I think I have blogged about my friend Melzie before....Her monologue is to the right......I have to just blog on her again.... I met her when I was pregnant with Savannah on an AOL message board. She was pregnant with John. We slowly started a friendship that has been strong for over 6 years now. She has come to my house a couple times and we have met....
Today when I am full of tears and crying and just feel like if I left this earth who would notice and who would care... She knows exactly what to say to me, she is my one bright light in so much dark. God sends us what we need at the right times and I'm for certain I'm not sure what I have done to deserve her. Her cards, her funny emails. She is just this gift that I get every single day of my life and frankly I don't know what I would do without her. She prays for me all the time, and to me that is the best gift you can give to someone. I call her my God connection. She is having such a hard time in her life and she has so much faith. I can see it in her sometimes that she wonders why this is happening or why that is happening but she keeps that faith. I can not tell you guys how much I truly, truly love her. She is my best friend on this earth. I wish she lived closer. In almost 7 years I don't even think we have even ever argued. So while things are so bad today and I was crying out of sadness, I get emails from her and my sadness goes straight to love for one of the very best women on this earth.
She like myself doesn't have much to give material wise, but she gives the most of herself. Something I'd rather have. Those who have the least give the most.
I love you my Melzie Welzie.