Tuesday

Howdy!!!
Feeling a little better.
Dizziness isn't all day, it's now spurty!
Had a lil spurty episode tonight, but it was shortlived.
I got my Florida room all scrubbed today!
It feels nice to be able to walk around without dizziness!!!!

Not much of an update, but Happy Tuesday!!!!

Howdy on a Sunday

Sorry it's been so long since I have written.
Been sick. We all have.
Some sort of Dizzy virus.
I had it on Mothers Day and was in bed pretty much the whole day.
Ever since, I haven't felt right. If I look down and cock my head funny, the room spins.
Today, I am about sick of it.
It makes me sick to my stomach. I'm sleepy. When I lay down to try to sleep, here it comes.
Argh!
Family is good. Kyle and I have been going through some really, really rough patches.
Kids are out of school now.
Juan's been mowing lawns. He took his money today and bought me a pink spin tooth brush.
He knows how I am about Toothbrushes!!!! I switch them out every 5 weeks and am always brushing my teeth. I like that smooth feeling.
Savannah had her recital. It went well.
She's so adorable and so sweet.
Dogs are good.
I guess really overall, things are the same.
Nothing ever changes. Time goes by quickly.
Same day over and over.
Rinse, repeat!
Happy Sunday.
Hope you all enjoy your holiday weekend!!!!
xo xo

I finally

Updated my photo blogger!! Link is to the right!

Happy Derby Day

:)
Feeling a lot better today. Just tired.
We went to Michael N Lindas for a Derby party!! We had a good time!
I am feeling much better as I said.
I think when I get down like that, its an aura to a migraine. The following day I had a horrible migraine all day.
Can auras be emotional??
It's happened before like that.
Not much else going on today.
Played TT for awhile and the party.
Have a great Sunday Tomorrow!
xo xo

To be Lonely

As of late, I am sooooooooooooooooooooo lonely it's unfathomable (is this a word)
I have no one to talk too in real life.
An occassional phone call here and there.
Kyle is busy and at night when the kids finally fall asleep, he falls asleep.
Some days pass and I can count the number of actual words spoken to an actual person outside of talking to the kids in idle chit chat on one hand.
I don't know what to do.
I wake up out of a dead sleep at night crying and crying because I feel so lonely.
Tonight I was crying because I want some friends, just someone.
I wrote to a very dear soul.
She gets me. I wish she lived closer. :(
She made such sense in her email. The people who don't like me or criticize me, really don't know me.

Melody you are my best friend in the whole wide world. Thank you soooooooooo much for always being there for me.
I love, love ,love you without hesistation.
You make me smile.
There's a special place in heaven for you my friend.

Howdy!

3 blogs this week!! Im going for a record or something
Today hasn't gone too well. Im tired and I think I have an ulcer.
Our house is hectic.
Mom thinks we need supernanny.
Kyle and I are having serious communication issues along with other issues.
The kids and everyone aren't getting along.
3 oclock comes and I get upset.
Everyone will be home and all the fun starts.
Supernanny would run away from this house.
Throw the dogs barking all the time in there and we have a funny farm LOL
Savannah has dance tonight.
Im gonna lay down and try to get some sleep.
The boys woke me up this morning too early.
I need sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2 blogs in one week?

What's with that????????
Hope everyone is doing well!!!! I'm doing good. Had some sort of bug or something for a couple days. Headache, cough, sore throat. Bluhhhhh Im feeling much better.
Ready for Derby on Saturday!!!!!!
Sandy, I'm ready to come to the beach. Without hubby or kids. Just me!!!
Clear Curls room for me. I may never leave LOL
Have an excellent Tuesday
xo xo

Happy Monday!!

Hope everyone is well!! Everything going good here! coming out of my winter funk! ready for summer!!!!
Spent the weekend pretty much with mom! we had a swell time!
Savannah had dress rehearsal Saturday. She did sooooooooo well!
I didn't remember my camera. Long story. I can't believe that I forgot.
Kicking my own self in the rear!!
I'm ready for Derby!!!!!
The weather here is crazy. One day hot, next day cold.
I want it to stay warm. I wanted to get out and take pics of all the spring flowers, but Mother nature had other plans and she decided to kill all the blooms on almost everything!
I'm ready for LOST. Im loving it again!!
Ghost Hunters, Im ready for them too!!!!
It's been so long since i have blogged, I do believe I have forgotten how.
Hmmmmmmmm
I don't know what else to say!
Have a happy monday!!!
xo xo
Dianna

Dianna's day at the airshow

Should be a book LOL
Saturday we went to Thunder over Louisville and the air show.
Let's just say, my name will NOT be on next years guest list.
I did not like it, sam I am, i do not like F 16s and Ham (burgers)
I got all comfy down at the river. Prime seats.
La La La life is good
Til a stinking airplane flew over so loud, it vibrated my whole body and I tried like hell not to run like a scared lil cat back to the parking lot LOL
Hindsight, it was really funny thinking back how scared I was.
Me n my mommy dearest decided to take a walk. We went in the nice cool shade of a blue metal warehouse.
We didn't see the plane and it fired it's burners right over our heads. I freaking freaked, she freaking freaked. Scared the living crap out of me.
I went down to the river after the planes and all that was keeping us back from the river was a pice of orange plastic netting. If you hit it, u fall down a nice slope into the river.
Soooooo I sat in a chair and kyle told me it was his dads seat and I didn't want to stand that close to that river and there wasn't anyplace to sit without being in someones way.
Soooooooooooo I walk back in the bad hood by myself to the parking lot to sit with my mom. I am still scared to death at this point.
I get up to the spot where we were parked and EEEEEEEEEEEK my moms truck was GONE GONE GONE Whoa whoa whoa. I got iny wee little van and cried my wee little eyes out. Then the fireworks started and I got my scared self out and walked to the corner and watched. Then towards the end I spotted my mom and I Felt instant relief.
I 100% did not enjoy it at all.
I think if I didn't have anxiety attacks I would not have enjoyed it either.
I don't like loud noise.
I like simple. I like quiet. I like peace.
Too bad I get none of that on a daily basis. But it's what I like.
not much else going on. Just hanging out doing what I do. Waiting to take some pics.
Have a wonderful week and I will try to update more.
xo xo

Hey, I'm still here

I've been getting a flurry of emails about where I have been.
I'm here. Just haven't felt much like computing. Secretly I have been in Toon Town Central. A game me and my mother are sadly addicted too. You play with people around the world and it's just a fun fun game.
Went for my Osteoporosis follow up today. I have to take 400 mg of Calcium, 3 times a day along with Vitamin D along with my iron and then he gave me a stand by prescription of Fossomax once a week. My aunt told me some bad stuff about that, so I may just start with the calcium and then see from there.
I'm tired. Absolutely Tired.
The UPS job thing. They didn't read his application, just the resume'. He was on the last part of the interview, he told him his sister worked there.
Said Nope, big nepotism policy there. So no no no on the job. Wouldve saved alot of time n excitement had they read the application first.
Oh well. Such is life.
Savannah is being set up to be tested for Celiacs. Oh what fun.
The disease literally Sucks.
We are having a small party tom. for Savannahs birthday. Her birthday was Easter Sunday. I just don't feel like having a big shin dig this year.
So just a wee lil party.
She is 5. Kind of bittersweet.
So grown up.
Off to clean for company if I can muster up the slightest bit of strength.
Happy Friday.

The Magical Mystical Super ball

So this morning, Kyle is looking for his shoes and socks and what nots. He's looking next to the bed. He feels under the covers and feels something squishy. "Ooooh a superball" he thinks and pulls it out and begins to squish it and play with it.
Upon further inspection he learns its a piece of Opie Poop. LOLLLLLLL
Sometimes in Opies sleep, he drops a kibble of poop. We thought he was having seizures at first, but not sure what causes it. Either way, last night he kibbled and this morning Kyle played with it LOL a superballlllllll . Kyle plays with pooooo poooooooo

Okay, the piece of poo must be good luck because Thursday Kyle goes to UPS to take a test. If he passes the first he gets a second test, if he passes the second he gets an interview. This could be a God send for us, so keep your fingers and toes crossed and say lots of prayers.

Still LOLing on the lucky pooo

Happy Tuesday, American Idol night! Hoping its as good as last week minus sanjaya UGH

Monday Blues

Today has been awful. Just plain awful. Opie tore his ACL or dislocated his kneecap. Either way, his leg is messed up. We cancelled his xray appt this morning cause he was doing so much better. Wouldn't you know it, the minute Arianna got here, he reinjured it.
Two dead baby pond fish this morning. The filter sucked them up.
I was coughing, something flew down my throat. It was my temporary crown.
Breaking point.
I got an appt at the dentist and these people who were so nice. Weren't nice today.
The dentist, I can tell she doesn't like me.
Today she had me bawling.
I was laying back in the chair and I see green flecks of stuff flying in front of my face. I just ask not being a chicken or hypo, just curious, what it was.
She goes on to say in an irritated tone "Dianna, it's dental stuff, let me do my job" Tears well up in my eyes, I've had enough. I was afraid to ask anything else or move at that point. Then she put this horrible stuff in my mouth, I couldnt breathe out my nose and it was making me gag and I hurriedly spit in that napkin she put around my neck. She gets this disgusted look on her face and says "Don't do that, its disgusting" Im freaking sorry, its either that or I puke on you.
Then she took my new crown and Jabbed so hard up in my tooth i felt sharp pains and saw stars. No wonder I have a fear of dentists.
I keep telling myself I did nothing wrong.
Today is wrong. All wrong.
I have cried all afternoon. Im tired.
Kick me Im officially down. Waving my white flag.
All free to kick. Line up.
When it rains it pours.
No truer words spoken.
Happy Monday

Been awhile

Been busy. Savannah has dance pics this afternoon. I did her hair and a wee lil bit of make up on her. She doesnt have her costume on, they put them on there, but here are some pics before she left this afternoon

a few updates

I decided not to leave the house today.
Better that way
Opie is doing better. The vet said he has a tiny tear in his ACL and to keep him on bedrest n drugs. So bedrest and drugs it is.
Mom took all the boys down to Lexington for the BBgame the NCAA thingie. We keep seeing them on TV when they do freethrows.
Savannah hollers, "I see the braces"
LOL too funny
They all look happy as larks!
They are going Saturday too if Louisville Wins
Happy Thursday
PS AI was boring as heck. Sigh sigh sigh.
LOST Is getting good. I still speculate there is a good twin bad twin. That defective remark and then seeing jack playing football. Or was it Jack????? Shoooooooo
Again Happy Thursday.

When it rains it pours

I swear, I'm at my breaking point.
Today has been awful.
The dentist costed 100 more than it should've for Savannah
My puppy dog Opie, just fell on the kitchen floor and hurt his leg. kyle just rushed him to the vet.
Kyle and I are spatting back and forth cause too much crap is coming all at once.
Pray for my puppy. Ollie hurt his leg and had to be put to sleep, so of course all thats running through my head is that something bad will come of this. I love my dogs. Especially My opie.
So pray for him.
Ill update when they get home :( pray pray pray

American Idol

Usually every single year I look forward to American Idol. I live for it, I love it.
This year UGH, I found myself last night hoping it would be over soon, it just kept dragging on.
It was so insanely boring. There's only 2 good people on there.
This years cast is awful except for Lakisha and Blake.
I think Melinda is good, but acts to fake. She overacts which makes it noticeable.
The rest of them are bad.
Bad job picking the cast this year AI
BOOOOOOOOOORRRINGGGGGGGGGGGGG
theres No Taylor, No Chris, No Carrie, No Kelly Pickler.
Just a bunch of boring people with no personality or overactors who can't carry a tune in a bucket.
Blake is the only one who even tries to add something to the show and On DialIdol.com looks like he could go home and that Sanjaya, who i guess Im going to start referring to, he he should not be named, is top 3. I can't understand this.
He can't sing at all.
Sigh.
Maybe these people will get better.
Bad year. First ever. Bet all the other TV stations are loving it.

A lil Update

Back home. Phew.
When she popped my temporary crown off, it was the most pleasure I have ever felt in my teeth in my life.
I can't explain the relief.
There was a piece of Dental Cement lodged between my 2 teeth and the crown forced it up into the gum. The crown needed to be adjusted because it was pushed too high in my gums.
I am still sore, but nothing like it was.
I can't explain to you the relief I felt when she popped that off.
Thanks everyone for the prayers.
Thank you to God.

Trying so hard

Not to whine and cry. Ugh for the past 2 hrs, I just keep crying and crying, my tooth hurts so badddddddddd.
I coudlnt fall asleep til after 1 cause it hurt, then I Had to be up early to get juan downtown for his heart tests. That took over 3 hrs
I got a parking ticket.
My dentist appt is at 2 and I dont want to go.
Im so sick of this tooth, i want them to just pull it out. Just yank it.
My mouth is sore, i have a headache from chewing on one side and my gum hurts.
I pulled part of the string out, but it feels like theres more.
Im so angry.
Im trying so hard to change my attitude, but it's so hard to push through when crap keeps happening.
My tooth didn't hurt this bad when I broke it.
Its constant now.
anyways keep me in your prayers.
Keep my gums in your prayers where that crown is hurts so bad.
It almost feels like its too big and just digging into my gum more and more.
Happy Whatever day it is. Monday I guess.
Oh and juans tests the results won't be back for awhile. You know how that goes.

Dental woe woe woesssss

So my tooth still hurt. I couldnt understand why when there were no nerves left in the tooth. I read Jeanettes blog about her tooth having a heartbeat and was like Okay thats what mine feels like. Maybe its normal.
Every time I bit on that tooth I felt super sharp stabbing pains that about knocked me over. So I was avoiding the tooth. Yesterday, my gum started swelling and was super hurting. I bit down on a french fry last night and a real sharp pain got me all the way up the front of my face. I ran downstairs and just cried and cried.
My gums still were swelling up.
Okay so at midnight I wake up throbbing and stick my tongue back there and feel something. I told kyle when i bite down its like my crown moves up and pokes my gums and they are super sore still from the cording.
Fast fwd I brush my teeth and then pull a piece of cord out from under my gum.
They forgot to take it off.
So the instant I broke that tension and pulled that piece out from my gum, almost instant relief. Shooooooooooo I still have some back there.
I called her and she said in her 28 years of dentistry thats only happened twice.
Shes out of town and if its not bothering me much Ill go in monday and they will finish taking it off.
OMG that hurt sooooooooooooooooooo bad its unreal. Im just glad I figured it out and was able to get that swelling to go down, it couldve gotten infected.
So Monday off to the dentist again
Aye yae yae
Happy Saturday

Zoo day

Went to the zoo today with the kids since they were out of school. I posted a few pics on my photo blog. Link on the right if you wanna look.
Happy Friday
Have a great weekend all!!