Tuesday

Howdy!!!
Feeling a little better.
Dizziness isn't all day, it's now spurty!
Had a lil spurty episode tonight, but it was shortlived.
I got my Florida room all scrubbed today!
It feels nice to be able to walk around without dizziness!!!!

Not much of an update, but Happy Tuesday!!!!

Howdy on a Sunday

Sorry it's been so long since I have written.
Been sick. We all have.
Some sort of Dizzy virus.
I had it on Mothers Day and was in bed pretty much the whole day.
Ever since, I haven't felt right. If I look down and cock my head funny, the room spins.
Today, I am about sick of it.
It makes me sick to my stomach. I'm sleepy. When I lay down to try to sleep, here it comes.
Argh!
Family is good. Kyle and I have been going through some really, really rough patches.
Kids are out of school now.
Juan's been mowing lawns. He took his money today and bought me a pink spin tooth brush.
He knows how I am about Toothbrushes!!!! I switch them out every 5 weeks and am always brushing my teeth. I like that smooth feeling.
Savannah had her recital. It went well.
She's so adorable and so sweet.
Dogs are good.
I guess really overall, things are the same.
Nothing ever changes. Time goes by quickly.
Same day over and over.
Rinse, repeat!
Happy Sunday.
Hope you all enjoy your holiday weekend!!!!
xo xo

I finally

Updated my photo blogger!! Link is to the right!

Happy Derby Day

:)
Feeling a lot better today. Just tired.
We went to Michael N Lindas for a Derby party!! We had a good time!
I am feeling much better as I said.
I think when I get down like that, its an aura to a migraine. The following day I had a horrible migraine all day.
Can auras be emotional??
It's happened before like that.
Not much else going on today.
Played TT for awhile and the party.
Have a great Sunday Tomorrow!
xo xo

To be Lonely

As of late, I am sooooooooooooooooooooo lonely it's unfathomable (is this a word)
I have no one to talk too in real life.
An occassional phone call here and there.
Kyle is busy and at night when the kids finally fall asleep, he falls asleep.
Some days pass and I can count the number of actual words spoken to an actual person outside of talking to the kids in idle chit chat on one hand.
I don't know what to do.
I wake up out of a dead sleep at night crying and crying because I feel so lonely.
Tonight I was crying because I want some friends, just someone.
I wrote to a very dear soul.
She gets me. I wish she lived closer. :(
She made such sense in her email. The people who don't like me or criticize me, really don't know me.

Melody you are my best friend in the whole wide world. Thank you soooooooooo much for always being there for me.
I love, love ,love you without hesistation.
You make me smile.
There's a special place in heaven for you my friend.

Howdy!

3 blogs this week!! Im going for a record or something
Today hasn't gone too well. Im tired and I think I have an ulcer.
Our house is hectic.
Mom thinks we need supernanny.
Kyle and I are having serious communication issues along with other issues.
The kids and everyone aren't getting along.
3 oclock comes and I get upset.
Everyone will be home and all the fun starts.
Supernanny would run away from this house.
Throw the dogs barking all the time in there and we have a funny farm LOL
Savannah has dance tonight.
Im gonna lay down and try to get some sleep.
The boys woke me up this morning too early.
I need sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2 blogs in one week?

What's with that????????
Hope everyone is doing well!!!! I'm doing good. Had some sort of bug or something for a couple days. Headache, cough, sore throat. Bluhhhhh Im feeling much better.
Ready for Derby on Saturday!!!!!!
Sandy, I'm ready to come to the beach. Without hubby or kids. Just me!!!
Clear Curls room for me. I may never leave LOL
Have an excellent Tuesday
xo xo