Is it Wednesday already ????????

I had to look around and find out what day it was. They say thats a sign of a good summer vacation, I say its bull crap LOL. Last night, i was feelin kinda anxious, so i toyed with going to the gym for awhile, should I stay should i go.......... I didn't go :( I don't wanna go there and have a panic attack and associate it with bad feelings, so I stayed home. Then i wanted to take a walk..... I went outside, Savannah wanted to Chalk and i dead headed my flowers and then we never walked. She was so cute her face was blister red from chalk LOL! I didn't leave the house yesterday at all. I got my van cleaned out though and vaccuumed. We had a mystery smell in there, kyle kept saying its a banana........ I said HELL NO after the black banana ill never touch or buy another banana again and he kept saying and saying. Well........... I have a beautiful, quilted flowered bag, hence my journal name and in it was a veryyyyyyyyyyyyy old rotten banana and it was so icky and wet we had to throw my favorite bag away :( Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I LOVE MY BAG!!!!!!!!!!!! but not enough to actually wash that crap out bluch. Damn chiquita. Damn black banana. Ummmmm what else. Mel got her suprise :) It was a Scrabble beach towel with actual pieces!! Since i couldnt see her this year i thought Id send the next best thing, SCRABBLE! We have decided when we get good at quilting we are going to make a scrabble quilt! Yes we are that sick and addicted LOL, last year when she came to visit i had her a scrabble purse LOL YAYYYYYYYYY We haven't played all week, you hear that melzie we gotta goooooo play! If any of you ever want to play too we play at games.com and we are goooooooooooood and tough to beat :)))))))) Im starving this morning and um kyle forgot my rice milk, so therell be no cereal, there are no eggs, there is bologna nad mine has a first name............its OSCAR but i don't love to eat it every day and if you ask me why illllllll sayyyyyy cause it has 13 g of fat for a freaking SLICE............... I should stick to rotten bananas. Okay i am goin to call my friend angel and make her go to the gym with me. Have a great day all!!