A lady bug floating at my pond this afternoon

Biding my time

Til BB starts. Only 1 more hour!! I love Thursday Big Brother!
Enjoying the hell out of my babysittingless days. Savannah sleeps til about 11:00 oclock in the afternoons. So I spend my mornings cleaning or watching TV. She is ever so quickly getting back to her pre Madison self. :o) Very Pleasant to be around. She's such a good girl.
I got my living room and kitchen cleaned spotless, got laundry all done. Started working on Savannahs room, but that is such a big job. I want to start weeding out summer clothes and getting out her packed up fall clothes. I think thats just hopes on my part that the weather will cool off soon. It sure is hot outside.
September 1st, I officially get out all my fall decos and then October 1st all my halloween. That is my favorite time of year, except decorating for Christmas.
I love that!!
Okay Have a great night. 55 min. til showtime!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The commerical my whole family sings LOL

Savannah Smiles

I know I have already blogged today, but in my psychopathic birdboy fury, I forgot to tell you a savannah story.........

Last night Kyle and I had the giggles! We were laughing soooooooo hard and I can't even remember what we were laughing over. But we laughed for about 20 or so minutes. Savannah was trying to watch Little House on the Prairie and couldn't hear and she was getting so mad at us. This just made us laugh even harder. She yelled "stop laughing now, right now" She looked over at kyle and then looked over at me and I was smiling trying not to laugh and she said "Mommy, you really need to put your teeth away"
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL we started rolling again and she got so mad LOLLLLLLL
Too funny :o)
Had to share!

Birthday and Psycho bird boy

Happy birthday to me :o) kyle made my day really special yesterday! It was nice!
Today is my actual birthday and ugh I couldn't sleep last night at all. Then Kyle just called me and told me that there was blood and feathers all over the top of his car. Psycho bird boy is just that. Psycho.
He was sneaking in our yard on Saturday morning, we caught him. How in the hell do you get a Psycho bird boy to stay out of your yard?
I hate living here already. I just count down the days till I can move from here and throw my Direct TV DVR In the freaking river.
I don't hate much, but I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE that little boy. Hes a terrible little brat and I really hope and pray that the birds hold a conference, crap all over his grandmothers car in a big big way and then they get together and peck his ever loving eyes out. Brat.
I guess I can leave my house for a couple hours since I know psycho bird boy is at school.
I wish his mom would take him back and he would go down to the country and out of my hair. Freaking jerks.
Have a great day all.

Been awhile

Been gone for a bit. Crazy times here lately.
Kyle has been off for a 4 day weekend. He went to his grandmas visitation and funeral, friday and saturday. Then Saturday night, he went to the Brad Paisley, Carrie Underwood concert. Saturday I cleaned at my aunts, then went swimming at my moms then went back to my aunts for baby Darins birthday party. Then Sunday I did a teeny bit of work at my moms and then came home and a girl from my mommy loop came in town.
At my moms Savannah wasn't acting like her normal self. She was very quiet. I was like "Oh crap, the shots" so last night about 1 am 103 degree fever. So kyle and I stayed awake rotating tylenol and motrin and getting this and getting that. Today I am so sleepy I could fall over flat on my face.
Kyle is having my birthday dinner tonight and he went to valu market and bought me a big tub of their frosting that they use on their cakes for my cake :o) I haven't had that frosting in 2 years and I could probably take a spoon and eat the whole dang tub!!
I will be anxiously awaiting the brownie being cooked today!
Happy Monday to all!! PS Just a few more days til i can get out my fall decorations
YAYYYYY I love fall!!

Bus Marketing

So my boys are loving their new schools!! Anthony comes home telling me he LOVES all his teachers! He said his guy teacher for the Bus Marketing class is his favorite. I stop for a minute and say "what class" You know the Bus Marketing class. We haven't talked about buses yet though. I stop again pause and say "one more time, what class" "Bus MARKETING MOM" he says. I then GET IT LOLLLLL and tell him, son, I think on your schedule they used an abbreviation and that class is Business Marketing. His face gets extremely red and he said, is that what the period was for. "Yes Dear" LOL so my son thought he was taking a bus marketing class LOL
Then Juan comes home and says, "dude they had papa johns pizza there today" Anthony struts in and announces "Papa Johns is so sixth grade juan" Juan said "well what did you have anthony" Anthony replies "Chuck E Cheese pizza" LOLLLLLLLLLLL
I got a good chuckle outta that!!
hope everyone is having a great Thursday! Its BB Night!

Wednesday

To start let me ask you guys keep Kyles family in your prayers. His grandmother died yesterday evening. So keep them in your prayers :o(
Today my friend Lois came in town and we went to Cracker Barrel and then come back here and I gave her a perm!! I loved meeting them!!
She brought her 2 girls and Savannah was in heaven having someone to play with!!!!!

I gotta go get a bath cause i still smell like perm solution!

Prayers for Kyles family

Thanks a million
PS Photo blogger has been updated!!
Di's Photo Blog

My Dapper Flapper

we have friends coming in from out of town. They have a little girl Savannahs age named Valerie. First thing Savannah did was run upstairs and get dressed for Valeries arrival.
This is what she wanted to greet Miss Valerie in LOL
Shes my dapper Flapper

Whoa, Whoa, I gotta gooooo

Back to schoooooooooooooooooooool AGAIN!!!

The pic above LOL my boys this morning. They were both nervous as heck too.
Anthony my goodness starting High School. That really makes me sad. I wanna take a ladder and go to his school and peek in the windows to see what he's doing. Peeky Peeky!! I really don't think he realizes what a big, big world High School is. He's growing up.

Juan, Juan big 6th grader today. Gets his trumpet today. He looked so scared, but he has a ton of friends that are going there.

They both have the odd hours and get home early this year! So around Dr. Phil time they'll be home!!!!

I'm doing pretty okay not babysitting!!! Enjoying ALOT Of free time and getting out all the stuff I Had to keep put up!!

I miss Madison alot though. She's a very, very good girl. I will miss her alot. :o(

Okay,I am off to clean, I have guests coming from MD today and have to get my house cleaned up. Savannah sleeps late so that'll be more quiet time!

Happy Back to school!!
PS all the news people were all happy yesterday, Everyone just seems happier when its back to school time LOL

Sunday Sunday

Yesterday was pure crazy. We took Savannah to the dr. Her ears are healing but still have some cracking so we have to put that yucky, stinky medicine back there.
I then left the room for the shot.
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I have been putting off that shot for years and couldn't put it off anymore. She reached back and grabbed the needle kyle said. Im glad I wasn't in there. I was down at Staples, crying my heart out, in the posty note aisle.
She cried ALOT of the day yesterday. ALOT ALOT Of the day. Shes cranky, shes tired. Today, I thought it would be better. Nope, still crying and cranky. I gave her more motrin and shes a little better.
I made some korker bows for her and maddie, pics below! I love making hairbows!!!!

I usually make them for whatever color savannah is wearing. I made maddie one today. They are a little expensive to make. I need to find a ribbon sale.
We are off to a cookout at moms. Have a good day all!

Savannahs phone call from God

We were sitting on the couch yesterday. Me, Anthony, Opie, Madison and Savannah. Trying to settle down for a nap and watching Pee Wee's playhouse.
Out of nowhere, Savannah turns around and looks like she is about to cry "I have to go see Memaw Frakes" I didn't understand why this was coming up now and I said "Why do you wanna see Memaw Frakes" again Looking like she was about to cry she said "I got a phone call from God, he called her home and I have to go see her today" I asked her if she was talking about Memaw Chester (kyles grandma who recently passed away) She said "No Memaw Frakes, God called her home and I have to go see her today" She also said something about having to go before next week.
I just dismissed it because she has only seen Memaw frakes a few times and figured she was just tired.
Last night, she was crying again and talked more about God. She was bawling and bawling and I asked whats wrong and she said "God Left already, he just died and now I won't see him anymore, he's gone" I told her God was in her heart and My heart and everyones heart, then she cried saying "He's not in daddys heart" it was really really sad and new territory for me.
So just now, Kyle calls. They have called his whole family to the nursing home. His grandmas vital signs have been going down all morning long.
Last week, she kept talking about a man who shoot himself. She kept asking me and Kyle, you know that guy, he shooted himself. I know she didn't see anything like that on TV and we were confused. She was very frustrated with Kyle and I cause we didn't know about the guy who shooted himself. Kyle connected today that Uncle Earl, shot himself around the time Savannah was born. Was that the guy she kept talking about? Was he trying to tell us Memaw Frakes was going to die? It's very strange. But then again, before moms house burned down, Anthony saw all the kids coming for them.
:o( Keep Memaw Frakes in your prayers. Maybe God has called her home.

Having a hard time lately

I haven't a clue what sort of funk I'm in but I'm in it.
Savannah is due to get her shots (MMR) that's the one I Have been putting off and putting off and putting off and putting off. She hasn't ever had one.
I hate shots. I know they are wonderful, but I have a problem with taking a perfectly healthy child and making them sick.
:o( people do it every single day. I know.
I don't want her to hurt, I don't want her to be sick.
She was so sick as a baby and ugh I dunno. Im just sick to my stomach over it.
I decided that I didn't want to get them for my benefit, not for hers. So I am putting my own fears aside and doing what is best for her.
But it still makes me sick.
Shots hurt so bad and Kyle has to take her in. I would make it a million times worse by crying.
Other than the shots, I don't feel well. I have been coughing and coughing and coughing. I kept that headache forever. I have been achey and feeling so funky. I almost wondered if I didn't have west nile or something. I feel that bad. My joints hurt, my jaws hurt. I Just hurt and haven't a clue why. I'm exhausted beyond belief and have no desire to move and did i mention coughing? I coughed so much this evening my chest hurts when i breathe.
Pray pray pray i get out of my funk soon cause its a bad one.
Have a wonderful Wednesday

AOL photo of the week

Juan is the one in the scuba mask, if you can click the link go vote for my pic YAYYYYY
AOL Photo of the week

Friday Night

We are going tonight to play BINGO
Theres a bingo hall right down the street.
Wish us lots O luck!!!

It's Thursday Night

BIg brother just went off. I love that show, I look forward to that hour all day and it's overwith so quickly.
Coughing and coughing. That's what I have been doing since Saturday.
Coughing and coughing. I'm sick of coughing.
My chest is starting to hurt, my throat hurts.
I dunno what's causing it.
Went grocery shopping twice today.
It's too hot to move.
I am praying for rain. We need rain.
We have more 90's next week.
Juan is all registered for Middle school
Anthony's high school orientation was tonight.
Tomorrow is his registration.
It begins. He's not a child anymore.
He's a teen ager.
Depressing.
Have a great night all. I'll be here coughing.

Wed Wed Wednesday

Ahhhh August 2nd and I am sick of the heat today. It's so hot, you can't even go anywhere. Last night my migraine peaked, so today it is less and will continue to be less over the next couple days and then POOF gone. Thank God.
Last night I was for sure I was dying it hurt so bad.
I woke up this morning at 7:00 when kyle left, got up, checked my email and then back to bed til 11:15. Savannah and Juan watched Scooby doo and it was nice to sleep in.
No kids today :o) Just my own.
I emailed the weather man about ragweed coming in early and he emailed me back saying ragweed has already pushed through the ground and blooming. Cicadas were early, ragweeds early. Maybe it will be true that this will be a long cold winter. I just hope its a long fall. I love fall and want just nice 80 degree temps. away with all this funky hot stuff.
Okay I gotta run and put chicken in the crock pot for dinner and then maybe take another nap or watch some more christmas movies.
Have a wonderful day all!

It's only Tuesday

And yet it seems like so much later.
Either ragweed has come in or I have a cold. Coughing, sneezing and just bluch.
Kyle talked to the people next door. The boys grandma
She told him to shoot the birds cause of bird flu and west nile etc.
So they can point and shoot anything in my yard except people. Thats nice to know.
The boy keeps following Juan around the neighborhood and then pointed to all our baby ducks and smirked.
If he kills those baby ducks I will smack the crap out of him. If he can shoot stuff in my yard, then I should be allowed to smack little bratty boys in my yard. He comes and goes as he pleases.
Mom said shes gonna throw birdseed on her roof LOL
Enough about Crazy people.
It's Hot here in KY, very very very hot.
My computer is in my room in the basement and its so cold in my room, I have to use a space heater. Heat index of 106 and Im running a space heater. Thats about as crazy as our neighbors.
Savannahs ear is healing up. Today is her last day of medicine. Thank God for that because all antibiotics make her grumpy. Not sure if it's a stomach ache or what but Thank God that will be over.
Okay, I gotta run and get stuff done around here today before it gets too hot out.
Have a wonderful Tuesday

An update to the story below

I called the Humane society and animal control, they both directed me to the police. I called the police and talked to a really, really nice officer. He told me, the boy is allowed to fire any air rifle he chooses. Can shoot the birds, squirrels etc as he chooses. Even in my yard. As long as he isn't aiming at people. So that's nice to know. I moved St. Francis. Instead of putting windows on the front and back of the house, we decided to do the front and put up a privacy fence and fence in the rest of the area around the sunroom and have my birds a safe haven away from Psycho boy.
It's a shame that anyone can just feel free to shoot birds at random.
I love the birds and my critters :( all of them dwindling.

Mourning my mourning Dove

I am so sad and so mad all in the same breath. We have yet ANOTHER psycho as a neighbor. I hate living here, I HATE IT. I hate the psycho boy next door. He sits and waits as my birds out front eat and then shoots and kills them :(
So far we have found 5 birds. This morning out front was one of my 2 mourning Doves. The 2 were always together :( he was shot right in his head right in front of the St. Francis feeder. They were used to me, they wouldn't run and using that trust, he killed the bird. :(
I hear the other one out front up in the tree, hooting or whatever it is they do. Over and over again. I am sooooooooooo sad :( so very very sad.
Kyle went over to talk to his parents and they didn't answer. We had to go register juan for school and came home and the bird was gone. The boys said he has an old wooden fence, that he kills animals on then nails them to this old fence and watches the maggots come and eat them and likes to torcher them after they are dead. I went in our yard and looked and plain as day is this fence with what appears to be a snake on it. Just like the boys said.
Future serial killer???????? Probably. They poisoned all but 1 chipmunk. Just one. I put St. Francis up. Looks like my joy of feeding the birds is now done. Another pscyho neighbor, this time, one with a gun. They have a full house of guns.
I won't allow the girls to go out back anymore alone. Stray freaking bbs and airgun pellets, not to mention, if hes torchering animals, the next step up would either be a bigger animal or a child. Im too scared of stuff like that. So in 3 years, again we will move. I don't want to live where I am not comfortable. Instead of doing the whole houses windows this year, I am going to do the front, take the money for the back and put up a privacy fence as high as i can. He gets in one of the trees in the yard and climbs up to kill the baby birds in nests, so he can still climb the tree to look into our yard, but the fence will at least keep us safe from his ground bbs.
What a psycho. What a cruel, cruel psycho boy.

It's Sunday

ACK another migraine cycle. I am sooooooooo sick of freaking headaches it's unreal. I hope that they just don't progressively keep getting worse
Today we went swimming at moms, heres a couple pics

The Mall

I rarely go to the mall. Anxiety used to get the best of me, but now it's because there's so much stuff at the mall to buy!!!!!! Brou HA HA!
Today, the kids all had money and wanted to spend it. I looked for a dollar store to no avail. I remembered, there is one Inside Jefferson Mall. So off we go inside and I have all the kids < @@ > big eye roll because they were awful there. Especially Madison today. Shooooooo Wild is her word of the day.
After Madison was chasing after something in Claires and knocked over a huge soda all over the carpet, I take them all out in the mall and wait for Juan who generously bought him and his brother a necklace (he got a job mowing lawns)
This lady fast approaches me and said "come here for just a minute"
I walk over and she starts trying to sell me these Dead Sea Mineral nail kits and is going on about the nails natural oils and stuff. "blah blah blah" is all I hear because really, I hate sales people and you will see why..........
She takes my hand and takes this Magic white buffer off the display. She tells me to use the black side first and she starts doing my nail. I had a headache and it actually felt good. I started listening a lil more and then came the blue side Ahhhhhhhhhhhh it felt good and then she hit the silk side. I was getting cold chills feeling the silk slide across my fingers, heavennnn.
She gets finished and has my nail covered and says "You promise when I take this off, you won't scream or jump up and down"
I answer "Yes" and am thinking to myself, is she freaking serious, Like I am really going to jump up and down over a nail rub in the mall.
LOLLLLLL She takes it off and I loudly said "WOWWWWWWWWWWWW" I really did want to jump up and down LOL my nail was sooooooooooooooooo freaking shiny and bright and the other ones were so dull, so she did more and I was soooo excited, it was so cool.
She told me it was 69 bucks for a big kit, with the dead sea oils, lotions and such and the magic buffer. Then she told me half off, she'd sell it to me for 30. I was like nooooooooooo I'm sorry I just don't have 30 extra dollars. Juan then hands me his left over 5 bucks, (ooooooooooooo Wanting to really jump up and down) and I tell him that's sweet, but that's still high. She then gave it to me for 25.00 if I take the receipt with her name on it and give it to someone to promote the product. So Juan pays for 5 I paid the 20 and I HAVEEEEEE THE BUFFER!!!!!!!!! Mom, I'll come excite you this weekend!!!!!!
ACKKKKKKKKKKKKK I'm so gullible!!!! But I'll be gullible and have shiny nails!
Okay I am off, Junie B Jones and the smelly stupid bus is patiently waiting in Savannahs hands for me to read :o)
Have a great day all, I will with my shiny fingers, my magic buffer and my dead sea Oils and lotions :P

Every Morning

At 6 am I am laying in bed and the same song comes on. "You can't over love your underwear" Same channel every morning. It gets stuck in my head and then I am stuck singing it all day long. Sigh.
Its almost 10 and I am beat. Savannah has had a rash behind her ear for about 4 weeks now. I have been self treating it with stuff I have had around here. Sunday we went to six flags and she was sooooooooooo cranky all day cranky. The next day she woke up and her ear was gross, puss was running out, it was crusty, she felt a lil feverish. I got her an appt for Tuesday at the Dr. She had a staph infection and a yeast infection.... Sooooooo Meds meds meds. Dr visits are so stinking high and co pays for meds are high. But the main thing is her ear is getting better. They put her on an oral of Omnicef, not real familiar with it, but, its potent. Then a mixture of creams added to the array of medicine. Zinc Oxide, Nystatin, and Hydrocortisone. I tell you what, that cream dried it up so quickly like nothing i have ever seen!!
For 2 weeks, I wake up, scrub her hair and her ear really good in the tub, French braid it very very tight so the hair stays off her ears and then put medicine on her ears. Repeat these same steps at night before she goes to bed. The whole process from start to finish takes about an hour and shes crying the whole time. Today it wasn't too bad cause it didn't hurt as much but Im worn out. Hopefully it will be gone super quick and no one else will get it.
Happy Wednesday all!

Going to bombard you with pics so be prepared LOL

We spent the whole entire day Sunday at Six Flags and had a great time. Here are a ton of pics!!
This bucket I loved, so did Bubbie, heres the first pic everyone covering their eyes cause the bucket is dropping


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh LOL

Close up of them under there LOL looks refreshing

Its over LOL here are some more pics (told you I was going to bombard ya)

Above is banana on the pirate ship





Hubby hub is in the green above below he's upside down 2nd row back LOL


Different coaster hubby is in the green, holding onto his keys cause he forgot to leave them with me

Kyle going downhill

Kyle upside down again

How beautiful the sky was yesterday

A yellow jacket enjoying the pretty day!

The ride above scared the crap out of Anthony, he didn't ride anything else the rest of the day


The Wave Pool!!!!!!

Hey all

been a little while since I have actually made a post post. Not much going on. same stuff different day I suppose. Its Thursday, all week of babysitting has worn me straight out.
I have the dizzys today. I dunno whats up. My nose is stopped up too. :o( Summer time cold or rag weed coming on in. Ragweed season for me, is the worst allergy all year. I usually get pinkeye, the boys are highly allergic, kyles allergic. It's rapidly approaching.
I can't get over how fast summer is coming to a close. I'm sad over it this year. I hate it getting dark at 5 and the cold.
Fall is okay I suppose, but winter just sucks. Plain and simple.
Still having bouts of depression. lonely, lonely and Lonely
Savannah occupies any free time we have lately. She has been in a whinney phase. Kyle walks in the door and she changes. S he cries and cries and cries for hours on end and then by the time she has a bath and ready for bed, we try to get her to sleep in her bed. Nope. She prefers ours and kicks us all night long. We try to move her she screams. I miss my big bed. Opie takes up the whole bottom, savannah the whole middle. I am on the very edge. She sure has a nice room, i have tried everything to get her to sleep in there. SHe just won't.
Wahh!! i like her room, maybe Ill start sleeping up there LOL
Wait Juan sleeps in there LOL
Oh well, ill find a kid free/dog free place somewhere
Have a great weekend all

Savannahs Prayer

Since attending Bible school, Savannah has talked about God alot. Today, she wanted to say prayers. We were sitting down to dinner and I said my prayer. I said "Dear God, thank you for this food, Amen"

She said "It's my turn to say prayers now"
I told her to go ahead, her prayer is below :*) she melts my heart

She closed her little eyes and bowed her little head and said...

"Dear God
Thank you for this food
I want to come and visit you, but I want to go to Disneyworld first.
So maybe after I meet Mickey Mouse, then I can come to your house.
That is, if it's not too far away.
Eight men"

That for sure was a video camera moment.

So precious!!!!

:)

Have a wonderful day!

It's Friday

I have been in bed almost the whole day. I never ever do that.
I need the sleep though, I gotta get up early tomorrow for a Jaime-James photo shoot dealio :o) I can't wait!

I just keep thinking all these steps are one step closer to starting my business next year. I need a couple more families for portfolios, so any families in Louisville, want a free photo shoot, gotta buy your own prints, but the shoot is free let me know!!!

I wish i could take pics of my own family! In august I am doing Loiss family and Melodys family so thats a plus!!! YAY!

I'll be sure to share the photos I take tomorrow on my photo blogger. I think it will be later in the day though because I am going swimming at my mommas tomorrow. Get out and get some fresh air and sunshine. Me N Kyle need a break from remodeling this house. Badly. So hubby hub and I will be gone tomorrow!!

Have a great Happy Friday to all and to all a good evening!

This is so funny!

I am still LOLing over it 2 days later LOL
what a goofball
Host makes a fool of himself

Fourth of July is over

and I need new wallpaper for my puter
help me decide

Steve Gonsalves, the Ghost Hunter Hottie, swooooooon
Josh Holloway the Lost Hottie, Swooooooooon
Zach Braff the Scrubs Hottie

So many decisions so little time.
Steve needs more pics, he only has a few so my wallpapers of him are small
Josh oh man, theres pics of him all over.
Zach has a ton of pics too

Or i could just put the next best thing
Dove chocolates :P

Wild hairs

every once in a while i get a wild hair. This weekend was to change Savannahs room to ladybugs and paint a mural on her wall. The mural looks okay, but I couldn't get a good pic of it, it looks shaky or funky or something. Here is a pic below and the writing is the ladybug Ladybug, fly away home nursery rhyme. I still have to get the curtains put up, finish taking down all the princess stuff and do a few other things, but you can get the general idea

I'm home again home again Jiggety Jig

I missed my home and especially missed my bed. I can't wait to crawl in it and curl up and snoooooooooooooooze!

We are painting yet again. Ill be sure to update as soon as we get it finished!!!!

Hope everyone had a safe and happy holiday

I am migrainey this week @@
fun fun

Stayin at my mommas

My mom is on vacation and we are staying at her house. As much as i like my mommas, im home sick. Especially for my bed. we just have grown accustomed to a king sized mattress and moms bed is very very small. I also miss the freezing cold of my house. We are having alot of trouble adjusting.
I went to bed last night at 2 am, i just couldnt sleep, it was hot, opie was crowding me and kyle was snoring. I had to get up at 7 to babysit my cousins baby for today and I was beat.
He wasn't used to us here, so he cried and fussed quite a bit, unless we held him. So i am worn out.
I need to clean up from supper and everything but I just can't. I physically can't move. Im beat.
Kyle got me that brain age game and I play that ALLLLLL the time and play Sodouku ?? on the spelling, but i love it. My brain age is 40 and optimal is 20. I got 20 years to shave off.
Well i guess Im gonna run, have a great 4th of July!

Haven't bloggedy Blogged in awhile

Thought I would pop in to blog!
Not much going on. The boys were gone Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday.
You know, the more time goes on, I see that things truly work out the way they are supposed too.
It made me sad that Anthonys Grandma didn't see him, but once or twice a year. This bugged me for years, but today, when they got home, I realized.... That it's for the best.
My son Anthony realized this today too, just took him getting older. He sat at the table and looked sadly disappointed. To me almost in tears. He said he tried to talk to papaw D. and everything he would bring up, papaw would say he hated it and that it was stupid. Papaw D, hated every person that came into their store, got into a fight with Budget, flicked a cigarette butt onto someone. I also learned he carries a gun in his pocket in case he needs it.
My kids came home and I had no idea how bad things were. I had no clue he was that Sick for lack of a better word.
Anthony loves movies and loves to talk about them and everything he said was shot down by someone when he was little he looked up to him.
Anthony was promised some money, which is long gone, Grandma buck said "brett wanted them to have it more than him" To tell a teenager this, bad move.
They told him all these lies, Oh Gosh, unspeakable lies about people he loves. They both know they are lies, but to try to tell my son otherwise. Sigh.
He's very sad, Juan seems kinda scared. They were going to pay them to work. They had my littlest son mow a huge field and part of a ditch on monday, then tuesday they worked hard again and then today they had them out in the sun spray painting 150 chairs. They did all that work, hard hard work and they were gonna give them 40 bucks a piece. Papaw D said oh they at least deserve 50 a piece.
I think they shouldve at least given them 100 bucks a piece. They worked their butts off doing everything the other people didn't want to do for squat.
The boys saw 2 things that really scared them this week 2 plus the gun @@
they saw Papaw D take a big thing of Gatorade and throw it to hit their puppy cause he was barking and then they saw him pick up a hammer and throw it so hard he cracked the concrete.
What a nice guy. not to mention all the yelling he did at customers. Talk about someone needing anger management. My boys will no longer be allowed over there.
It's too bad cause Grandma S really isn't that bad. I feel bad for her.
The Good Lord took Brett for a reason, I believe that wholeheartedly.
He's better off where he is :(

Swimmin at mommas

Okay

It's saturday and we are still watching Matilda. It's the 5th or 6th time now. I guess since so much rain, theres nothing else to do LOL
But ohhhhhhhhhh My!!
Had a very rough evening with Juan. ACK
it's like my kids take turns.
I felt bad for Juan last night, nothing was working and noting made him feel any better.
He told me inside his chest hurt and I said like pain hurt and he said no it hurts. I asked him "do you miss your dad" and he start sobbing uncontrollably.
I don't know how to rectify that situation. I can't make his dad talk to him.
I let him send letters to where ever i thought he was, there are never any replies and he knows this. Just one phone call. Just one. Juans whole fit wasn't over his dad, he was in a mood all day. But I'm sure that the rejection of that, when he feels so bad already amplifies it.
It lasted about 2 hrs and then after a good hearty cry was over.
Thats the first fit in over 2 years. I don't know if it seemed so bad cause it was bad or if its because it had been so long since one.
He's better this morning, like nothing ever happened.
Praise God. I'm gonna go take my mother to Kohl's then to pool school i go.
Have a happy Saturday

Matilda

Me and My daughter today, watched this movie.
She loved it.
After the movie, she was trying to do weird stuff with her eyes and I asked her what the heck she was doing.
She said "using my powers to move stuff"
LOL
She also has a red ribbon tied in her hair :)
So sweet!

Happy First Day of Summer!!

Enjoy :)

PS

I updated my photo blog just now. They are some flowers from our pond
Dianna's Photo Blog

Dragging days

I don't know what is going on, but the days have been dragging on, ever so slowly. Last night i wanted to go to bed so badly, but it was like 7 oclock. Today, slow, slow, slow. Im tired and i Just want to go to sleep and its only 4 oclock.

The kids are hyped up today for some reason. My leg hurts badly still. I didn't even do anything to it.

I walked about a mile today trying to work the kink out but nope still hurts.

Nothing positive to write today LOL
sorry
So I am gonna be off! have a terrific Monday!

Tap, Tap, Tap

As you guys know I feed the birds, squirrels, ducks, chipmunks etc. Well sometimes if the feeder is empty the squirrel will come to the front door and tap on it a lil. I will go out and then fill it up LOL Well, This morning we were all sleeping and I didn't fill up the feeder last night and it was empty this morning. I hear this tap tap tap on my window and I was like what is that, then I hear Tap tap tap again and i was like ????? I open up the blinds and low and behold a squirrel is on his back feet looking at me. He looked at me, looked at the feeder then back at me. I laugh and get kyle up to see and LOL He taps on the window again LOL So i filled up the feeder! How funny is that? He wants food NOW!
Glorified Rats!

Happy Wednesday Evening!

Feeling alot better than when I last wrote. I talked to my dad. He told me it was because of something kyle supposedly said, I didn't do anything, but breathe. But she can't talk to me cause she views me as a threat. That's okay. She can stay holed up in her house and rot and leave me be :)
I am having residual anxiety from the stress, but oh well.
Live and learn. I Have anxiety on a daily basis. So much so, that I am really considering medication. I have made so many giant steps on my own, but I am stuck now at a plateau, not getting better, not getting worse, just comfortable.
I don't want to be comfortable.
If they could bottle up anxiety and use it on prisoners, it would work like gold.
I was outside all day today with the girls, I have a bad headache from all the sunlight.
I put up a tent in my back yard for them to play in. I packed them a picnic basket and they ate out there and made it their house. They had a really good time.
Savannah is filthy, kyle is giving her a bath. Juan is outside. He stays outside all day long, sun up to sun down. He is getting so tan, i gotta snap some pics of him! Anthony is bored out of his mind. The kids in the neighborhood play too much kid stuff for highschoolers he says LOL
Okay this is long so I'm gonna run and get ready to watch LOST
try to get wrapped up in figuring out what the heck is going on on there!

Todays pics

A pic I took this afternoon

6-6-06

I need a picture or something

The blog is looking boring LOL

Kyle and Mark worked on the yard again today. It's looking so good!!!! I promise to have some pics up soon. I usually take pics of everything, but lately have been slacking.

Kyle took the boys to an arena football game. Took my van without telling me and left me no keys. I wanted to do something with Savannah, but nope. She said "Memaw said we have to do girl stuff" I said "What kind of girl stuff" and she said "cleaning bedrooms and cleaning kitchens, thats girl stuff"

That got a LOL from me!

I have my migraine again :o(

Ready for this one to be over, I want my 3 month stretch of no migraine!

Okay, Have a great evening all! It's almost Christmas in July time!

It's June 1st

Happy June!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:o)