it. It was so big you couldn't find anything and therefore it made me anxious.

It was hot in there too and i wanted so desperatley to jump right on into the freezer and stay cold.

Kaysar went home.....BuT if you love me, you will go to Cbs home page and vote to re let him in the house. Cause he's the sexiest man i have ever seen and my summer would go much better knowing i could look at him all day long!

I taught my son a kinda sissy thing to do LOL, hes been having fits again, so hes grounded but i wanted to keep him busy. SO i bought him a latch hook rug kit. Its nice and boyish dog, but he has been quiet for an hour so YAHOO! maybe hell do it all day and really bless me.

Okay I gotta go. My head is pounding and i must go lay in the tub.

Have a great weekend all!

Thursday already?

One more day of pill taking already? YAY

Well, just when i thought i couldn't take anymore yesterday, the grandparents pull up and whisk my lil buggers into putt putt and batting cage land.

An Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh heard around the world! Savannah stayed home but she was pretty good :)

Laundry is going, cleaning is going. The heat is going. That is worth repeating, the heat is going.

Okay i was gonna write but sat down and forgot what i was going to write, so i will entertain you with a song

Im a lumberjack and Im okay, I work all night and i sleep all day.....
I eat my lunch.

Thats all i know. I guess, ill go for now and think about what i was going to post about and i am sure ill come here and get distracted and forget again and this could be an endless vicious cycle kinda like......

Big ben,,,,,,,,,Parliment................Big ben,,,,,,,,,, Parliment.......... LMAO i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that movie!

Okay Have a wonderful thursday All!!!

My kids

are making me CRAZY............. Oh my goodness. I offered to buy some children whos parents were having a rough time some school supplies. Well, I had to go buy them today. My kids were TERRIBLE

In Staples the boys were arguing and fighting, savannah was screaming and I heard mom about 50 times. I walk all the way across the parking lot only to realize i forgot to pay for the bottle of water i had in my hand so i had to walk all the way freaking back, kids in tow.

Off to chiro which was fine, then to Target. I dunno what was up with target but anything i touched or anyone who touched me shocked me. So My darling middle son was freaking touching me every 5 seconds, shocking the living piss out of me. No matter how many times I said to freaking quit he was still shocking me. I was so flipping mad it was unreal and yet hes a brave soul cause he kept shocking me. Savannah kept getting out of the cart and running amuck. School supply aisle was mayhem. People and kids everywhere, while my little brat was still freaking shocking me. Then everythign savannah touched when she was in the cart would shock her so juan was having her touch stuff and she was screaming and getting scared.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want SCHOOL TO START

I then had to go to the real estate office and pick up some papers from a lady who told me to come get them and she was GONE when i got there, went to the grocery store. So no freaking papers and a big UGH

Now i am home, I can't even go to bible school my nerves are so shot. I want a break from the kids.

Anthonys Grandpa called today and they are going to pick up the boys and take them to dinner i think. Maybe they will keep them til freaking school starts. 13 LONG more flippin days of school.

Thanks for listening to me while but ACK! ACK! ACK!

August 3, 2005

Today Anthonys Father has been dead 13 years. So hard to believe, it's been that long.

13 years.............

I am sure the family that never calls him, will call him today out of guilt. Don't call him any other day of the year, only when the guilt creeps up on you. Buggers.

Enough about that

I got up early today, just to have some peace and quiet time.

More bible school tonight, it ends tomorrow. I need to get my camera back from my dad so i can make a video or something.

Okay have a great Hump day everyone!!!!
PS if you get a chance
Stop Global Warming

Mini update

went to the dr............Hand is fine, bone is fine, ligaments are fine :) 3 more days of this antibiotic. You know, taking it hasn't gotten any easier. I panic for about an hour. I took it at 3:50 and its now 4:10 and i am of course in anxiety mode.

I hate this crappola. No ways around it. I hate it. Plus its hot, and i hate that too.

Trying to look for good stuff to take my mind off the bad

Chocolate is about the best edible thing on this earth
My daughter in her piggy tails today could melt my heart just by looking at her
The sky is blue
God is a wonderful God
Kyle sent me a nice email this morning :)
Chocolate is about the best edible thing on this earth
Summer is almost over
Swimming in cold water is the best
Chocolate is about the best edible thing on this earth
My computers both are running wonderfully
My house is semi clean
and did i mention
that
Chocolate is about the best edible thing on this earth?

Okay thanks for all the well wishes and prayers, God hears them and they truly work!
Cindy, tonight is Big Brother night :) YAY!
And chocolate is about the best edible thing on this earth!

It's already Tuesday

I am still on Monday, so I think. Everything has been hectic, so I think LOL. I didn't get much sleep last night. I took a nap and probably shouldn't of, then took another nap and probably shouldn't of. Then i was up late.

The kids went to Vacation Bible School again. They are having a good time there.

I go to the orthopedic dr today. I am scared somewhat. My thumb is better, but its still sore in one spot. I have 3 more days of medicine, so thats a plus. But just worried. It could be sore because i keep messing with it. i dunno. I just get sick of crap.

I can't understand why i always get weird crap. Weird diseases, weird allergies, weird crap. Sometimes, i truly hate myself because it seems i can't go 2 mos without having something wrong. Maybe stress really does wear down your body.

Who knows and at this point, who cares. I mean will it always be something, Probably.

So just get over it and get on with life for me.

Kinda down today, it's hot, HOT and humid which is like a double whammy.

Kyle volunteered at the vacation bible school to burn them 31 CDS, he couldn't figure out the burner, so here i have sat for about 2 hrs this morning doing the 31 CDS. Sometimes I hate knowing all about computers. Even as much as i hate knowing how to do haircuts.

My thumb still isn't back to the way it was and my kids and kyle are all over me for a haircut. I am going to hand them each 10 bucks and tell them to go to Fantastic Freakin Sams. I don't wanna do it. The clippers vibrate like mad and my fingers go numb and i don't feel that i should do that just yet. Especially for my picky ass boys it takes 20 min a hair cut.

Okay i am about done complaining for today. I go to the dr at 1 and i will send an update as soon as i get home. Please send me well wishes.

Have a great tuesday! Its Big brother day YAYYYYYYYYYYYY :o)

Happy August 1 :)

WOW! August 1st. Want to welcome it, in some ways, but also it's sad. The summer after this month, will officially come to a close. I think I just got used to the leaves being green, one of my favorite parts of the year is when you are driving through the park and what was once brown and dead, is alive. It seems like it happens overnight.

In about a month, the cicadas will quiet, the leaves will start to change and summer will be gone. I didn't even get to enjoy yet and its leaving. More time wasted i suppose. I feel sometimes that if I don't go on vacation or do something big that my summer was wasted.

Thats just the way i feel, but its not true. My boys have made a very close friendship with their cousin. One they never had before. I have become closer with my cousins something I hadn't done before. I gave my kids about 1000 kisses gave my dog about the same. Birthday parties, Cookouts. In its own way it has been a good summer.

I will miss it. (Not the heat) but miss the summer. Time for the stinking old winter and the cold. Time is a funny thing, every blink of the eye it goes bye. Nothing can make it stop.

Spent most of the day yesterday at my moms swimming and a cookout. It was alot of fun, alot of laughing. My cousins were there and the kids had a good time. We took savannah to vacation bible school and then took care of uncle eddie and then off to my aunt sandys to dust a little and check on her house. Then back to get Savannah. Cuteness is all i can say about her. She was up there in the front of the church, dancing, twirling, singing and praising God. I thought she would be embarrassed to be up there. But she went right along. Yesterday i was putting her in her car seat and she said "thank you mommy" and I said for what baby and she said "thank you for givin me wife (life)" and i was like ?????????????????? from a 3 year old LOL She is soooooooooooooooo sweet and i am glad she is so sweet. Melts my heart. Okay I am off to catch up on blogs, I didn't read any yesterday

So i am off to catch up. Have a wonderful Monday and enjoy your August 1st!

It's Sunday

and I gotta pee real baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd! Like the Detrol commercial for real this time, I DO HAVE TO GO RIGHT NOW! but i will wait. Sigh! No maybe i won't as a matter of fact i can guarantee you wont' even know that i have left to pee :P

K i am back, did ya miss me?

Ugh i am tired today. we went over to my cousins last night and we laughed so stinking hard, my face hurts. we laughed n laughed n laughed n laughed. My cousin is sooooooooooooooo funny. I can't post here what we were laughing about but Shoooooooooo is all i can say :)

I had to take care of uncle eddie last night. If you don't remember, he is a severe scizophrenic. Oh the Joy in that. Hes been quite moody lately, well he has a norelco shaver and he can only shave to where hes pressing that Shaver so far in his face that his skin gets blister red and he has to count and count and count and I am like damn eddie. Welllllll.........his shaver is broke, i wonder freakin why and i kept showing him how to rig it to work and of course he got all snippy with me telling me his razor is a "piece of crap" so now hes mad at me because he thinks somehow i have secret forces with the shaver.

Okay we gotta go to the store and then I gotta clean my moms which should be an extra fun challenge with a hurt thumb and then we are going swimmin then i gotta take care of Edwardro and thennnnnnnnnn I gotta go to take savannah to bible school and then i guess Ill come home and um SLEEP or clean or.......Tsk tsk tsk wouldn't you like to know ;P

Have a great Sunday to all and to all...................A GOOD NIGHT Okay give me someeeeeeee fun, its the last day of my Christmas in July.
HO HO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :P

It's SATURDAY

and my point is.........................GREEN :) as my daughter would say! Thumb almost completely healed. Feels wonderful. The cast was molded to my thumb and i can now semi bend it in there , that means the swelling is all gone :)

Meds are being taken, rice milk with acidophilus being drunk.

My dog is chewing on a Reeses wrapper yet again. I think our whole house is psychosomatic. he doesn't ever eat them just brushes his teeth.

For those of you who watch Big Brother, aspoiler is coming up so if you don't wanna know SKIPPPPPPPPPP

Kaysar and James were nominated. :( Kaysar is about the sexiest man i have seen in years ,good body, sexy and smart. If he leaves , i will have to look at all the other goobers. Kaysar makes watching BB worthwhile. Angel sent me a pic ofhim. mannnnnnnnnnnnn ill have to post it below hang on


his sexiness should be against the law! The girl with him that is janelle, shes okay but kinda the blonde actress,big boobs, had 90 year old hubby??? can't rem her name.

Well, i guess i need to run..I am sure i have something to do somewhere!
PS if you haven't visited Lois Lanes Blog you should. She is the funniest woman i know!
Home Fires

Friday

well. went to orthopedic dr. I for sure have infectious Tenosynovitis :( He said it was resolving,but then decided he didn't want me to take the drugs the ER gave me. Evidentally 875 mg of augmentin isn't enough. So he says take these. 500 mg of kflex and 500 mg of levoquin ?? says its like a cock roach u can throw these 2 at it and it won't survive. Well...............I feel that the other medicine is working and I am not taking the other 2. I don't feel that I need to dump all those drugs into my system. i feel my finger is healing, its looking better, swelling going down, redness going down. So i will continue on. I go back on tuesday and if its not better he said we have to do surgery. He put me in a cast I cannot get out of.

Well.......He thought i couldn't but i figured out a way. I am not taking it off though ,but with myanxiety i need to know it can come off and it will :)

Okay itsvery hard to type wtihthis cast. SO i amgonna go.

Have a great weekend!

Pills n Panic

A simple pill, how hard or scary can a pill be?

First one i took and had a panic attack for about an hour. I was terrified.
For some reason, I do better at pill taking in the day and not at night.

Let me set the scenario, I have to take this pill, no if ands or butts. I cut it in half and take it. Anxiety sets in immediatley. I start freaking out, I can't find the benadryl anywhere and if I have an allergic reaction where the hell is the benadryl. So i fussed at Kyle out of fear and he went and bought me some benadryl. I was so scared, instantly my face turned red, i was shaking, feeling dizzy. UGH.

I hate anxiety. I had a sudden envy for people who could just pop pills and not give 2 craps what they are putting into their body.

A pill has enough power to give me anxiety. sadly funny.
I took it this morning. its been almost an hour. After an hour, i start to realize I won't immediatley die or pass out, then Ill be okay. Till tonight.
I have never taken drugs, never been drunk.........I am chicken little i suppose.

I wish i could get over my fear of pills, maybe i could take something for anxiety. It took severe reflux and esophageal erosion to get me to take prilosec. I take that now with no problems.

I have fears of peanut butter some days. Allergy fears of course. I am so sick of anxiety. I hate it. Some days I wish to be someone else.

I have to go to the specialist this afternoon, wish me luck. Gonna ask him for some smaller pills. I gottta take my camera to my dad. Hes borrowing it. The camera is my life. I am going to be a photographer one day. Mark my words! I take pics of everything. I guess because there were moments when Brett was sick and dying, we had great moments in his last few months. I wish now i had had a camera to take pics to remember. As time fades so do the memories. That will never happen again because i take pics of EVERYTHING!

Have a great day all. I have about mastered typing with a cast. I use my index finger as the space bar finger! thats what i call multi tasking ;)

Thumb

I had to go to er this morn. cause my thumb has been hurting and has prog. got worse. Its swelled and i cant move it. ER ran tests sent me to a specialist. I have an infected tendon. No point of entry so that really confuses the piss out of me. Hecalled it teonvitis????? Sorry aboutthe Spelling. My Thumb has been casted and its taken me 10 min to write this,so I wont be posting til this comes off. I have to be on 875mg of augmentin 2 times a day. Any of you take these Before? OMG is all i can say. T hey are BIG imean HUGELY big. I go back to the Spec. Tom. To find out why i keep getting INfections in my joints and tendons.. I will visit your blogs,but May not comment Til i getthis off
Prayyyyyyyyyyyyy for me
LOve
Dianna

It's Big Brother Day!!

I am addicted to American Idol and when that isn't on, I settle for Big brother. This year its pretty good. I have been watching the Live Feeds for 2 days. I decided I must be really bored to sit there and watch other people be bored.

Seems fun though!

It's still hot. Kyle and I cleaned our bedroom last night. Lordy, it was hot! Today is supposed to be hot also. I fear its making me insane. I want RAIN!!! I got the birds some more bird food, I know in this heat its near impossible for them to find an easy food source. So last night kyle walks out and says, "did you feed the birds or something" I was like Why and he said there was about 50 birds in the yard! LOL....... they gotta eat too!

It's funny, I have a cardinal and whenever I turn on music, he will sit outside my window by the radio, like he listens. I can turn on the radio and there he is! I will try to get a picture of him! i know its a him cause hes purty, i know the female cardinals are kinda an ugly color.

I got all my laundry finished, i get a gold star :) Ummmmmmm I had my cocoa pebbles this morning.

Ummmmmmm i guess i should run and mop my floor before the lil rug rats get up and track through it!!

Did I mention 3 weeks til school starts. Hey heres something nifty, next week it will be 2 LMAO ;P Ill give my self 2 gold stars and wear them on my forehead like that little bear :) be like mary poppins, practically perfect in every way!

PS after reading harry potter everytime i write perfect i wanna write prefect instead.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Have a great Tuesday, stay cool ;o)

HOT

Its gettin hot in here, so take off all your clothes LOL
Its HOT
100 outside right now with a heat index of 115. I have fans goin all over air going continously. Oh to see the electric bill this month. I shall faint.

Mails here, can you imagine being a mail man on a day like today?

i get more junk mail then the law allows i think. I don't have any credit cards, but daily get stacks upon stacks of applications.

Tempting but no thanks!

3 weeks from today, school starts! its hard to believe that summer is almost over. Feels like it just started! Been doing extra days of my uncle eddies cause one of my aunts is out of town. Kyle has been taking days for me. That is soooooooo sweet of him. Because since its been so hot, i really just flat out don't like going. If he lived on the first or 2cd floor i wouldn't have a problem with it, but walking up to the 3rd floor no air with children. No fun.

My side pain is back, wonder why this time. Wind blow wrong direction, who knows. I just dread winter and the back pain. i need to lose weight. Been slowly switching from sprite to water. I usually drink alot of water anyway but lately the more i drink the more i cough. I never ever buy cans or 2 liters of soda but bought some today so i can control portions instead of going to Mcdonalds and get a large sprite. For everything sprite i drink, i make myself drink a bottle of water.

Okay i gotta run, its hot, i am tired and cranky.

Have a great evening all!

Forgot to tag

Cindy, angel and Melzie

Tagged by Lisa

From Is there anyway to laugh about this.....

top 10 turn ons
1. Believing In God
2. Honesty
3. Smile and Great teeth
4. Ability to make me laugh
5. Being able to play an instrument
6. Loves Pets
7. Wears Jeans
8. Being supportive
9. Being Prompt
10. Geekiness for some strange reason

Top 10 Turn offs
1. Not Believing in God
2. Lying or Cheating
3. Bad Breath
4. Whistling boogers or ones you can see go in and out when they breathe
5. Boisterous
6. Trying to act like they know EVERYTHING when clearly I do ;P
7. Being perverted
8. Drunkness
9. Slobbiness
10. Any Type of Body Odor

I'm such a mean mommy tee hee

Savannah and her friend Maddie were putting on a show, in the video you can see the baby dolls lined up on stage. Well, i always video tape and take pics and Juan hears the Cha Cha slide bein played and he loves the cha cha slide so he comes out to do it and LMAO didn't know he was on a stage with the naked baby dolls so he gets into the slide and LOL we tell him about the dolls!! Hes 10 so its something to show his friends LOL video of course below!! Opie is the fun police and whereever theres laughter he has to go check it out and make sure we aren't having too much fun LOL




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It's Sunday Sunday Sunday

I think I will eat Cocoa or fruity pebbles..........Do you know why......... cause Kyle got me some rice milk :) YAY

Juans starting to be more anxious with school only being 3 weeks away. I am so scared of that. Guys you (some of you rem.) have no idea, what that child went through. He had a fear of school and would not go in the building. They would have to bring a chair to my car every morning put him on it. 3 adults to hold him on the chair, while he screamed and cried and was rolled into school. I left every day crying, i would have to pick him up early. Freaking anxiety disorder. Last year, on his own he walked into school. The teachers were so ecstatic!! So was I, I was so proud, but also know having anxiety disorder, you have set backs, but even if he had his days, he showed his braveness and walked into the school.
Theres the magic, i was wanting, just for some moments to blind to see it!

My cousin is a travel agent and is planning us a trip to panama city for pretty cheap so magic number 2 is getting tackled. Sometimes magic happens for real, but I think people can make their own magic :O) Cocoa pebbles are pretty magic for me. Grampu LOLLLLLLLL I didn't tell you guys.

I was frustrated and tired cause i didn't get enough sleep.... Well my lovey savannah tries to come in the bathroom and I said,,,,,,,,,,"savannah can you at least give mommie 5 min to pee alone please" I swear to goodness around comes her wee little hand with potato head eyes between her fingers and she said "can granpu come in with you"

My goodness I laughed sooooooooooooo hard at that. Even when frustrated, my baby girl can make me smile. I of course let her and grampu in the bathroom! Shes a funny gal she is.

She ain't no hollaback girl!

Okay I gotta go, my ulcer medicine is kicking in and I can eat. Thanks for listening to my whinning last night and have a marvelous sunday! Cindy I am loving your story, but my heart truly aches for you. Very much. You can feel all your pain, just reading it. I send you huge HUGS daily.

Saturday Evening

I would say Post but then it would remind me of my fruity/Cocoa pebbles, which i still haven't had any of :(

life without pebbles makes no sense.

Kinda blah..........blah...........blah i suppose.
Went to my moms swimming all morning/afternoon. Was hot. Was nice. Was nicely hot.
Cleaned her house, went to my uncle eds, cleaned his house.

Came home.


I am still excited over my house.

I watched Elf today a funny movie. It made me cry :( i want some magic in my life. Want some magic to happen here. Like snow on Monday when its supposed to be 100, like a trip for my kids to see the ocean for the first time, A meat locker in my new house for days when its 100, i can make my own snow in there , someone to teach me to sew, Magic for my friends too all their dreams to come true and Just for one day, not even the full 24 hrs, just to feel important.

Thats all i've ever wanted, just something i have done to be right, a decision ive made to the be the right one. Just to be important.

Magic.............thats about what that will take.

I can smile knowing I am important to God......Whoelse on this earth knows how many hairs I have on my head!

Have a great Saturday!

Fridayyyyyy

Haven't been on much. My computer desk broke and we have to set the keyboard up high and now my hand and shoulder hurts and my thumb is numb. Not to mention i have a MIGRAINEEEEEEEEE UGH I hate those assholes. I was in the shower last night and got the freaking aura, had a panic attack for extra fun, my vision will be screwed up for a couple days. I HATE MIGRAINES! with a capital HATE! Been a long day today. We had bad storms last night and i was up til 3 scared to death. Then i laid down and was so shaky from the headache. Had to babysit today had about 7 children with a headache.

My house is a mess

My dog is a geek

ITS HOT!!!!!

Baby its hot outsideeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thursday...........without cocoa or fruity pebbles

Kyle used all my milk :( there are no pebs this morning. Only water :( Oh well. I survived the heat last night! the party was fun, its just the drive to the party in the heat.........Did i mention, i don't like the heat? This week i wanna stay inside its so dern hot. Sunday its supposed to be like 94 or 96 or something hot like that. Once it gets past 92 who really cares its all hot anyway.

We got some great news yesterday. We got approved for our home loan YAY :O) The lady is coming today to sign some papers and well be on our way YAY :) We can't move til November so if anyone has any painting tips, SHARE THEM PLEASE!! I dunno what colors and stuff i am gonna do!!!

Okay i gotta ton of blogs to read this morning! SO i am off to come and visit you guys!

Vannah getting down

Melody asked me to get her dancing, so here ya go melzie. She boogying!!
PS its radio version of the song!



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Story Hour with Savannah

this is for Johnny Rotten! She always tells stories about the wizard of oz LMAO




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Wednesdays with..................Cocoa pebbles

I got on here to write and damnit, i forgot what i was gonna say. Hmmmmmmmm so ill just say something else!

The Sun will come out tomorrow!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i wish it would rain again. The heat and humidity has set in the ohio valley. Its UGLY, i walk outside and just get soaked from humidity and its so hot, its even too hot to eat for me thats HOT!

Last night, I layed in bed with savannah and we told stories. I had the best time. I would tell her a story and she would tell me a story. All of her stories, had the scary woods and dorfy and the witch. She loves that movie but is scared of the witch. I was telling her all kinds of stories and i told her one of a beautiful princess named Savannah and i told her that Savannahs mommy always kissed her on her nose, on her mouth and on each of her cheeks every night and she looked at me and said "thats my favorite story of all" it was sooooooooo sweet!!!

Then Kyle came in and we told more stories and we all fell asleep in her bed. It was great! She is soooooooooooooooooooo sweet!

Every day I have been makin a list, checkin it twice (damn christmas in july)
I do whats on my list and check it off and I am getting someplace. I have been freecycling alot of stuff. If its in my way and doesn't have a home, out it goes. one thing that made me mad was the moderators were i guess sending it to their friends first or taking it themselves and not sending the email out. I would get a hey i want this immediatley without seeing the email. Then 2 hrs later after i sent out a PPU would they send out the email. Kinda torks me off because the same people were getting so much stuff. I gave alot of brand new upopened movies and stuff away. I think today if i do it Ill put on there, will not choose the first responder or something. Ill devise a plannnnn brouha ha.

We have to go to a birthday party tonight in the heat and humidity and much and bluch and .....................bluch. Bluch. Its days like this i hear those things in the trees. Katydids, or cicadas i dunno what they are but they are noisy. BUT that means summer is closing YAYYYYYYYYYY :) School starts in less than a month. My hope chest is filling with school supplies. I can visualize fall and smell the rotten pumpkins LOL. Yesterday i went in the dollar store and they had Halloween stuff up already? I meannnnnnn HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO its only July!!!

Okay i gotta run and start on some laundry and make my list and check it twice
ho ho ho

Tuesdays with......................Fruity Pebbles :)

Okay, I am in a better mood than yesterday LOL, Did i SKEEEEEEER you guys LOL? The overwhelming stuff, has been made into a list, checked twice and I have changed what I can and the stuff on the list I cannot change, theres no use in worrying about because I can't change it.

The fact that i have a fly the size of Texas in my living room, I can change LOL he scares the bejeebers out of me. He got locked in the bathroom with me and I didn't know he was there, he was behind the shower curtain. I am sitting there and hear the bzzzzzzzz and i look up and he is running into my mirror repeatedly so you hear boink bzzzzzzzz boink bzzzzzzzzz boink bzzzzzzzz i think he knocked himself out cause he sat on the sink for just a minute, then went to the window...... To the window................... To the walllll....... Damn music. But i gotta get him out of here, not only was he once a maggot, he likes to eat shit! hes gotta go. Ill make my boys get rid of him, ORRRRRRRRRRRR The Opienator LOL damn dog loves to catch flies. He shouldve been a frog!

I have a zit, at almost 33 i have a zit. Tell me why?

Savannahs still sleeping, shes fell asleep watching a continuous play of max and ruby, ruby and max, max and ruby, ruby and max. At different intervals through the night i would wake up and hear the song over n over. Tonight TV goes off.

I gotta hurry and sing another song so that one doesnt get stuck in my headdddddd!! my mind is going blank, theres don't worry be happy but thats equally annoying as max and ruby, here comes this is the song that never ends,,,,,,,,,SHit HELP , think think..........................Ahhhhhh Bing Crosby Mele Kalikimaka or however the hell you spell it.........Much better. You know i noticed at 3 my daughter gets songs stuck in her head. Yesterday it was "a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down" it was cute :) I love that movie. So does she. She is all about the musicals! Look for her one day to be famous :)

So whats the worst song you ever had stuck in your head? do tell do tell?

Mele Kalikimaka is a thing to say on a bright Hawaiian Christmas day..... Thats the island greeting that we send to you from the land where palm trees sway, here we know that christmas will be green and bright, the sun to shine by day and all the stars at night.............. I love it!! its for sure Christmas in July. Cindy sent me a CHristmas in July email ;) I have been watching Christmas movies all July, car dealerships have their blowup santas. I love Christmas in July. Anthony my oldest son, his Grammy shirley just moved here from HI well, she said they celebrate christmas in july ( i think its july) but they play christmas carols on the radio and actually celebrate christmas for the ones that wont be here at christmas :( Kinda sad in that aspect, but The OH Gosh i gotta buy more presents would kill me!

Okay Have a great day all and Mele Kaliki Maka to you all in july ;)

Hello............Stress hotline? It's me Dianna!!!

stress sucks! i have been so busy and so stressed, i feel like i don't even have time to breath. I am officially at breaking point. My boys come home from their grandmas, who gets them about once every 6 mos and they come home with attitudes and i can't stand it. My boys are getting to where we tell them they CAN NOT play the M rated games. We screen them and let me tell you, if they say M they are pretty bad. Well, they have been going to others houses playing these games and we find out about it. I am so mad, I am ready to take the freaking playstation and just sail it down the ohio freakin river.

I am not looking forward to the teenage years.

Savannah is copying their bad attitude and has become a monster.

I wanna scream, i really do. When i sit i get extremely shaky because i am so stressed.

Yesterday we went to get my uncles food at Wendys i went off at the drive thru. We were ordering my uncles food, we were cut off and interrupted 3 different times and he didn't even finish taking our order gave us our total and we pulled up to take our money where he was leaning against the counter on his ass and wouldn't lean forward to take our money. It was a freaking joke, i got so pissed off. I mean you are getting paid to lean forward, your butt touching nothing and take our freaking money.

Monday Monday Monday

Man, its monday, I don't even remember it being sunday LOL. Time has flown by! I went to the Federal building this morning and got my name changed it took a whole 7 minutes and we were done YAY :)

Been busy as heck, boys spent the weekend with their Grandma in bardstown, savannah stayed with kyles sister and then yesterday we had to do alot of running n stuff.

Boys just walked in the door, so Ill update more in a bit!!

My worst Nightmare

Ebay Addiction

It's Thursday Cocoa Pebble Day!

Wait, every day is Cocoa Pebble day!! I can't believe that it is Thursday already. I am waiting and waiting and waiting for my Marriage license to get here, so i can go down and get my SS card changed. since i am scared i figured, will do best when it is raining (anxiety wise) but damnit, its STILL Not here and i can't go down and the rain is almost over. Our Creepy mailman doesn't bring the mail til 4 in the afternoon. Who in the hell delivers mail at 4pm?

Asshole.

I want my mail!! I had some bad dreams last night. Its nice to wake up and know that they are just dreams! I am getting kyles cold. I choked on the roast beef i was eating last night, then got the cold. It must be the choking cold. He choked on a taco and got it, I choked on the beef and got it. It Stinks!

I guess I am going to do my cleaning rounds today and get them overwith. I am tired and don't wanna spend all weekend cleaning so that is on my agenda today!!

you guys have a great day!

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My New Kitty

Its Hump day!

but that doesn't mean you have to get out there and Hump LOL

Hope everyone is having a good morning! most of you probably aren't up yet. Lucky people! i was up at 6, maddie showed up a lil early and once i am up and mobile, forget going back to sleep!

Mike N linda came over yesterday and my kids ended up going over there to stay all night. Cept Savannah, who for 2 days has insisted she is a cat. She meows, asks me to feel her motor purr and walks on all fours. I have a pic of her, I should post it LOL ill do that after i make this entry. Yesterday I cut out some cardboard ears and glued them on a headband and eyelined her a nose and some whiskers. she sure is a beauty. So funny and so full of life!

Okay I gotta go i guess, I am gonna try and i do stress TRY to go back to sleep. Ill post that pic first though!

My clean Kitchen pics as promised

:)))))))))))))

26.49

Okay i called amazon and bitched them out because i ordered a replacement filter for my fridge and it was 26.49 but i had it coming out of my acct, on 3 different occasions. On the same day.............
So they send me an email saying they will drop off etc..............
Well i go one step further to call the bank cause i have other stuff coming out and blah blah blah and do you know what she said.............
FiltersFast 26.49
Hollywood Video 26.49
Target 26.49

What the hell are the chances of making those exact totals 3 times on the same damn day LMAOOOOOOOO that is soooooo freaky!!!

Welcome Rainy Tuesday

Another rainy day YAY :))))))))) No heat, no sunshine :) Okay My side hurts again, it completely disappeared and now its back, so it has to be someway related to lifting and moving heavy furniture right? Damn the luck!

Its not as bad as it was though, so thats a plus!

Last night, i was sitting in this chair for 4 hrs playing Scrabble Blast. They got me hooked on a crummy test version, then I had to buy the damn thing. It's so Addicting. Scrabble is my game anyway. Mels computer has been broken, forcing me to not play. So i had no choice. I am now addicted!

I am going to remaintain my house today. I kept it up yesterday but i am going to redust and stuff. I probably have one of the most dustless houses. I hate dust and its like a challenge for me to get it. I take my tv off the entertainment center once a week, just to get the dust. if it gets too built up my allergies go Whacko.

Okay moving....................we gotta paint. Lots lots and lots of painting. So we are picking out colors. Anthonys is red white and black for U of L juans is Blue and white for U ok K and savannahs is lilac. I am dreading moving so much that i have been giving so much stuff away so i don't have to move it LOL i wanna pack very little. We had last year (we move yearly no joke) tons and tons of VHS movies, we had about 9 boxes of VHS movies. So at first i just chose the ones that i had DVD of n then got rid of em. But now its, what the freaking hell did i buy this for, it hasn't even been opened. So i am selling ALOT of them. Our DVDs we keep in binders so there are no boxes. So away with trash n plastic.

Cept Tupperware

We had tacos for dinner last night. First time i had tacos since my celiacs diagnosis (year in october) Let me tell you, I stood in the grocery phone in hand and i called the number on every box til i found some stuff that was gluten free and I went and got my Lauras lean beef and me and my kids ate sooooooooo many tacos it was unreal. I actually ate 3 tacos which is ALOT for me. Kyle was eating tacos and got choked and a shell went up his nose like it wanted to come out his nose and he was choking and coughing and today his nose is all scratched on the inside and he keeps sneezing. Wonder if a old taco chip will fester up and come on out of there. BLUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Scared me though he was all hackin n chokin and I didn't leave the scrabble game, I just did the holler "you alright, Why in the hell aren't you answering me" Now had i had to do the hemlich or something I wouldve gotten up from the game. ;) Okay i am off to see what I can see see seeeeeeeee my ulcer meds has been in there alone for 30 min so that means i can now eat my madarine oranges. A daily must for me with my iron :))))))) I have eaten oranges every day for about 8 mos. I am addicted to them too, maybe ill eat them while scrabble blasting!!!

It's Monday Morning

Rise N shine :)))))))))))))))) I actually just got out of bed and its almost 9 YAY for me :) All that cleaning wore me out.

Oh GOOD NEWS and Cindy I hope its the same for you............ We are gonna get rain!! We haven't had rain in so long everything is the color of brown. Its the rain from Hurricane Dennis. Our weather man says it will be extremely welcome at first, but as the week goes on, we will grow increasingly tired.

You know what i say BRING IT ON!!! The sunlight give me migraines and Its hot and if it rains, i can get all my running done. So a week for me is Welcome!! I hope my marriage license comes today so i can drive downtown and get my SS cards n stuff changed. After the Oklahoma bombing, the federal buildings scare the bejeebers outta me!

Well, everything scared the bejeebers out of me, cept grampu and on certain occasions he would surely scare me. Okay i gotta go pay pal some stuffy stuff. Enjoy your Mondayyyyyyyyy :)

Anyone

care to tell my why all the gluten free foods have to be so damn salty or just taste like crap? Damn what i wouldn't give for a biscuit about now. :( I hateeeeeeeeee Celiacs disease HATE HATE HATE IT. All you people in blogger land eat some biscuits for me and describe it for me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee :))))))))))) while you are at it pancakes from cracker barrell is a must!

Almost Finished :)

I got the carpets cleaned (well kyle did) the upholstery cleaned :) YAY it looks so gooooooooooddddddddddddddddddd!! The kitchen was spotless but now its a mess again cause i cooked dinner. What was I thinking @@ I almost have laundry under control and YAYYYYYYYYYY been doing very well :)

I gotta go take a shower and go take care of my uncle eddie and clean his house tonight. It will be the first time in 2 days that i have left my house. Shooooooooo on that!

My cousin came and got savannahs baby bed and insulation is floating around everywhere. I tried getting it up Asbestos i could LOL get it ;)

Okay have a great evening all!!

Wheres Dianna??????

Oh my i have the energy from hell which can only mean 1 thing,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, MY IRON STORES ARE REBUILT!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYY :) i get them checked in october but from the way i am feeling i bet they are rebuilt because i am not short of breath and tired YAY :))))))))))
Okay someone asked what is slight agoraphobia.........agoraphobia is where you are afraid to leave your house, sometimes even a room
I can now leave my house, I just have things I can't do. I have panic attacks picking my son up from school. On hot days, i don't leave the house, I am afraid of malls or anyplace that doesn't have an exit close by. This past year I made leaps and bounds shopping. My husband used to have to do it all, christmas shopping, easter shopping etc, but now i can do most of it :) so thats what my slight is. :) OR :( either way it sucks, but it could always be worse.

Okay back to cleaning!! I have pulled the stove out, the fridge out and cleaned under cabinents and counters :) I flipped the sofa over and pulled it all out. I have reorganized closets. Kyle is getting ready to clean carpets. My kitchen i am spending a ton of time on, so you know Ill be sure to share pictures :) It looks so nice n shiny :)

Okay on the couch, we don't eat corn pops but i flip over the middle sectional part and all over the floor is corn pops? Unless these are something that has mutated to corn pop form, what the hell are they? I wasn't going to pick them up and dissect them so I sucked them all up with my trusty vaccuum cleaner and then blew on the end when i was done.

I am doing walls too YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :) Okay enough time sitting here, I just came to freecycle some more stuff then i am out on my merry way to clean more.

Go Dianna Go Dianna its your birfday~

Interview Me

Here's how it works:
1. If you want to participate, leave a comment below saying "interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions -- each person's will be different.
3. You will update your journal/blog with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview others in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
So here are Davids questions to me

1)If you had a one way ticket to anywhere in the world where would it be?
Probably Maine, its peaceful and near water and to me it just seems like the perfect place!!
2)What was the first thing you thought of when you opened your eyes in bed this morning?
Why the hell does she keep kickin me in the F'in Face (savannah crawled in bed with us and was kicking the living hell out of my face and when you wake up to that its pretty painful LOL
3)At this moment right now, if you could be doing anything besides this what would it be?
Sitting in a cold room, in the dark, watching my favorite movies
OR SHOPPING :)))))))))))))
4)If your life was a TV show (new or old) which one would it be and why?
Malcolm in the Middle. Our life is so like that its almost surreal
5)What is one of your all time favorite memories?
Of course the birth of my children but outside of those it would be Going to Florida and one day it was rainy and I Just went and sat on the beach in the drizzle and the beach was empty and i just watched the ocean. It was so peaceful. I love the ocean.

Ben Steins Last Column

To me it was worth reading

Ben Stein's Last Column...


For many years Ben Stein has written a biweekly column called "Monday
Night At Morton's." (Morton's is a famous chain of Steakhouses known to
be frequented by movie stars and famous people from around the globe.)
Now, Ben is terminating the column to move on to other things in his
life. Reading his final column is well worth a few minutes of your time.

Ben Stein's Last Column...
============================================
How Can Someone Who Lives in Insane Luxury Be a Star in Today's World?

As I begin to write this, I "slug" it, as we writers say, which means I
put a heading on top of the document to identify it. This heading is
"eonlineFINAL," and it gives me a shiver to write it. I have ! been
doing this column for so long that I cannot even recall when I started.
I loved writing this column so much for so long I came to believe it
would never end.

It worked well for a long time, but gradually, my changing as a person
and the world's change have overtaken it. On a small scale, Morton's,
while better than ever, no longer attracts as many stars as it used to.
It still brings in the rich people in droves and definitely some stars.
I saw Samuel L. Jackson there a few days ago, and we had a nice visit,
and right before that, I saw and had a splendid talk with Warren Beatty
in an elevator, in which we agreed that Splendor in the Grass was a
super movie. But Morton's is not the star galaxy it once was, though it
probably will be again.


Beyond that, a bigger change has happened. I no longer think Hollywood
stars are terribly important. They are uniformly pleasant, friendly
people, and they treat me better than I deserve to be treated. But a man
or ! woman who makes a huge wage for memorizing lines and reciting them
in front of a camera is no longer my idea of a shining star we should
all look up to.

How can a man or woman who makes an eight-figure wage and lives in
insane luxury really be a star in today's world, if by a "star" we mean
someone bright and powerful and attractive as a role model? Real stars
are not riding around in the backs of limousines or in Porsches or
getting trained in yoga or Pilates and eating only raw fruit while they
have Vietnamese girls do their nails.

They can be interesting, nice people, but they are not heroes to me any
longer. A real star is the soldier of the 4th Infantry Division who
poked his head into a hole on a farm near Tikrit, Iraq. He could have
been met by a bomb or a hail of AK-47 bullets. Instead, he faced an
abject Saddam Hussein and the gratitude of all of the decent people of
the world.

A real star is the U.S. soldier who was sent to disarm a bomb next to a
road north of Baghdad. He approached it, and the bomb went off and!
killed him.

A real star, the kind who haunts my memory night and day, is the U.S.
soldier in Baghdad who saw a little girl playing with a piece of
unexploded ordnance on a street near where he was guarding a station. He
pushed her aside and threw himself on it just as it exploded. He left a
family desolate in California and a little girl alive in Baghdad.

The stars who deserve media attention are not the ones who have lavish
weddings on TV but the ones who patrol the streets of Mosul even after
two of their buddies were murdered and their bodies battered and
stripped for the sin of trying to protect Iraqis from terrorists.

We put couples with incomes of $100 million a year on the covers of our
magazines. The noncoms and officers who barely scrape by on military pay
but stand on guard in Afghanistan and Iraq and on ships and in
submarines and near the Arctic Circle are anonymous as they live and
die.

I am no longer comfortable being a part of the! system that has such
poor values, and I do not want to perpetuate tho se values by pretending
that who is eating at Morton's is a big subject.

There are plenty of other stars in the American firmament...the
policemen and women who go off on patrol in South Central and have no
idea if they will return alive; the orderlies and paramedics who bring
in people who have been in terrible accidents and prepare them for
surgery; the teachers and nurses who throw their whole spirits into
caring for autistic children; the kind men and women who work in
hospices and in cancer wards.

Think of each and every fireman who was running up the stairs at the
World Trade Center as the towers began to collapse. Now you have my idea
of a real hero.

I came to realize that life lived to help others is the only one that
matters. This is my highest and best use as a human. I can put it
another way. Years ago, I realized I could never be as great an actor as
Olivier or as good a comic as Steve Martin...or Martin Mull or Fred
Willard--or as good an ec! onomist as Samuelson or Friedman or as good a
writer as Fitzgerald. Or even remotely close to any of them.

But I could be a devoted father to my son, husband to my wife and, above
all, a good son to the parents who had done so much for me. This came to
be my main task in life. I did it moderately well with my son, pretty
well with my wife and well indeed with my parents (with my sister's
help). I cared for and paid attention to them in their declining years.
I stayed with my father as he got sick, went into extremis and then into
a coma and then entered immortality with my sister and me reading him
the Psalms.

This was the only point at which my life touched the lives of the
soldiers in Iraq or the firefighters in New York I came to realize that
life lived to help others is the only one that matters and that it is my
duty, in return for the lavish life God has devolved upon me, to help
others He has placed in my path. This is my highest and best use as a
human! .

Thursday Afternoon

Today has been so hectic, its so irritating. The poor people in London. I have been a news Junkie all day long. :(

You know I have had problems all my life about people taking things that i say and using them to hurt me and ever since that mean comment i physically can not write here anymore. It was my one safe place to vent and now that someone used my feelings against me, I just can't do it at all. I have made a private blog to talk about all my feelings, So i guess I just don't have anything to share or to write, so my time here is probably gonna be short lived or eventually faded out and I will go back to being private where i am safe. I will update once in awhile but not anything personal at all. So thats about it for now.

Thursday=Headache day

I don't even feel like writing. I have a terrible headache. Stressed to my witts end and just wanna hibernate for the fucking summer.
Thatsssssssss alllllll folkkkkkkkkkkkkks
Hope everyone has a great day

Wednesday Hump Day Already

I can't believe that it is Wednesday! Where on earth have the days gone? It's already almost time for school to start again! That gets a YAY from me though!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :)))))))))))))))

I have had a headache for the past 2 days, I don't feel it this morning so maybe its gone! I am hoping so.

Juan mowed the grass last night for the first time ever :) He did such a great job that we may let him mow the back. Before he gets to the point where we have to make him mow LOL now he Wants to mow!!!

Not much been happening since the wed day. Weve just been cleaning up and my headache has been making me insane. Alex went home. Bailey is coming to stay the night.

Thats about it!!!

Have a great hump day all!

sunday sunday

no one made any comments about my top line, so i guess no enquiring minds wanna know LOL........... be sure to read that first line :)

Friday I'm In LOVE

The Cure

I don’t care if monday’s blue
I don’t care if monday’s blue
Tuesday’s grey and wednesday too
Tuesday’s grey and wednesday too
Thursday I don’t care about you
Thursday I don’t care about you
It’s friday I’m in love
It’s friday I’m in love

Monday you can fall apart
Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday wednesday break my heart
Tuesday wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn’t even start
Thursday doesn’t even start
It’s friday I’m in love
It’s friday I’m in love

Saturday wait
Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...
But friday never hesitate...

I don’t care if monday’s black
I don’t care if monday’s black
Tuesday wednesday heart attack
Tuesday wednesday heart attack
Thursday never looking back
Thursday never looking back
It’s friday I’m in love
It’s friday I’m in love

Monday you can hold your head
Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday wednesday stay in bed
Tuesday wednesday stay in bed
Or thursday watch the walls instead
Or thursday watch the walls instead
It’s friday I’m in love
It’s friday I’m in love

Saturday wait
Saturday wait
And sunday always comes too late
And sunday always comes too late
But friday never hesitate...
But friday never hesitate...

Dressed up to the eyes
Dressed up to the eyes
It’s a wonderful surprise
It’s a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out your frown
Throwing out your frown
And just smiling at the sound
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Spinning round and round
Always take a big bite
Always take a big bite
It’s such a gorgeous sight
It’s such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
To see you in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
Enough of this stuff
It’s friday
It’s friday
I’m in love
I’m in love


Have a great weekend everyone!!!!
Love
Dianna

Thursday Song

That gets a SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cause i could not find one. There was a gangsta rap one with so many curse words your eyes would burn, so I can't find a wholesome Thursday song sooooooooooo Let there be BARNEY

There are 7 days, there are 7 days , there are 7 days in a week
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday Friday< Saturday!
There are 7 days there are 7 days there are 7 days............

you get the damn point, Thursdays in there LMAO Nothing going on. Being Tired, Kyle woke me up saying good bye and I couldn't fall back to sleep. Its so hot n humid here that you can't see out my windows because they are all steamed up. Shoooooooooooooo on that. As for moving. Let the packing begin, their basement is poured and the rest of the house has begun. So it wont be long now YAY :) Moving :) YAY :) YAY :) the only part i worry about is this house is wayyyyyyyyyy out in the country like almost to bullit county and the boys need to finishe up school here in Louisville . M

Man opie just got out of bed and is all limping again, w hat the freaking hell is going on with that?????????????

Wednesday

Ack just as soon as my stomach gets to feeling better it gets out of whack again. I called my dr and he said if its not 100% improved by friday I have to take the medicine. :( I went to chiro this morning and Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh man getting adjusted feels good. I was tense and tired and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo nice :) YAY Okay wednesday song I know I know LOL
Its below

Waiting for Wednesday
Lisa Loeb

Waiting for wednesday, my stomach doesn’t hurt enough
Pain always is the sign.
Waiting for wednesday, no proof of mine exists,
So I don’t have to take it back.
Don’t want to show you good-bye,
Show you good-bye.
Show you good-bye.
Show you good-bye.
But you’re waiting for wednesday.
Waiting for wednesday.
Waiting for wednesday, I pray you’ll put me on the spot.
I do believe you, that you’ll love me that you’ll leave me.
Don’t want to show you good-bye,
Show you good-bye.
What will I do when you come near to me?
You’ll put me on the spot.
You’ve been doing this a long, long time,
Not that you’re better than me,
But that you do it a lot.
Now I’m waiting for wednesday,
Waiting for wednesday,
Waiting for wednesday,
I’m waiting for wednesday.
I’m gonna show you good-bye,
Show you good-bye,
Show you good-bye,
Show you good-bye.
Now I’m waiting for wednesday,
You’re back from out of town,
The west is dry, your mind is clear,
And I don’t want to be here,
I don’t want to be here,
I don’t want to be here,
To show you good-bye.
And I’m waiting for wednesday,
Waiting for wednesday,
I’m waiting for wednesday, to show you good-bye.
I don’t want to be here, to show you good-bye.
Waiting for wednesday.
I don’t want to be here.
Waiting for wednesday, to show you good-bye,
To show you good-bye!

This Shit is Bananas

B*A*N*A*N*A*S Betcha thought I forgot it didn't ya ;) Well............ I went to the Gym tonight Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I was weak but dammit or damnit or Damn it, I worked out and did good :) For 1 whole hour. YAY Me! That shit is bananas! Speaking of bananas I am back to eating them.........

Just not the black uns!

Me N Mel couldn't get our scrabble on today LOL The site kept kicking her off. We tried. I wonder if they make a med for that?

Now try Tilex to get your scrabble on Tee Hee Mel get some Tilex so we can get our scrabble on!

Ummmmmmmm Nothing else much to write cept to reiterate, This shit is BANANAS B*A*N*A*N*A*S LoL i seriously don't even like that song but its like Don't worry be happy it gets stuck in my head,,,,,,, it is the song that never ends, yes it goes on and on my friends, some people started singing it not knowing what it was and theyll continue singing it forever just because............. well you get the idea. Okay I gotta run I am all hot from the Gym and i need to shower. I dont sweat much Damn the bad luck, I envy people who have lots of sweat. I could run in 100 degree heat and just get a lil dribble and kill over. Thats why heat makes me sick!

Night allllllllllllllllllllll ;)

It's Tuesday

I dunno whether to YAY or BOO! I am that tired LOL. I slept GOOOOOOOD last night. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Everyone is recouperated here. Ummmmmmmmm Thats about it. Oh whats that you say, what about the tuesday song............. its below ;)

OF COURSEEEEEEEEE
It's Ruby Tuesday

She would never say where she came from
Yesterday don’t matter if it’s gone
While the sun is bright
Or in the darkest night
No one knows
She comes and goes

Goodbye, ruby tuesday
Who could hang a name on you?
When you change with every new day
Still I’m gonna miss you...

Don’t question why she needs to be so free
She’ll tell you it’s the only way to be
She just can’t be chained
To a life where nothing’s gained
And nothing’s lost
At such a cost

There’s no time to lose, I heard her say
Catch your dreams before they slip away
Dying all the time
Lose your dreams
And you will lose your mind.
Ain’t life unkind?

Goodbye, ruby tuesday
Who could hang a name on you?
When you change with every new day
Still I’m gonna miss you...

Had to share

Go vote vote vote!!!!!!!!!! My friend just emailed me and let me know Savannah photo got photo of the week on AOL its currently in 3rd place I am so happy I could almost cry. So if you have a minute please vote for her every day. Its photo 3 of her eating corn! Thanks so much
Love
dianna
AOL Photo of the week!

Mondays song......... of course

Artist: The Bangles Lyrics
Song: Manic Monday Lyrics

Six o'clock already
I was just in the middle of a dream
I was kissin' Valentino
By a crystal blue Italian stream
But I can't be late
'Cause then I guess I just won't get paid
These are the days
When you wish your bed was already made

It's just another manic Monday
I wish it was Sunday
'Cause that's my funday
My I don't have to runday
It's just another manic Monday

Have to catch an early train
Got to be to work by nine
And if I had an air-o-plane
I still couldn't make it on time
'Cause it takes me so long
Just to figure out what I'm gonna wear
Blame it on the train
But the boss is already there

All of the nights
Why did my lover have to pick last night
To get down
Doesn't it matter
That I have to feed the both of us
Employment's down
He tells me in his bedroom voice
C'mon honey, let's go make some noise
Time it goes so fast
When you're having fum



Not really up for writing today, Have a great day all :))))))))))

Sunday Sunday Sunday

I am over yesterdays Idiot. Sad part is I think its someone who says they are my friend. Oh well. Truth always comes out. If you feel that way about me, don't come read my blog, don't talk to me and delete any emails. Don't come make cowardly remarks on here.

On to better things...........This week, I am gonna have a song for every day of the week. Exciting i know :)))))))) the song will be at the end of the post.

Im Tired as hell. But feeling all better :) My fever was on n off all day yesterday but finally broke in the middle of the night :) I was glad. I feel weak still but not as bad. YAY :)

Ummmmmmmmmmmm I gotta clean today. Gotta clean my moms and my aunts and its going to be hot, so pray that i don't melt. Its hotter today n yesterday than it was all summer last year. We were lucky!

Well, my girlie girl is wanting a popsicle so i am gonna go get her one. We are all addicted since the stomach stuffs. Todays song of the day is.........

Barbara Streisand
-Put On Your Sunday Clothes
Cornelius:
Out there
There's a world outside of yonkers
Way out there beyond this hick town, barnaby
There's a slick town, barnaby
Out there
Full of shine and full of sparkle
Close your eyes and see it glisten, barnaby
Listen, barnaby...
Put on your sunday clothes,
There's lots of world out there
Get out the brillantine and dime cigars
We're gonna find adventure in the evening air
Girls in white in a perfumed night
Where the lights are bright as the stars!
Put on your sunday clothes, we're gonna ride through town
In one of those new horsedrawn open cars

Cornelius & barnaby:
We'll see the shows at delmonicos
And we'll close the town in a whirl
And we won't come until we've kissed a girl!

Dolly:
Put on your sunday clothes when you feel down and out
Strut down the street and have your picture took
Dressed like a dream your spirits seem to turn about
That sunday shine is a certain sign
That you feel as fine as you look!

Dolly & ambrose:
Beneath your parasol, the world is all a smile
That makes you feel brand new down to your toes

Dolly, ambrose, cornelius, & barnaby:
Get out your feathers, your patent leathers
Your beads and buckles and bows
For there's no blue monday in your sunday...
No monday in your sunday...
No monday in your sunday clothes!

Townspeople, all:
Put on your sunday clothes when you feel down and out
Strut down the street and have your picture took

Dolly,townspeople, all:
Dressed like a dream your spirits seem to turn about
That sunday shine is a certain sign
That you feel as fine as you look!
Women:
Beneath your parasol, the world is all a smile
All:
That makes you feel brand new down to your toes
Get out your feathers
Your patent leathers
Your beads and buckles and bows
For there's no blue monday in your sunday clothes!





[dance interlude]

Children:
Put on your sunday clothes when you feel down and out
Strut down the street and have your picture took

Women:
Dressed like a dream your spirits seem to turn about

Townspeople, all:
That sunday shine is a certain sign
That you feel as fine as you look!
Beneath your bowler brim the world's a simple song
A lovely lilt that makes you tilt your nose
Get out your slickers, your flannel knickers
Your red suspenders and hose
For there's no blue monday in your sunday clothes!

Dolly:
Ermengarde, keep smiling. no man wants a little ninny!
Ambrose do a turn, let me see!
Mr.hackl, mr.tucker don't forget irene and minnie,
Just forget you ever heard a word from me!
All aboard!

Townspeople:
All aboard!

Dolly:
All aboard!

Townspeople:
All aboard!

Dolly:
Aboaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard!

All:
All aboard! all aboard! all aboard! all aboard!

Put on your sunday clothes there's lots of world out there
Put on your silk cravat and patent shoes
We're gonna find adventure in the evening air

Dolly:
To town we'll trot to a smokey spot
Where the girls are hot as a fuse!

All:
Wow

All:
Put on your silk high hat and at the turned up cuff
We'll wear a hand made gray suede buttoned glove

Dolly:
We wanna take new york by storm!

All:
We'll join the astors
At tony pastor's
And this i'm positive of
That we won't come home
No we won't come home
No we won't come home until we fall in love!

Saturday

Ugh, still sicker than a dog. Me n Mel was playin scrabble last night and about midway into it i started feeling funny and UGH took my temperature. It was going up up up and i couldn't get warm, i was shivering and shaking, my ears were ringing. Man then my eyes started burning i mean super burning it scared me. My fever was about 102. Man it was awful. The shaking was freaky, i couldn't get warm. Finally at 1 am kyle went to find me the gluten free tylenol, i never take meds. Boy Oh Boy I sure downed that one. My fever broke about 3 am and i finally fell to sleep. I had to get up and go to the bathroom every few minutes. It was awful. I hate being sick. I hate it. I have to take medicine for ulcers and my stomach has no acid because of the medicine. So stomach stuff i get harder than most because most people have the acid to kill it. Today fever is still down, but my stomach is still bothering me alot. I took a long bath and i am so freaking achey its pathetic. My head hurts :( I ate some rice with some tomato sauce on it. I ate a lil of a banana and i have been eating those popsicles in the plastic all day long. I have the Brady Bunch Season 1 in and me n savannah are relaxing. Kyle has to do wedding stuff all day @@, we got in a huge arguement this morning because i asked him to get me a popsicle and he sighed heavily. I forgot we have to compete on whos the sickest. I get tired of it. I just pray to God, I feel better today. Okay I gotta run gonna lay back down. Send prayers my way.

Watchout Kelly Clarkson

Savannah loves singing and dancing and this is her latest lil dance LOL she kinda looks like Madonna the way she throws that dress up!!! Heres the video, shes a hoot



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My Photo Friday is Grampu

Okay, now isn't this funny? A talking hand, dressed like a clown LOL this is Grampu, My daughter is mad cause i found a picture of him. Ugh I can see her therapy bills when shes older over Grampu! Boys had another sleepover last night, so i gotta go get them soon. Savannah went to bed fairly early. I watched disc 3 of scrubs. That show, makes me laugh so freaking hard and Zach Braf I love him, I really really love him! I do I do i Doooooooooooo :) Maybe i should draw him on my bathroom wall, although it would probably end up looking like grampu! Its going to be 94 today and tomorrow, Have i ever told you how much i don't like heat? Let me tell ya, I don't like heat. I loathe it and if you rearrage heat you get hate............ Brou ha ha. Me n mel got to play scrabble yesterday and Might i add she whooped my butt in the first 3 plays! she had a bingo and then proceeded to get the Q, the X, The J, and the Z sooooooooooo i didn't have a snowballs chance in hell. Nope nope nope. Well i am off to put my contacts in cause everythings looking blurry. Have a wonderful Friday all and a wonderful weekend
Its a wonderful life :)

It's hot, hot and more hot

Its like all 90s. we keep having 90s. If this is a prelude to this summer, Im goin to Alaska. All my cheap Cycle free cycle stuff is gone. I may spend the weekend cleaning stuff out to find more stuff to get out of my hair. I HATEEEE STUFF!!! We have no room for anything at all. Just stuff everywhere. My stomach kinda hurts and i get scared that i might be getting what savannah had. Im skeeeered of it. Shes still mad at me. i dunno if i wrote this here or in my groups but there is a character on OObi named Grampu, and I laugh my freaking ass off whenever thinking about Grampu, the name the idea of hands with eyes the whole entire idea makes me just have tears from laughing so much. Grampu? Well savannah loves this show but me and Kyle laugh at Grampu and make fun of Grampu. We have tub crayons so i drew a HUGEEEE Grampu on the shower wall. Savannah got soo mad and now she wont go in our bathroom. its so disturbing to see a big hand with eyes lookin at ya but anyway grampu @@ Comeeeeeee onnnnnnnnn lol. Okay got my mind of being hot. Kyle is like late. He usually gets home at 530 and hes not home yet. Hmmm he must be at Grampus! i have been having anxiety all day off n on, I dunno why. maybe its the after stuff that comes from the whole hospital scenario. well my mom is Iming me and shes talking swimmin in a crap free pool and I am all for the crap free pools! have a great evening!

Free Cycle Cheap Cycle=Headache

Okay Cheap Cycle is an okay deal other than people always trying to talk you into a lower price. Its hard for me to say no but i have been. Free Cycle is a PAIN IN THE ASS with a Capital ASS! These are Yahoo groups. you send out an email of something you wanna get rid of, all these people email you back and then you decide who gets the item. I have been taking first people but man i say i want this crap outta my hair immediatley and they get mad cause i dont wanna wait til next week. Its a super mega pain. Then they get all mad ugh ugh ugh. Savannahs Diarrhea is all gone, lets hope it stays that way. I decided against the medicine for now. I couldn't sleep last night at all. Anxiety attack, Anxiety attack, Anxiety attack. You know why, cause i said the other day for 2 mos straight i have been sleepin like a log, ever since i said how well i had been sleeping and was glad etc I havent been able to sleep. Really pisses me off. Well, nothing else going on here. At all. Maybe ill write later if i can get these people to come get this crap outta my floor! ACCKKK

Touching story

This story is so weird, but so neat and it makes you wonder. Its about a girl I think she was in africa and was being beaten and raiped. Lions chased away the men and guarded the girl for half a day, when the police got there, the lions ran back into the woods. Heres the story it was on CNN. So touching
Lions Free Kidnapped Girl

My Sleepin Beauty

This is how my baby girl fell asleep last night :) Shes so beautiful!!! She still has diarrhea. I am really upset about it and wish it would just go away. Go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :( Pray and Pray she gets better soon. The Doctor called and checked on her this morning again. Said he will call her in some antibiotics if i want. I read the side effects of the one he wants to come in. WOW is all i can say about that. WOW. Can eat your skin off, Ugh i just don't know what to do. I don' trust myself with any decisions i make because..........Every decision I make is a bad one. The swimming pool incident just further makes me see that my decisions are bad. You guys don't know how upset i am by this. I just wish things for once would be easy for me. I know in reality, it wasn't a bad decision, But when you have to rely on others and trust others it never works. Why couldn't a parent whos child who had diarrhea stay home? Why do they bring their kids out sick? Its been 6 days since savannah has been sick and we haven't been out in public once. Kyle and I stay home with her. With a ritual of bleach in the toilet and alcoholing the seat, sanitizing our hands to the point of cracking. We are responsible, many others are not. So depending on them to be responsible for me isn't going to work. UGH well I have nothing really to say. Pray for Savannah. Thanks all. Ill update either later or tomorrow.

a savannah update

she is still having bloody diarrhea. I called the Dr this morning. He called me back and said nothing has grown yet. Well..........this afternoon, the hospital called and said the stool grew Shigella? It has to be treated with Cipro the dr said. I think I wrote one day last week or the week before about us starting the Y and they closed the pool because the pump caught fire and there was no chlorine. Well before they closed it we were swimming in it that same day and since then it still looks cloudy and they seem to be having problems with it. I am sad. We don't do anything all summer long and it seems every decision I make something bad happens with it. I tried to do something fun for the family, i thought swimming for us would all be good. Now i can't take savannah in there anymore. Since giving up the binky her hands are always in her mouth. :( So no more for her. Guess well have to swim at my moms :(((((((( I feel such guilt because its my fault, I took her swimming :( I thought i was doing something fun :( Shes eating like a horse but pooping blood. Its scary :( What i thought was mucous dr said was white blood cells :( she already has anemia so it will probably get worse. Anyway I am just sad so it looks like my summer will be spent sitting in front of the computer instead of doing fun stuff so she doesnt get sick. Shell be contagious for up to 2 weeks :( UGH Keep her in your prayers

It's Tuesday

Someone needs to invent a song about Tuesdays if there isn't one already. Something is coming to mind like Good bye Ruby tuesday but that could just be cause Im weird LOL but i think its a song. I didn't sit down for more than an hour yesterday. I kept on top of my house all stinking day, Laundry is all done and now i am makin my way back to you babeeeeeeeee LOL really makin my way to blankets. Kitchen is still clean n sparkly. I might take a pic later so you can see it bein all shiny n stuff. I worked out at the Y last night. We didn't both go because even though savannah is better, I don't know how long she would be contagious for, so kyle stayed home with her and i worked out. I think its a bad idea working at night because i cant fall asleep. I stayed up watching disc 2 of scrubs. Man that show cracks me up so freaking much, i just laid there and laughed while Kyle snored. I kept sticking vienna sausages in his belly button and tryed to coax the dog to come get them LOL. I am meannnnnnnnnn some times, well maybe not mean just bored. The boys stayed all night across the street. Theres a set of triplets, Nicky, david and their sister tisha and then a big sister, well juan likes tisha and anthony likes the big sister, so i am nervous about letting them stay over there. But they said their mom stays up with them all. I hope so. But they did take their x box so hopefully the boys were all in there playin video games. I hate the girl stage coming up. I mean anthony will be 14 in a month or so. Thats like when they start goin buckoo for girls. I am dreading it. With a capital Dread. Girls already call Juan like crazy. He has his bangs bleached and over the winter i let it grow out and the honeys as he calls them quit calling. but as soon as spring came and I did the bangs, the honeys call off the hook. Sigh. Well i guess id better go, savannah is asleep, i think ill take the opportunity and go back to sleep myself. Im tarred. Have a great Ruby Tuesday everyone!

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I got to go to Target I got to go to Target

I walked past the method aisle and sniffed. For those of you who haven't tried Method cleaner Ohhhhhhhh My goodness, you need too. Its like Bath N body works for your home. They have bathroom cleaner that smells like cucumber melon, pink grapefruit for the kitchen, mint glass cleaner and the lavendar floor cleaner. It makes your floor so soft when you walk on it. Its pretty in the containers too. I think i have a linkkkk you HAVE to check it out. Its sold exclusively at Target and Linens n things. You can sometimes find their discontinued scents at big lots. The best part is, is its enviromentally safe and you don't need gloves to use it, and i have asthma and it doesn't make me sick. its awesome!
Heres the link to check it out
Method Cleaner Home
Savannah is feeling better! At Target we for the first time ever saw Annie on DVD for the first time, so we got it for her. She has been singing Tomorrow Tomorrow LOL for 3 she sings it purty good, Shes worn out the vhs tape so that was a blessing! I am off to finish the house and finish laundry have a wonderful day all!

must be talkative today

this is my 3rd post LOL today! Well i was griping about being broke and you know what............. i called my aunt and my uncle said her face lit up when she saw me calling, she had wanted me to clean but knew since savannah was at the hospital all day yesterday, she didn't want to ask. So kyle went to the gym and when he came home, i went over there and spent the day cleaning and made MONEY YAY!!! i still can't go on a shoppin spree at Target yet but i have moneyyyyyyyyyyy YAY!! Things always work out! Thank God for that! I then went to my uncles to take care of him and cleaned there then came home. Kyle went to visit his dad and I am here babying savannah. Shes screamed for quite awhile. She is achey and gassy think. Shes eating and eating so thats a good sign! Okay I gotta run i just had to give a lil update before i crash off to bed, i am beatttttt! Praying and hoping no one else gets the rotavirusssssss.

Sunday Afternoon

well my girl is all healed up! she is eating and drinking and bouncing off the walls! I couldn't be happier to have her back! I know i say alot i wish it were quiet or things are hectic, but I wouldnt have it any other way. She was so sick yesterday, id of give anything to have her back to herself! I got to go back to sleep til 9 I woke up and made kyle and savannah breakfast in bed. Kyle got an omelette and toast and savannah got dry toast LOL. Then i did all the dishes, finishing the laundry, mopped the floor and have been sporadically working on the living room. My mothers day was soooo terribly bad, i wanted to make sure he had a nice one. I got him a nice dad picture frame for his office with a good pics of all the kids in it. I got him the 1st season of scrubs on DVD and thats about it. I am fully taking care of the kids and the house. Hes at the gym working out. Just doing anything he wants to do today. I am showing him how appreciation works, so next year maybe ill get the same treatment. You know there was once a time where i could bounce around my house getting the whole thing cleaned in one day. Now i can't. I get tired. I dunno if its because I am fat, all the back problems. Anxiety, I Just don't know. But it upsets me that i can't get it all done. I do it in pieces and then its never fully done. I can do others houses, but not my own. I guess because my idea of clean is lifting up tvs dusting underneat, throwing anything in my way away. I rarely have dust anywhere in my house because i hate it. if it builds up i get sick when i do decide to dust it. the kitchen is looking great sans the laundry on the floor. I am trying and trying to keep right on top of that. I want it done. Its mid month and I am broke. All my money is going towards groceries with the boys home this summer. I need fabric softener but i have to wait. So my clothes are all scratchy. Bummer. I miss Target. I drive by and wave. One day Ill get to go in with money LOL. I dont even wanna go in broke. That would suck. Well i guess my break is over. I am gonna go back back to clean again. whoa whoa i gotta goo back to cleannnnnnnnnnnnnnn AGAIN!!! U know I need grease on dvd that is my favorite movie and i listen to the music over n over. I have it on vhs that may be a have to watch this week. Esp with 94 degree temps coming. Hang on to your hats Cindy and Mel its gonna be a hot one!

Happy Fathers Day to All and To All

A good night zzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz LOL i truly wish i could do that. Okay, I am tired, Maddie just got here. Its like 6 am. So I am gonna break down my evening
Diarrhea, Diarrhea, Diarrhea for Savannah, so much she started having bloody Diarrhea. Scared me to death. We call Dr. back and he said we need to take her to hospital.
We get to hospital, crazy in there, CRAZY. Oh the things parents let their kids do. My mom kept the boys that was a blessing.
Okay they aren't really believing that i saw blood. I was like said it was just probably something she ate. @@ I was like, Lady......... I Have 3 children, i have been doing this for 14 years, I know blood when i see it. Im not a Dr. BUTTTTTT.. I stayed at a Holiday Inn Express last night LOL okay lack of sleep make me tired. Okay buttttt then they get me this sterile cup and say we need a clean sample. Okay wheres the oxymoron in that a clean sample of crap @@ eye roll again. So we get the sample and they give us a nice bag to carry it in til someone wants it. Theyll ask when appropriate they say. Resident comes back and takes a look at her and the poo and said Is it all like this???????? I was like Yea, she was like its pure water. Well DUH and she then tested it for blood and it was positive. She said Ohhhhhhhhh its positive, good job mom @@. DUH shes 3 its not hard to spot. So....... on the tv in the room it goes like this... Fairly odd parents..Fairly ood parents......Fairly odd parents..........bathroom break for savannah.......Fairly odd parents............fairly odd parents............xrays...........more fairly odd parents..............take blood, try to give her IV, veins blow.......more fairly odd parents.....At this point i was really wanting some spongs bob. savannah decides she is hungry. I want fries, i want fries, i want fritos, I want fries. She screams for these items all during the next fairly odd parents. Okay.....they are closing the room we are in time to move to a room so small we couldn't even fit the wagon in there. Nice break on the TV Jimmy neutron is now on. More screaming for fries,,,,,,,,,,,,,,More screaming for fries. Dr. comes in says she is dehydrated..We have to pay 20 % of this visit keep in mind. Well no shit shes dehydrated, we knew that. Say to give her all this stuff, pedialyte, which she wont touch and then he says Milk. Okay i have always heart giving milk is a big NO NO NO and he assures me she hasn't vomited for about 11 hrs shell be fineeeeeeeeee. So i am like nooooooooooo i have never heard of that. So after 5 hrs and a discharge paper that says give her milk we are sent home. They said they are growin the poop, sounds like a fun job. What do you do maam, I grow poop . Shoooooooooo on that. Okay we pick up the boys. Go to Kroger to get Dora soup........ Have a few more requests for french fries. Stop and get us dinner,,,,,, then get home. I say well i am not gonna give her milk but ill try a lil rice milk maybe this is a new thing and they are right. Okay drink drink of rice milk..............Up comes the vomit all over the place. Stupid dr. They kept bringing her these pedialyte pops and all me n kyle could think about is those are probably 20 bucks a piece and we are throwing them in the trash cause she wont touch em. They see them in the trash and tell us how nasty they taste, but keep bringing them. Wheres the sense in that. So about 2 am we get to sleep. If thats what ya wanna call it. S avannah was in bed with us cause we are paranoid and have to make sure shes breathing and all that. I have been kicked in the head about 20 times and kyle in the stomach. So its been a long night and we are very tired. I am gonna try to put her in her bed so i can get some sleep. She kept down a lil decaf tea this morning. So pray its gone. Have a wonderful Fathers Day all and a wonderful Sunday, I am goin to bed!

Saturday Smaturday

Man, today sucks. There is no other way to put it. Poor Savannah. Kyles mom called us last night she was vomiting and running a fever of 102. Then at 3 came the phone call with the diarrhea, thennnnnnnnnnnn in the morning more diarrhea and more diarrhea and more diarrhea. We go pick her up and shes still having fever, we take her to the dr. She thows up down my whole back. Then more diarrhea. She screams in pain and then we have to run her to the potty, she is now having diarrhea mixed with blood. I am scared and sad. Shes never had diarrhea before ever. And with the blood Im scared. The dr said it was a rotavirus and we have a call into him again with the blood. :((((((((((( I am just sad. She gets so sick and to see her laying there, i have been near tears all day. When i get nervous i clean so i have been disinfecting the hell out of the bathroom and scrubbin and scrubbin it. Make sure my boys don't get it. I don't want it but i am sure ill get it. I just wish it would leave savannah :( We went and worked out last night for along time i had a really long work out. I am getting ready to go take care of my uncle and clean over there and hurry back to be with my baby. Please oh please keep her in your prayers :(

My Photo Friday!!

YAY a photo for Friday!

This is on my porch, a lil bee visiting me can't ya see that its meant to be! LOL
Okay, yes i am in a tired, goofy mood. Got up this morning and Savannah left to go to the zoo. I had Maddie so it wasn't a free day for me. I went to my moms and cleaned earlyyyy YAY and she bought me some shorts YAY and we swam all afternoon! YAY and now i am hope, getting ready to eat and go workout at the Y. You know what. Everytime I lose weight, the first place it goes is my boobs! Why not my butt? why always the boobs? Well i guess as long as its going i should be happy. But not the ta tas.............NO!! Um Well i dunno what else to write. Been having alot of hard times with anxiety the past few days. I hate it. I don't know what causes it. But it wears me out. Too bad you can't turn your brain off sometimes. Mine is always on overload. Okay Have a great weekend and to all the dads out there happy Fathers day and to all the moms Happy Fathers Day to you too, I know most of you do both jobs by yourself. Being a mom and a dad isn't easy. God bless you all and have a happy weekend!!

Test posting my daughter

I hope this workkkkkkkkks keeping fingers crossed. If it does this is my lovey dovey



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Real quick

i know i said i had to go LOL NO I AM NOT SINGING THAT DAMN SONG AGAIN! but i made a trivia tournament for all the bloggers who stop by, so drop in and play once a day!! You just register really quick and then play! Melzie hooked me to it! Link is below, Ill try n post it every day so u guys can play!
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Sniff Sniff SNOOSH its Thursday

My dog has lost it, hes going to every door and sniff, sniff is what i hear and then i look and hear SNOOOOOOOOSH as hes trying to open each door with his nose, he finally found the boys room was open so his SNOOSH wasn't too long. I was like what the hell is that do doin. Ohhhhhhhh i have something to tell you guysssssssss "BIG BANANAS B*A*N*A*N*A*S,,,,,,,,,,,, LOL I Downloaded music on my other puter and decided to download that song Ohhhhhh it was a wirty dord in it. It says the word for poop but its not the word poop its the word that rhymes with Tit LOL :X now the song is stuck in my H*E*A*D with the wirty Dord. Sigh, better than the bladder control commercial i do suppose! Sigh,i am tired still. I just got out of bed and i am still tired. I had wicked weird dreams that involved captain hook that gets a SHOOOOOOO thank God they weren't sex dreams or that could've been gross! My side still hurts, its beginning to be an only morning thing, so i guess i can assume that cancer wouldn't only hurt in the morning? I can't wait til my ultrasound. Although i will say when you are going to an ultrasound and Not pregnant they don't let you see anything, its like top secret bidness! I got me some Bo Bice last night! Get ya mind outta the gutter LOL not that kind of bo, I got some of his songs. He can sing thats for sure. I miss American idol. Its almost time for big brother, and while i am a fan, it was more fun when we got to vote and sigh, i just don't know if i am looking fwd to it. We shall see. I guess i better go eat me some bfast!!!!!!!!! What shall I have, green eggs n ham, that sam I am, I shall eat green eggs and ham, I shall eat them in a boat with a goat, or with Santa and some BIG BANANAS B*A*N*A*N*A*S :P Gotta love me! Have a great day and AARGGGGGGH Mateys! But you don't have to gooooooooo right now! Try Detrol you may experience, bad bladder cramps, severe anal discharge, headaches and flu like symptoms but HEY YOU WON'T HAVE TO FREAKING PISSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!