Zoo day

Went to the zoo today with the kids since they were out of school. I posted a few pics on my photo blog. Link on the right if you wanna look.
Happy Friday
Have a great weekend all!!

Home from the dentist

Again. Man, I don't know which appt was worse to be honest. I was doing fine until they had to cord my tooth. All i can say, is they take stringy wirey stuff wrap it around your tooth and shove it up into your gums until it magically disappears I guess. That felt like nothing I had ever felt. Mannnnnnn oh mannnnnn super painful. Anyways, Im done I have the temporary crown, its gold none the less.
Woo wee on that one. I look super funky and hip LOL
I didn't need as much carbocaine. I am very worn out emotionally. Im tired and Im still worried. Worrying if Ill get an infection or something. @@
Thats part of anxiety disorder. I know some people get heart infections after dental work. Ive never been told to take antibiotics, but naturally I worry. My mind would be bored without worry.
I started reading a new book. Its called battlefield of the mind by joyce meyer. It helps you to change your thoughts. It's extremely hard to change your thoughts.
I try and I try. I guess my thoughts didnt get bad overnight, so they aren't going to magically get better overnight. All I can do is pray and try.
I have spent so much of my life worrying and alot of it has been for nothing.
Okay happy Thursday. Pray I get no infections.
Gold tooth- Hip Cording wire- BADDDDD

Outside, Dentist and one healed Claire Bear

Savannah got her school check up and cleaning. Im going to scrapbook it all, so yes I took pics LOL, my baby starts school soon :(





The bat dog is healed up I do believed. She was running wild today

Anyone? Anyone?

Can anyone tell me why, why in the freaking heck, does every weekend have to rain? seriously, it has been cloudy, rainy or freezing for the past 2 mos.. I was just wishing and hoping that this weekend would be sunny, so I could go to the zoo, or get out of the house.
UGH I just checked and rain. I'm so sick of rain I could scream. I want blue sky and sunshine. I have been itching to go to the zoo or to the park, but we can't cause every weekend is bad. Tomorrow is going to be nice of course, but I will be at the dentist all day. Rain rain go away. We've had way to much.
Savannah has her dentist appt at 2. She is getting her school check up. WAHH
School.
Okay Happy Ummmm Wednesday. Keep the rain away all weekend.

I want some boring

I'm tired and I want some boringness.
Anthony was at an all day chess match saturday, comes home, goes directly to bed. The next day is sicker than a dog, fever, achey and feels like he's going to pass out.
Took him to the dr today, he has the flu. UGH.
I dont feel to good myself as the day goes on. Im worn out.
Just really worn out.
I want a boring week, with no sickness, No root canals, no sick kids.
I just want boring.
I read my cousins blog, its to the right, My cousin Jeanette and she couldn't of described any better the process of the dentist. I read hers and was a perfect account of how my trip went!
Im glad I am not alone in my hatred for dentists.
Hopefully Thursday goes better. I know what to expect. I know to prepare for a day just to be out of it.
My mom and step dad came over for dinner. My doggie Claire, for some reason, isn't to keen on my mom. Everytime she sees her, my mom scares the pee out of her. Literally. She only pees when she sees my mom. Yesterday, she rolled over when my mom tried to pet her and up in the air like a geiser she peed all over herself.
Momma be nice to my puppy LOL
Have a great Monday, hope the sick germs leave everyone soon

Saturday

Happy Saturday!!
Well, my mouth is feeling alot better, Thursday night was really rough. There is no gluten free Tylenol anymore. Sooooooo I had to ride out the pain. It wasn't the tooth, it was the part I got all the shots in. It was bruised up there also. Still hurts some. It will take me til thursday to recover before I go back.
Yesterday my wonderful Mom took me out to get my hair done. I got it highlighted then funky red streaks put all through it and got it cut! It looks so good and its amazing what just getting a new look does for you.
Then I went to her house and got my cleaning done early. This morning kyle took the girls to dance class and I went to Sues to clean for the day.
My dad is here hanging a door to our basement YAY!!!!!!!!!!! no more kids in basement and no more gate!!!
I have a headache, but YAYYYY everything is going okay.
I want to take some pics of stuff.
Happy Saturday All

I'm home

UGH UGH and UGH! You know I heard stories from people Good root canals, bad root canals. Etc. Etc. Etc. For me it was HORRIBLE
I got over the shot fear real quick, since I got 3 and then she didn't think that was enough so I got 3 more. I have a small mouth, so she had trouble reaching all the way in the back.
Holding my mouth open for that long with severe TMJ
Hating not being able to breath or swallow feeling and being so numb up to my dern eye sockets I couldn't feel anything. I freaked out, but they never knew cause I was really quiet and really still. I figured if I was a bad patient it would take longer.
They tried the massage chair, which made my rear feel like it had carbocaine.
Im dizzy from laying there so long, Im panicky as hell still cause i can't feel anything.
Im just scared still. I don't know how long that stuff stays in your system for. It can leave anytime now and I'd be happy.
So since my mouth is so small they got 2 canals 100% drilled. 1 canal 90% drilled. Then they put bleachy crap all in my mouth. It was grody.
After that I go to the desk and they tell me my next appt will be 2 hrs. They have to take all the filling out, redrill the one thats not finished. Resterilze the environment. Put gutta percha up in the holes, then shape the tooth for the crown. Then another appt that will take an hour.
I swear.
I didn't like it, not one bit. Im glad this week is done. I Need a week or more to recover from that crap.
Happy Thursday all
PS on a plus note, i have to endure severe thunderstorms tonight. Oh joy and rapture.

Im off

I'm scared to death. I'm ready to get this now 4 days of crying overwith.
After the relief of the Root canal, I get to come home to Tornado Thunderstorms. My other fear.
Throw some spiders on me and it just might do me in.
Happy Thursday

To All My Buttcheeks

Thought for the day...Friends..Friends are like butt cheeks.Crap might separate them,But they always come back together.Send this to all your butt cheeks

Wednesday Already?

I can't believe it's already Wednesday.
I have been so busy, I haven't gotten to update.
I went to the dentist. She said I needed a root canal to save the tooth. The way it broke, it needed to be rebuilt and then a crown put on. Blah blah blah blah blah and blah.
So I got the loan for the torture.
I go tomorrow morning.
I have periods of crying and being upset. UGH They say It's only an hour, but that is torture for me.
After the dentist, Juan was playing outside. Had some heart palpitations and said he felt like he couldn't breathe. I made him come inside for a bit and sit still, but then it was doing it again. So we went to Kosairs, which was the single worst experience of my life. Had we stayed it wouldve been about a 10 hr trip. I waited for the Dr to open and just took him to his doctor.
We waited at the hospital for about 3 hrs or so. Surrounded by hacking and vomiting kids. I couldn't take anymore. At the 3 hr mark we were 10th in line and if someone more severe came in, we would be pushed back.
I never knew that chest pains and shortness of breath in a child were considered not severe? They didnt triage him for almost 1.5 hrs.
So the dr looked at him and everything seemed normal, but she wanted to see what caused the Taychardia (Sp?) so Monday we have to take him to Kosairs, Outpatient, no ER for a Chest Ultrasound, an echocardiogram and an EKG. So keep him in your prayers.
It has been one of the worst weeks I Have ever had.
I'm completely exhausted and could fall over from lack of deep sleep.
I'm sure today will be no picnic. I have all day to worry about tomorrow.
I am very very scared.
Pray for me too.
Happy Wednesday

Welcome to the life of an anxious woman

I have a dentist appt at 10:40 and I am sooooooo scared.
You know I hate being afraid of everything.
I know Im not alone in my fear of dentists, but ugh.
So anywhoo, crying all night, crying all morning.
I'm worn out from crying so much.
Wish me luck, keep me in your prayers.
I'll update you when i get home.

Freak Show on Friday

So I have to go to the Dr. Today. I haven't been in quite sometime. I walk in and only a handful of people were there. Then a slow trickle of freaks started coming in.
It was truly a Freak show. First there was a wild looking bunch, who were all wearing Black Panther Jackets, sweatshirts and what nots. They were EXTREMELY LOUD. Then in walks a 90 year old man carrying a nice leather handbag. He looks rich, has a nice hat on and a nice tie. He gets out a check book, goes over the corner and sits. He never checks in nothing, just sits. Okay so in walks this mom, grandma and 5 year old boy. The boy is yelling MAMMMMMMMAAA and everytime she doesnt answer him, he hits her hard in the stomach. She just laughs. So the boy comes over to me and it was like he was speaking some language I couldnt understand. It was English, but he couldnt speak a word except for Momma and Shut up. So he gets that place Jacked up, running and hollering and hitting his mom, then hitting his grandma. He goes over and talks to this very nicely dressed 50 or so year old woman. The woman wants him to go away, she can't understand him either and is trying to get him to go, he points at her and yells a very loud SHUT UP. So then his MOMMMA takes him to the bathroom for a whoopin. He comes out and hits her again. Thennn in walks this broad dressed like a freaking hooker, she walks straight over to the very old man. They start hugging on each other and kissin. I didn't know whether to giggle or just turn the other way. I decide to turn the other way when in walks this man who could easily pass for herman Munster. He has on these HUGE boots and the flaps in the front are open so when he walks his nasty black toenails come out to greet you. So he sits across from me and hes wiggling his toes out of his boots to scratch them and ugh bunion city. By this point i started having bad anxiety. It was over an hour wait, i was tired, cranky and freaks. So in walks this mother and 2 teenage daughters. Okay normal looking enough EXCEPT every single one of them are dressed in Pajamas and house slippers and the mom is wearing a robe in place of a coat. A woman asked her if it was PJ day at school and she said no we just woke up late. OKayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, is it that hard to put on some freaking clothes. PJs out in public????? So the dr calls me back before I lose my patience with the freaks and I expected my blood pressure to be through the roof, but it wasn't. It was very good.
I have to have a DEXA scan done on the second and he increased my ulcer medication and reflux medication. If i have the osteoporosis, i have to have extra calcium. Hopefully the other scan was wrong, but with celiacs, i doubt it.
Oh I forgot to add.......................I was drinking my water and Hermie Munster was across from me, coughin and hackin. I dropped my cap to my water bottle and he picked it up with his fingers inside the top with the hands he coughed all over. OMGGGGGI wanted to just say never mindddd keep it. BUt I took it and threw it away when i got back to the room. I am so freaked out about germs and UGHHHH it was a traumatic day LOL
Mleaf and bill you go to that Dr. so you know how bad it has gotten. EEEEEKKKKKKKK scary place anymore.
Happy Friday

Howdy on Thursday

Heres my Claire bear today. Much improved and ugh hard to keep down. I had to lock her in the kitchen and she wants to run and jump. Gonna be a long 2 weeks

Here's a flower I took today

American Idol the girls were awesome. The last girl, I realllllllllly liked alot!! She was good!!!
LOST I love as usual. Loved getting a few answers. Still I wanna know what's going on as usual.
Sawyer looked great as usual.
I slept like a rock last night. I was beat.
Had to babysit this morning. Still babysitting this afternoon.
I'm sooooooooooooooooooo tired. The day was long and boring.
Happy Thursday Evening All!!

My baby girl is home :o)

They said she did wonderfully. She was all over the van on the way home and her normal spunky self. We got home I gave her, her antibiotic and a bone and she is crashed. See her big bed we bought her, it's nice and fluffy. Shes snoozin away. It looks dark because I didnt want to turn on the lights and wake her up!! LOL


Thanks for all your prayers for her and support! it means alot!!

Okay American Idol my run down
I thought the guys were pretty much TERRIBLE
the one guy with the glasses I really liked til he dissed on Simon. Who's he to diss on Simon on the first rounds. He should be trying to impress him not be funny, it totally wasn't funny.
The Phil guys I liked alot cept he's too chris daughtry and he needs to get a different style about him so we can separate him from Chris. He doesnt hold a candle to chriss voice.
I am unattached to any of the contestants this year. Not sure why, maybe that will fade as time goes on, but usually every year I grow attached to someone to root for. Dunno we shall see as time goes on. Carie I think you watch dont you or is that big brother LOL what did you guys think if you watch it?? Hope the girls do better tonight!!
Happy Wednesday!!

A really Mopey Tuesday

My Claire Bear left for surgery at 7 and I have been up crying. I trust my vets fully, but I am sooooooooo scared of what she's thinking. I don't want her to think we aren't coming back for her, or that we left her. I am going to pick her up first thing in the morning. I think I may go to walmart and get her a new bed so she can come home and rest right next to me. Her and Opie are my company all day long. Me, Savannah and the dogs. We brush Claire, feed opie. Just wont be the same today.
Keep my puppy in your prayers. I miss her terribly!!
Other than that, we are all doing great. The boys had conferences yesterday. Savannah got registered for Kindergarten yesterday.
I babysat literally all day. I babysit again today all day.
Hopefully I can get all the floors super sterilized with some bleach water. I want everything spotless when she comes home, so no infection.
Happy Tuesday All
****** A lil update, they usually do surgeries after 1 through the evening. They said they would call between 7 and 9 tonight to let us know when she was done. The phone rang at 9 am and they said they took her right back and did the surgery this morning since I was so upset. :) Said she was doing wonderfully. So she is all done. You know I get so mad easily at the way people are anymore and then one nice thing just overwhelms my heart and gives me faith. That was so nice of them to do. It did ease my mind alot. They are soooooooooo wonderful it's unreal :) I think I should send them a card or something. If you live in Louisville The Fuchs are the best vets ever :o) You have to wait forever, but it's well worth it.
So still keep praying for her, caure Gracie died after her surgery was over and I'm still scared, but the vets will be with her all night YAY!!! :)

A slight mopey monday

This morning I went and registered my last baby for Kindergarten. She will start in August :o( Im so sad over this. She's all grown up.
Then tomorrow at 7 am claire bear goes to be spayed. Im terrified, so keep her in your prayers.
Other than that everything is good. Just a lil sad here and there!
Happy Monday!!

Sunday Sunday

Long day, but fun. We went to clean my moms, then grocery shoppin and then we came home to get the puppies. It was bath day. Claire goes for her spaying on Tuesday, while it may make bob barker happy, i am scared to death. Esp after Gracie died. :*(
I wanted her to be all clean and shiny. So her and opie got bathed, Claire was so scared she puked twice. She looks so shiny and nice now. Opie just was a shaky boy LOL.
We got them each 2 new ceramic bowls and some clothes (collars) and got them a big bag of bones.
I think they are over being mad at us.
Okay gotta go, gotta clean and Kyle is taking the kids bowling.
Happy Sunday Sunday Sunday

what day is it LOL

Is it Thursday??? It's hard to know the day when you don't leave the house. I wish summer would set in soon so I could snap out of this funk.
I think depression and lonliness are two of the worst things ever.
It's so cold that I really can't get out and do anything.
I laid on the couch all day today, just laying there, sometimes napping, sometimes just laying.
Savannah threw up all last night. I think i finally went to bed at 3 am.
She'a alot better today. She slept til 11 am and got it out of her system i think.
LOST was amazing last night. I think it was one of my fav episodes so far. Although it was lacking one sexy Sawyer.
Savannah watched some bits and pieces and said "that show makes my head crazy" The 4 year old says it best LOL
Then she threw up LOL so it was probably a combo.
My house is a mess again. So spotless on Saturday doesnt take long to get to disaster. I will admit I am picky though. What's messy to me, may be clean to others.
I swiffer the walls, clean the fans, pull out the stove and fridge and desks. I dust and mop under all the furniture weekly. So even though you look from the outside it may be clean looking, but I know those dust bunnies are hiding.
It will have to wait. Im going to check my blood pressure in a few and then coming home and going to bed. Do not pass go do not collect 200 dollars.
my BP has been slowly creeping up.
With all the stress its no wonder.
So pray savannah gets better. Everyone have a great Friday!!

What we did on this snowy day

I gave savannah a nice warm bath, she ate lunch and then out she went too to join the pups LOL

If you are sick STAY HOME

UGH why do people feel the need to romp around when they are sick. Why go to work? Why go out and cough on everyone.
I have my 4th cold this winter. I dont mind the cold so much as the dizziness that comes afterwards. Last night I thought I was dying. It makes me extremely anxious and it wears me freaking out.
Maddie came over this week and of course had a fever of 103 and now we are all sick. UGHHHHHHHHHHH i can't stand sickness.
We had the stomach flu, then another cold I mean ACK stay away LOL
My mom feels the same way. People think they are super woman or man because they go to work sick. Stay home, stop spreadin the germs.
Its freezing here. Thats about all thats new. Its not just Cold, cold, its COLDDD
Our microwave Stinks. We popped a bag of popcorn. It didn't pop at all. Instead it caught on fire. Smoke filled the whole house, our smoke detectors didn't go off. But our Claire bear barked her butt off :o)Now when we use the microwave it smells awful. Burnt popcorn fills the house. The smell is horrible.
Okay I am off. Kids are all home, everyone is whining, crying, screaming or complaining. Welcome to my life.
Happy Sunday